Orcs’ Time Through Time

I finally started to feel a little overwhelmed.

I found out now that almost none of Luo Lei's family were in the team, and I finally understood why Luo Lei wanted to help these people so persistently.

However, I actually ignored his feelings.

I was thinking about my empire, but I forgot that for Luo Lei, the most important thing is not an empire, but his ideals and the responsibilities he has received since childhood.

I even forgot that his attitude towards the tribe was completely different from mine.

I just wanted him to cooperate with me, but I didn't even notice his family members in this matter. I only complained that he didn't understand me, but I didn't comfort him even when his family was missing.

My partner, it's really not like that.

My ideal partner should care for each other, support each other, love each other, and understand each other.

Maybe, I am really not qualified.

I went to ask Canaan if he saw Luo Lei.

Canaan glanced at me, said no, but said nothing.

I asked Gunan again, Gunan only said that they would be loyal to me in the future, and he never said about the whereabouts of Luo Lei. It makes me wonder whether he is loyal to Luo Lei or loyal to me!

If it weren't for A Rui crying in front of Ye Jia and saying that Ye Jia has an Abba, his Abba would be gone. It is estimated that Ye Jia would not say anything about it.

Through Ye Jia, I knew what Luo Lei had experienced in the past few days.

Ye Jia said, he heard his Abba and Gunan Abba say that Luo Lei Abba’s Abba is gone, Ah Ma is also sick, they dare not see me, so they dare not come here. Ye Jia also said that in fact Luo Lei’s Ama might not work anymore. I don’t know what happened in these two or three months. It’s almost winter. They are still living in the cave where they lived before. Luo Lie was the only one hunting. Although there were some things left behind, it might not be better. Dad Luo Lei probably went to look for him.

I personally gave it to Luo Lei, to be filial to my parents, to repay my parents for their kindness in nurturing, but until now, I know that what I did to Luo Lei is not what I should do.

Luo Lei always knew that I didn't like his Abba and Ah, and he probably felt that I hated them even more deeply. Of course, from the perspective of the real Arnold, he does have reason to resent. So in all things, Luo Lei can follow me as much as possible. Among them, there is probably a layer of compensation.

Although as a later me, I didn't resent Luo Lei's Abba and Ah Ma, but I don't look down on people who are conservative in their thinking and don't take care of their children. What's more, Luo Lei's Abba and Ah Mo, in fact, have always treated me with a grudge. Although there is nothing in normal times, no matter whether it is them or me, I can avoid it, and I will not say more about it.

The only best time is probably when Luo Lei's Abba and Ah Mo wish us a good life and try to get along with me. But every time they talk about children and other topics, they will definitely be easily transferred by me, and then this exchange will stop abruptly.

From Luo Lei's point of view, it might make him even more sad. One side is me, and the other side is his Abba and Ah. It is absolutely impossible for him to choose which side to make him feel at ease. Therefore, he has been in it for so long, and it is estimated that it has been enough toss.

But no matter what, I absolutely didn't mean to watch his Abba and Ahma die regardless, and I can definitely understand how sad Luo Lei would be if his Abba and Ahma died.

At that time, I should be with him.

He followed me out, but his father died when he didn’t know; he took his people to join me, he even kneeled to me, but I refused him, I even let him follow me behind and watch My back, and resolutely didn't say a word to him.

How sad should he be at that time?

Everyone in the clan seemed to know about Luo Lei, and occasionally looked at me with sympathy and pity.

However, I don't need to wait or watch.

I know where Loray is, I don't want to sit and wait.

Lin Sen is a male of Adou, but Adou has always supported me. In other words, as a person who also crossed over, no matter what I do, Adou will support me unconditionally.

Although he didn't understand why Luo Lei had to leave, he didn't understand what happened to Luo Lei and me, he even thought that Luo Lei's doing this was not a good trick. But when I told him that Lin Sen would take me to the cave, he still pestered Lin Sen and promised me without hesitation.

As a flying bird, the original beasts are incomparable even if they have wings. As a moa, Lin Sen is also very good in this population of flying birds.

So relying on Lin Sen's speed, even though he came out a few days later than Luo Lei, we and Luo Lei reached the cave almost at the same time.

At the entrance of the cave, I saw Luo Lei with two deer on his back. Apparently, he just came back from hunting.

Seeing me, he seemed surprised at first, but soon, he gave the deer on his body to Luo Lie who was walking with him, and then walked over and caught me: "Why are you here?"

He is a lot thinner than before. I think he is too worried, and he is probably too tired during this time.

So I touched his hair, and the scar on his eyes, and smiled: "It's nothing, I can't find you. I'm here when I hear them say you are here."

As soon as I said this, his face turned darker, and he looked a little embarrassed. He looked at Hongda and Mohei who I reached out to follow. After a while, he said, "I'm sorry. I don’t want to leave you... It’s just... Me, I’m going to die... I’ll stay with him... Then, I’ll come back to you... I...

I don’t know what mood he used to say this to me, but I know that looking at his drooping eyes, I almost felt a sore nose, and I just reached out and covered his mouth: "Okay, don’t say it. , Shall we go see you."

Although I had known Lorei's awkwardness for a long time, I only realized how serious his condition was when I saw him.

When he saw me, his eyes were touched at first, but soon they became cringe. He still seemed to be afraid of seeing me.

I think Luo Lei didn't tell him about kneeling me, otherwise, he might not just be afraid of me.

At dinner, I cooked him a soup and used a little rose salt that I brought. Even such a trivial matter is enough for him to look at me in a puzzled manner while expressing his gratitude: "Arnuo... sorry... you are the patriarch now... I will trouble you..."

I laughed: "In fact, the patriarch is nothing, he is still human, and I also want to eat salt."

Although it's just such a sentence, I think everyone who understands this sentence probably understands it. Luo Lei's Ah Ma even shed tears: "Yes... the patriarch is also a human... You said... After so many years, why are we doing this? coming……"

Probably because he was so emotional, I finally left the cave.

The high priest was inside, and he didn't want to see me at all.

Even though the innermost place in Shandong was dark, damp and cold, he never came out of it during the few days I stayed there.

If it weren't for my suggestion to take them back to our clan, maybe in a better environment would make him feel better. I guess the high priest did not intend to come out from the innermost part of the cave at all.

And the high priest who came out, I don’t know anymore!

Because he seems to be a lot older this year, let alone two little priests helping him out when he came out, he didn't want to look up at me when he came out.

I thought it was his dignity. I looked at Luo Lei, but I didn't say much.

Lin Sen brought another moa from his tribe. In fact, according to their transportation method, both Lin Sen and Muxi can bring two of them, but because Luo Lei intends to carry him, Luo Lie intends to carry them. Holding Ah Xing and their little guy, we have enough people to come, so we still bring one by one person, and in order to make Luo Lie half animalized, their little guy also let the little priest on Muxi's back hug With.

Probably because we were all on our way, we were lucky that we returned to our tribe before the snow started to fall.

Luo Lie was the one who gave us things when we left, so the people in the clan had nothing to do with accepting him.

The people who know about me and Luo Lei have no problem with Ahma who accepts them.

It is estimated that the most unwelcome of the entire tribe is the high priest.

The people who came from the He ethnic group could hardly protect themselves now, and of course they wouldn't say anything.

The high priest probably also knew this situation. Apart from living in the tent assigned to him and the two little priests, he almost never came out.

I don't want to make the relationship so bad, but now, I'm not in the mood, and I don't have time to care about so much, so I have to go with things first.

Of course, I don't deny that I do have some vengeance, but how much is up to everyone.

Luo Lei's Ah Ma still passed.

Since arriving here, he has lived with us in a house.

Although I can't take good care of him, there are Lore, Rona and Ari, he said, he has no regrets. The only regret is that I didn't see Loray's children and me. He even said that if he really told them, people will be reborn at a certain time when they die, and in the next life, he wants me to be his child, and he wants to replace my Abba and Ah, so beloved. I.

I listened and didn't say anything. I just made some soup for him and asked him to eat more. Don't think too much.

In the deepest winter, when the snow fell the most, one morning, when it was still snowing, I only got up and saw him also get up.

Luo Lei stood at the door, opened the door for him personally, and watched him go outside.

I didn't know what he wanted to do, I just thought it was weird. I hurriedly wanted to ask Lore to hold him, only to see that he had walked out the door, and Lore held me instead.

Luo Lei’s eyes were a little wet, but he was still trying his best to endure. He told me, "Don’t chase, ah, our house is so good. Don’t get dirty. He said he’s in good spirits today. , Take a look outside, it's okay, ah, it's okay, don't worry, ah, it's okay..."

Luo Lei didn’t finish talking, but I also understand. What he meant was that he didn’t want to die in our house for fear of defilement of our house, so he planned to go out into the wild while he was in good spirits, just like all those of them. Like his ancestors, go out by yourself.

But how can I let this kind of thing happen to the tribe I founded at this time! What's more, it is Luo Lei's! What's more, the so-called better, in fact, is probably what we call Huiguangfanzhao! In fact, Luo Lei himself knew that this was the end. Even if he said nothing was okay, he couldn't comfort him, let alone he wanted to convince me with such words.

I can see that Luo Lei is very sad. Many times, we think we already know the result and are prepared in our hearts. But for this kind of thing, we are always unable to prepare, even if Luo Lei tries to comfort himself, I can also see that he really cried.

That's not someone else, is that him? His father died when he didn't know it, and now, he wants to go out by himself for this so-called good house. How many such things are there in the world? And how sad is such a thing?

I tried to ask Luo Lei to stop him. I even tried to stop him by myself. But Luo Lei stopped me. He said, "Don't go, Arnold, don't go. You can make Ah Ma feel at ease. I feel sorry for you. Now, you can let him feel a little more at ease, so don't go. Ah, I just want to, so don't go..."

I never know how Loray’s Abba and Ah Ma feel towards me, but this incident is enough for me to forgive what they did to me, of course, I cannot forgive them in place of the previous Arnold, but I always remember that the day before Luo Lei’s Ah Mo left, he seemed to be a little better in spirit. He once grabbed my hand and said to me: "Arnold, we have been sorry for you all the time. There are many things. , Although it is for the tribe, we are always sorry for you, even you and Luo Lei got married, I am too selfish. So is your Abba, he kept talking about it before he left, if, goodbye It will be fine when you arrive. At least I have to say sorry to you. He has no chance to say it. Maybe in the future, I have no chance to say it. While I can see you now, Arnold, please forgive us..."

Many times, many things are in different positions, and they will do it anyway. Therefore, for them, complaining about me is actually non-existent. It is more just that the different positions are unacceptable. What I don’t know is that they will So sad.

Luo Lei's Ah Mo got it back the next day.

He didn't actually go far because he couldn't walk when he reached the mountain behind our tribe. There was so much snow in winter. Although he wears more, he probably can't walk in the snow.

Even normal people can't walk, let alone him?

According to the person who found him, he was leaning against a tree and holding an old wooden bowl tightly in his hand. It took a long time before they took the wooden bowl out of his hand.

When I saw the wooden bowl, I finally remembered that it was made by me. I made it shortly after I arrived here. At that time, he took the wooden bowl home for the first time having dinner with me.

Unexpectedly, he still kept the wooden bowl and brought it from there. And we already use pottery bowls here.

I put this wooden bowl and a set of pottery in Loreama's grave.

This is probably the earliest tomb here. I brought that set of pottery and a wooden sword that I had promised to teach him, but I never had the time to cut it for him. The wooden sword that was finally cut this winter, it’s also considered A more luxurious tomb.

When closing the coffin, Luo Lei hugged me and put his head on my shoulder, tears wet my shoulder. The so-called men do not flick lightly when they have tears, but that is the case before they are sad.

The tomb I chose for him is on the mountain behind us. His regret is that he has never seen my child and Luo Lei’s. If he lay here, maybe one day, he will be able to see our child running on the plain. Maybe that day, he will be at ease.

Throughout the winter, the atmosphere in our home was rather sad. Throughout the winter, I tried my best to stay with Luo Lei.

And soon, spring will come.