Orcs’ Time Through Time

I thought I was going to die this time. Although from any novel theory, I should be the last to die. However, man-made disasters are especially serious, and I can’t do anything about natural disasters. If I just explain it like this, if it’s a novel. , I don’t know if it is a comedy or a tragedy. So when I opened my eyes and discovered that I was still alive, I didn't know how to complain.

Luo Lei was by my side, maybe it was because he released the animalization when he descended and locked me in his arms, and he is still locked tightly now, so I fainted and fell into it except for the shock when I fell. The mudslides rolling down from the top and bottom were covered up, and there was no serious injury, and because the rain is still falling, and we are lucky to fall down at the foot of the mountain, the mudslides have slowed down, and our heads did not fall into the mud. In the stone, it was because the mud and rocks gave us some cushion, and Luo Lei gave me a cushion underneath. Apart from being buried in the mud and rocks and being soaked in heavy rain, I felt a little uncomfortable, at least I did not feel any obvious pain.

Just looking at the situation of Lore, who is holding me with his arms, is a bit unoptimistic. I now barely put my head out of his arms, but my hands are submerged in the muddy water, and I can’t move for a while, but Just looking at his face, I also know that his condition is not good. He is a little bit blue now, but he barely supports him and has some consciousness. Seeing that I am looking at him, I try to cheer up: "It's okay...I'm okay. ......" While trying to send me out of the muddy water.

At this time, there is no turn for a wounded person to speak, so I glared at him, while trying to lift my hands out of the muddy water, trying to reach out and dig out the mud that buried us here almost half of our shoulders. Shi, one side was also a little worried.

Although it’s nice to swim in the water in summer, it’s absolutely uncomfortable to sink half of my body in the mud at this time, and I don’t want to drift along with the mud and rocks, so when I pick myself out, I start to pick it up. With half of his body left in the mud, he tried hard to start picking up the Luo Lei I sent out first.

I don’t know what happened to Luo Lei. He was very supportive when I saw me struggling out of the mud and water, and he was also struggling to help me with his movable hand, but now I’m going to pull him out, he But he reached out and stopped me: "Don't do it, you hurry up and find a way to go back."

Does he think I'm an idiot? At this time, he still cares about me, so I yelled at him unceremoniously: "You shut up."

I’m not always good at telling people to shut up, but if I’m very angry, I hardly listen to anyone. On the contrary, everyone’s best not to talk to me.

So although Loray’s lips are a little pale and his hands grabbed my wrists, but I finally stood up straight and started to drag him, who was still lying obliquely in the mud, out of the mud that reached my chest. , His voice was still a little dumb: "Don't be like this, Arnold, you will be hurt, don't be like this..."

I was almost mad at him: "Who was holding me down from above and cushioning me with his own body?"

He was a little surprised at my cold face, but his face was strangely flushed: "Arnold, this is what I should do, you are mine...I..."

I took a look at him: "Then do you think I will leave you here alone? Have you forgotten why I came out? If I will put you here, I should stay in the cave. !"

He seemed a little surprised, "No, Arnold, I don't want you to do this..."

Of course I know that he doesn’t want me to do this. He always pretends to be good for me and wants both loyalty and filial piety. Well, it’s not loyalty, filial piety, piety and piety. Sanquan, but seeing him start to be a little stupefied, I think he might have increased the wounds I don't know about, so he speeded up the progress of his hands even more.

After struggling to support each other with Luo Lei all the way to the other side of the mountain, I realized that we were back to the original point when we were rushed by those mudslides, really like Adou and I complained about our tribe. Back before liberation".

But this is fine, at least, I know where to stay temporarily, so I drag Luo Lei half back and half back to the small cave where we left earlier.

It started a fire and took off the soil-filled clothes of Luo Lei and me. I found out that Luo Lei was indeed injured just now. It is probably because he made himself a mat for me, so I was fine, but his His back is really blue and purple, and some places are probably scratched by stones in the mud, and he is still bleeding. And just now on the way, he gradually lost consciousness, probably because it really hurts too much. . And in that case, he can insist on coming out with me, I already admire his willpower very much.

Fortunately, the things I carried on my back were not lost because they were tightly tied. And this cave, because when we moved away, there were still some broken pots, altars and pots that were not removed, so I could also find a broken pot that was thrown at the mouth of the cave, half-filled with water, and built up with a few stones. It's hot on the fireplace.

When we tore some cloth strips from the clothes we had washed the soil with rainwater, wiped Luo Lei's body with hot water, and began to change the dressing for him, he finally groaned twice, and gradually seemed to be a little awake. .

Seeing me, he didn't seem to react. For a long time, he realized that the person in the flame was me, and then he struggled to reach out and grabbed me: "Arnold... are you okay..."

No matter how you look at it, it shouldn't be me who is in trouble here, right? At least, I don't have a **** wound on my leg, and my back is bruised, and there are many wounds bleeding.

But now that I want me to laugh at him, 80% of me really can't laugh, so I just fell silent for a while and held his hand: "I'm fine, but you, your back is also hurt."

He heard that I was okay, but suddenly became quieter, as if he hadn’t heard me say that he was injured, just holding my hand: "It’s fine if you’re okay..."

I don’t know what people’s attitudes towards themselves are like, although I was not happy in 21st, and even the only person I ever fell in love with, left me when they broke up with me when they asked me for property, but some kind of To a certain extent, I actually left her because I heard that she wanted me to buy a house for her parents and asked me to use her parents’ names. When I didn’t agree, I didn’t have to talk. I also chose to break up. Maybe for For her, she first thought of her own interests, but from my point of view, what I thought of first was how to protect myself? Even when I leave the Hezu, I protect myself first.

I can’t say that I don’t love him. At least, if I don’t love him, I won’t give up my principles and live with him, and I won’t want to make him the supreme patriarch, let alone when something happens to him. I am always worried and sad, but in comparison between his love and mine, his love still makes me incomprehensible.

I can't understand that when he loves me, he still considers his tribe first, and I can't understand that this person who always considers the tribe of responsibility, in the face of life and death, chooses to be me. Perhaps this is the contradiction of people, or that people cannot live just for love. Before me, Luo Lei chose his responsibilities from childhood to large. He hoped that I would consider his responsibilities and tribe with him, but In front of his own life, he would rather give up his vitality to me.

Now that I have done what I need to do, I don’t care about being naked or anything. It’s not the first time I saw it (OTZ) anyway. The clothes were still roasting on the other side of the fire, so I also moved a stone. Sitting next to him was the animal skins thrown here by the tribe and failed to dry: "I'm fine."

With just such a sentence, he closed his eyes as if contentedly: "It's okay if you are fine." Let me start applying medicine to his wound, and then tie it up with gauze and those animal skin ropes.

I don't want to find out what he is thinking, or this is his style of doing things, what can I say? This is how he grew up. Sacrificing for the tribe is his principle of survival since childhood, and he can consider me before himself, and I don't want to criticize him anymore.

I got up and stirred the remaining meaty bones and **** soup in the smoky holes on the fire with a spoon dug out of a branch in a hurry, and nodded: "Yeah. , Are you hungry? Only the broth."

He was also trying to look at the cave, and he probably found out where the cave was. While drinking soup with my hand, he said: "You go and meet the people of the tribe first, don't worry them too much. Up."

I knew that his kind of clumsy brain wouldn't be able to get rid of it without me scolding him, so I just glared at him: "Just now, who took me to fly down when the mud and rocks flowed down, and gave it to me when I fell down. Cushioned?"

He seemed a little surprised that I had no patience for him, but there was some guilt on his face: "Arnold, I didn't mean that, I'm just worried, there is nothing here..."

"Of course I know there is nothing here!" I interrupted him. "But when we fall, maybe we will die."

He gave a wry smile: "Arnold, don't talk about it."

I know that his heart is a little bit different from him, but sometimes I really don’t know what he is awkward: "Lorley, since there are only two of us today, I will simply ask you, you Do you want to spend time with me?"

Maybe I said this more seriously, maybe this problem really touched Luo Lei, he let go of my hand and finally grabbed me: "Of course I still want to live with you, Arnold, I, I have always been ..."

I don’t know where the person who would tell me he likes my Luo Lei went, or really, as the old patriarch said, Luo Lei is with me, less and less confident, but since I made a choice, I still I hope my life will go on well.

I sighed, I didn’t say much about him, just shook his hand back: "I still want to be like before. I still remember Lo Lei, who was the patriarch before, and Lo Lei, who was playing tricks on me. I still remember Lo Lei who made me jump but had nothing to say, and Lo Lei who pampered me, but that person, disappeared, I don’t know if it’s because we left the Hindus, but Lo Lei stayed It’s the Hittite, what's wrong, but I really want to live like before, can you understand?"

I have never told Loray how I feel about him. Even though they are already the closest relationship, I have never said whether I like him or not, nor have I said what he is in my opinion. Looks like that, so when I say this, a smile appeared on his pale face, but his voice was hoarse and helpless: "I have always been the same, Arnold, but I don’t know what happened to us. , You put all your thoughts on the tribe, I know you want me to be a great patriarch, you want me to be majestic, want to build a huge tribe, but, Arnold, I just want more I want to live well with you. I’m really sad to leave the Hindus. After all, that’s my home, where are my Abba and Ah? But looking at you, it seems that I’m free. I’m also very happy, but I can’t. Give them up, Arnold, maybe they are nothing to you, but they are my clan. If I don’t leave them, I will still be their patriarch, and Abba is dead, so he would think about it before he died. , It would be great if we could go back. I’m sorry for Abba’s request. I also know that I should not embarrass you, but I also know that you hate them for a reason. I force you to accept them, and I feel sad. I don’t know how to continue to face you, I even, don’t know, am I still qualified to be by your side, I..."

Luo Lei rarely speaks so much. He really only expresses his thoughts with actions more often, but I think he has resentment towards me, and I also understand that he feels guilty and helpless towards me, but I do I don’t know if he even considers the qualifications, I want to laugh, but my voice is a little abnormal: "What qualifications do you want? For me to leave the Hezu? Or can I put my life on mine? After? I don’t know what qualifications you want, but I think that such Lore is enough, such Lore, and Lore, who used to smile at me by my side, is enough in my opinion. ."

Maybe he also missed our previous time. Hearing me say that, he actually smiled in a daze: "Yes, before, we were so happy..."

How happy we were when he was not the patriarch, and when we were still living in the tent and the cave behind the Hindus.

Perhaps because of this topic, the atmosphere between us began to relax a lot. We began to say that I went hunting for the first time, started to say that he helped me build a pig pen, and started to say that I caught the little boy who was later eaten. Wild boar, began to say that he can eat more, started to say that I played with his tail behind him, started to say that we made the first pair of shoes, started to say that it was the first time to eat fried noodles, and started to say that he deliberately couldn't learn how to wear it. Underpants, talk about our first house, talk about Rona and Ari...

Perhaps it was mentioned that in the past, the atmosphere between us has improved a lot, and gradually began to talk about his thoughts and mine. At the end of the day, I don't know why we fell asleep.

Fortunately, there are still a lot of animal skins in this cave that could not be dried, so the people did not take away the animal skins. Now I can’t take care of that much. I bake them on the fire with wooden sticks. Loray and I wear these together. The animal skins are also quite warm.

Woke up early in the morning, looked at the little Luo Lei he was standing up, and remembered that he and I were naked and slept together. After thinking about it, I still felt that something was wrong.

It’s just that Luo Lei didn’t feel any embarrassment at all. Maybe it’s because after talking about yesterday, he seemed to want to drive a lot, and even the whole person was more energetic, but he grabbed me: "Arnold, kiss me. ..."

Damn, brat, in broad daylight, you shameless, I still have a face! But looking at his pitiful look, his legs that I wrapped into a mallet, and his aching expression because I accidentally touched his shoulder, I thought about it, forget it, or He leaned down and kissed his forehead: "Good boy, obediently..."