Ordinary I and Extraordinary Them

In a room without him.

Why does Kanzaki-san like Marie?

Mr. Nakayama asked me when I was working on the executive committee in the sewing room.

Stop the hand holding the document and turn your gaze toward her.

I wonder if she had stiffened up at work, or if she turned her shoulders and talked about taking a break.

However, Shiraishi-san and Torino-kun, both freshmen, look interesting in response to her question.

Fortunately, you and Keiraosaka-san are not here. [M]

Unwillingly, the two of them are going to Kaorusaka-san's father's company.

If it is true, I am accompanying Keirakazaka-san, who is quick to do so.

But I can't help it all this time.

It might be rude for a lot of people to come to the company.

That's why I went ahead with the work for the two of us, and at a later date, I asked you if you and I should go shopping, so I stopped thinking for a moment.

"Do you know why I like you..."

"Yes, childhood friendliness is something that everyone in the class knows, but to be honest, I'm surprised to hear that Shinohara-kun can't understand even though he has a good property nearby."

She mumbles small.

Behind the classroom, Shinohara-kun is checking school supplies for use from tomorrow.

Only me and two juniors nearby could hear the volume that was considered so as not to be heard.

I feel rude to Ogihara-kun, but at the time she lowered her voice, I think she was aware of it.

But it's a little embarrassing to talk to people about their favorite heterosexuality.

More than that, I feel reluctant to talk to someone I'm not close to.

I've known Mr. Shiraishi since the student council election, and Mr. Torino has known him since before. [M]

I have a different way of dating, but I don't have a problem because I'm a junior who wants to be cute, except for Nakayama-san.

Classmates, classmates... but she used to tend to make fun of you.

I don't honestly like the way she treats you during school trips and in everyday life, interrupting your progress on the school trip agenda.

I am only convinced because I decided that you are a necessary human resource, and I do not want to be favourable to you.

I hate to see my ugly part, but how can I like a woman who was mocking someone I liked?

In the first place, you're too generous.

We have been told about the conditions put forward by Mr. Nakayama for cooperation.

I heard that Koizumi-kun has lowered his head and the two of us are discussing the cultural festival with the school when we discuss it next year.

I don't mind sharing time because she has a favorite, Mr. Shinohara, on this executive committee.

"I'm sure Miyashita-san will be in a bad mood by now..."

There is no doubt that Mr. Nakayama doesn't like you.

It may be character, it may be appearance, it may be environment.

Or all of them.

But you don't care about her. [M]

Ability is recognized.

Of course, I don't like it as a person of the opposite sex, and even if they hate it, they don't have a problem.

That's why I don't understand.

The human nature of Makoto is never understood by students with general values.

There is nothing Nakayama can understand when I tell him why I like him.

Let's stop talking and go home when the sunset starts to set in the classroom... what proposal can we make to avoid the conversation?

I thought about it in the blink of an eye, but I suddenly stopped thinking.

... this is also an excuse.

However, since I don't want other people to understand Makoto, I think deep down in my heart.

I just want to feel like I'm the only one who knows.

I value my sister Kaoru above all else.

My father and I have been disagreeing for many years.

On the contrary, my mother is too spoiled and I am a little troubled.

I always open the door of my room or living room a little to see if the cat in the house next door is coming to visit me.

I was really longing for you to do anything.

The fact that I was discouraged compared to my surroundings from a young age.

However, I was comparing it with my surroundings and adults, and my sister and I said that nothing was wrong, and they treated me as usual no matter what they said.

Because of that, I was hated by people around me.

If you don't have feelings, you'll be ridiculed, but you're actually more gentle and hurtful than anyone else.

I'm just better at putting a lid on my heart and killing my emotions than anybody else.

I didn't realize it myself.

“When choosing your preferred opposite sex, what does Nakayama use as a judgement material?”

"Is that... my face, my personality, whether my hobbies suit me or not?"

“So, which of these is the most important?”

"Eh... I wonder if it's my personality?"

Ask the customer and get a response. Ask the customer again.

Mr. Nakayama replied after a moment of hesitation.

Not confidently, but hesitantly.

There are countless factors that make people like you.

It depends on the person and there are no correct answers.

So her answer is also correct.

But it's a choice for a girl named Nakayama, not my choice.

“It's whether I have it or not. I threw it away once.”

With a murmur, Nakayama-san, Shiraishi-san, and Torino-kun turned their gaze around.

They can understand the meaning of the words that are not enough, but they don't understand them perfectly, and they show their faces like that.

People have uniformly different faces.

False self to meet expectations.

Self-projecting exemplary answers so that students can recognize them.

I was trapped in appearance.

I interpret a modest person as a person who is the center of my class.

I will be aware of who applies to who I am, even if I don't point out all of them.

I'm just consciously turning my eyes away.

Including me... "

So, what I want is someone who doesn't lose themselves.

People who make fun of themselves, laugh at them, compare them, hate them, but don't dye themselves with others' thoughts.

Because I think it's really a strong person.

That's why I'm in love.

You are always said to be mediocre.

That's why you're conscious.

A strong woman named Kaoru Saka.

“I don't think I like the popularity of the class. I don't think you're a great person because you're good at studying and exercising. When I make the wrong choice, I don't justify it because we're all together, I challenge it because I'm alone, and I think it's cool to have people who don't bend themselves.”

"Isn't that natural?" I don't know if I'm wrong. "

I can't take it for granted. Neither can you.

My words make her look a little unhappy.

If we think like you, the group is one creature.

The will of the group is the decision of the creature.

Minorities are regarded as foreign objects.

Moving from majority to minority is more scary and difficult than words.

Because it is an action that falls outside the boundaries of the category.

The result is bullying and obsession.

You are completely hated by the top students in the school karst. [M]

Because he chooses the words that they really don't want to hear.

On the contrary, students who are spending time in the shadows within the university have a good impression.

Because they speak for the answers that they can never speak.

A man cannot stand loneliness.

That's why it may be the only thing you don't understand. [M]

His choice is a lonely choice in a modern world that relies on a collection of prior to the establishment of respect for the individual.

But one day, when they grow up, you might notice.

When I was a student, Marie was doing great things.

And I'm happy to have noticed it sooner.

To have been able to walk with him in his life as an important and longing student who will be remembered many times later.

It should be time to look back and open your chest when you have made a choice that is not embarrassing or regrettable.

Even now, my chest is a little tight.

"The appearance is not immutable, it is aging and decaying. Rather than that, I just find it more attractive to live in a nice way. I think Shinohara-kun is a good person, but I don't like him."

With that affirmation, it was my answer to the question from Nakayama-san.

This is my only secret.

Only I know the good things about Makoto.

Saying that I don't like it, I briefly told Nakayama-san, who stroked his shoulder a little bit, "Good luck."

How will she begin to approach Mr. Ogihara from now on?

But I can assure you one more thing.

With her now, Shinohara will never turn around. [M]

Shinohara-kun, who has spent more time with Marie-kun than any of the other male students, is deeply saddened by this.

The strength of Miyashita-san, who emerged of her own volition from the circle of women.

Nakayama-san shouldn't really be on the lookout for me.

I am not special, and Keirazaka-san is not special.

Can she realize that the opponent who was determined to be lower than her is really going a long way forward?