Ordinary I and Extraordinary Them

"Since yesterday, does Makoto have any problems?

The after-school student club room, which was quickly welcomed.

All five officers, including me, are here, about an hour after the meeting begins.

The chairman inadvertently started talking when the agenda for the day was largely boiled down and he was taking frequent breaks.

"Right...... troubles or doubts"

I answered the chairman's question uncharacteristically as I moistened my throat with the tea you brewed me.

"Which, I'm not telling you to talk honestly, can you just tell me about any problem? I'm still a senior, it could be any help."

The chairman said as he slapped himself in the chest with his right hand.

But it's surprisingly difficult to explain these stories to people.

It's the same as making a presentation in public.

I don't get the word when I try to talk even though I have a bunch of things to talk about myself.

Open the word book in your head and choose your words carefully.

"I can't believe what people say"

"Isn't that the usual you?

……

Rude......

No, I'm not mistaken, but I want to deny it when it's instantly answered face to face.

But I don't have enough words. It's my fault.

Elbow to a desk that is at an all-time large in the room and continue to talk to the chairman with a bitter smile with all the additional explanations.

"... I no longer know what they're thinking"

"What are they thinking,... That's a tough problem"

The chairman puts his hand on his chin and turns his gaze diagonally upward to the right.

Not only the chairman, but also Mr. Arino, vice chairman Koizumi and accounting Miura were listening with interest.

The expression seems to challenge the difficult questions of the test. You don't have to be so serious...?

I feel that today's student council has already turned into my troublesome consultation corner, but no one will complain because today's meeting on the budget for the department's activities is over.

"Oh, is that a girl student story?

"No, it's about a boy student."

Koizumi's voice still sounds far-fetched.

Face to face for a few days, I'm not telling you to get familiar.

I just want him to feel free to talk to me because he's in the same grade, and he's a senior as an officer.

I want you to speak up more confidently and without hesitation, but I just need you to get used to all this.

"So that boy student and you are close enough to be called your best friend?

One, Miura talks to the chairmen the same way she talks to them.

This one is easier.

"Depending on where you can say best friend from... well, that's about the only guy you can call a friend"

"Sure, that's due to mutual recognition."

Even if one thinks he's a best friend, but if one thinks he's just a friend, that's not saying he's a best friend.

It's easy to say, "We're best friends!" or whatever they're saying, they're probably just friends.

Happy or sad, I think it's only when we can talk to each other that we're best friends.

I don't think it's a good idea to have more.

Even in my relationship with Yudo.

Yudo, who revealed his mind at least until spring break, may have thought of me as his best friend.

But it's hard for me to say yes if he asks me if I really thought he was someone I could forgive.

When I and he lived in a different world because of differences in appearance and abilities, we weren't in the same position as him at the time we thought about it.

"Senior... You had a friend..."

"Why are you so depressed..."

Furano was more shocked that I had one friend than he was talking about.

I'm sure he felt something close to himself, but I'm sorry, but I'm a little bit higher on the level.

"If there's anything you can say from me, it's about one thing."

I have totally gathered my sympathetic gaze on you, Furano, and the chairman gives a small cough with Cohon before looking at this one and talking it out.

"I think we understand each other because we don't know how they feel"

"That's some tough answer..."

"It's not. It's simple."

When the chairman stood up from his seat, he sat down in the frame of the window he had opened to replace the air.

A pleasant breeze enters through the window strokes the chairman's hair and dances.

"It's impossible for a family to know how they feel. If you think you understood the other person, that's your mistake."

……

"I don't know, we exchange words to understand each other, we observe each other."

I felt like they were talking about me.

For the last two days I've been worried about what Yudo was thinking and whether his words were true or false.

"If that's why you don't understand them, it's not good enough yet."

"... I see"

Hear the words and think about what wasn't enough for you as you leaned down.

That's what the chairman said to me in a kind voice.

"You should change your mind, right... first think about why you're bothering so much"

The chairman who told him so had a dark look as if he was worried about me, contrary to the voice.