Ore Dake Kaereru Kurasu Teni

"Yeah, I knew. I watched you hide in the shadows of the building and give it to everyone... so that Fukushi handed out his stuff."

"Haha... did they think you were making unscrupulous demands on the grounds of food?

Mr. Around my Response shakes his head to the side.

You're not?

"Well, I was wondering if Fukusei had fallen in love with the other girl... just watching"

Uh, you thought I was a terrible guy and Mr. Meow was watching you.

Well, that's subordinate compatibility, and I guess I thought it was a fluke.

"Yet Happiness, I'm going somewhere just to give them a treat, and I haven't used a color eye on them at all, and I was giving it to the boy... I thought it was different..."

"Yeah, I didn't give it to you or anything because I'm a girl. I think it was just... guilt. To the extent that my position wasn't compromised, I was exploring if there was any way I could do something."

I think some people are very arrogant.

Only one hypocrite could have been scolded for spending in a place of height and immersed in superiority.

But I wanted to tell you the fact that I was the only one who could go home and avoid getting kicked out of the wheel.

Otherwise, Maoshin and everyone in his class can't help.

This was the limit of what I could do.

"You're out of line. After that... my opinion was not heard by everyone in the battle group. Maybe even Maoshin, who represents the base group, can't help it."

I gave up.

Maybe at the time the teacher was set ablaze by Valley Springs, everyone was reminded who was the leader in this settlement.

The only way to stop the Valley Springs is by force.

But with the ability given, the Valley Springs have no hands or feet.

A metastasis that takes less than five minutes to activate will only help with the degree of inadvertence, and it's not the same as attacking sleep and challenging the rule of Valley Springs, is it?

Murder is wrong.

Valley Springs' actions so far have not been complimented, but none of the dead have come out.

That is, in a way, evidence of good control.

It's no exaggeration to say you're taking leadership.

I've been fighting demons for three weeks without letting the dead die in such a survival situation.

I guess it's true that the Valley Springs are familiar with the game.

Almost there... really, everyone in the base group should be able to get out of the cramped condition soon.

"Later, as Mr. Meguru knew, he lied about being able to pick up Japanese stuff when the expansion power turned out, and he bought Japanese stuff."

Really... Looking back, it's just a situational analysis of preservation and self centricity.

I get dizzy with guilt.

"This is who I am. So...... meow. I don't deserve your confession."

I didn't expect to find out so soon.

Now I will be completely isolated.

Even Mao Shin might despise me.

Regret is... if you say no, it's a lie, but no.

I heard my story to the end. Mr. Meguru meditates his eyes and shakes his neck to the side.

"Yeah...... no. No, Happiness."

"What?

Then Mr. Meguru quietly opens his eyes and shows strong will and stares at me.

"On the first day, Fukushi-kun was ridiculed for being inferior compatible because of me. Otsuka beat me up with unlikely force... then I can't even talk if I want to. Besides, it's no surprise that only one person can go back to Japan... and be killed."

"Still, if it's true, we had to talk"

"Yes... maybe it is. But Happy said no when I confessed, didn't she?

I said no.

I distribute sweets without saving myself.

If he really was like that, he might have been entitled to a confession.

But I can go back to Japan.

It can't be good to accept Mr. Meguru's confession, which I kept secret and could only give him some sweets.

"If Happiness had received my confession... indeed, I might have despised it. But Fukusei didn't want to keep his mouth shut about being able to go back to Japan, did he?

That's... I guess so.

I was afraid of being despised for telling the truth.

Even though the power of metastasis confers a great deal of favor, Maoshin, who has been my friend for a long time, probably hates me, and I couldn't tell the truth if I thought so.

If you tell the truth, there's a lot you can do.

If you use it as a weapon and you use it as food, you get it endlessly as long as you have a point.

Although it is the effect of point phase metastasis, which is dilation capability.

"Both Maoshin-kun and Hazawa-kun knew and thought about Fukusei's ability to expand. Happiness isn't here if there is one. Even if he didn't die, he was exploiting Japanese food like everyone else's slave. Besides, I can't raise the LV because it's about Taniquan and the others."

When that happens, there's no point phase transfer either... we just have to cut back on our savings.

It is possible that he was more alert than he is now.

When that happens, think about it from my personality and don't come back to the other world.

"Even if we run out of money, the demands increase...... I think everyone told us to come by with a discount or whatever. I don't... I'm wrong. Happiness isn't everyone's slave, is it?

"I could have handled more different results... I was only a bystander"

"This wouldn't have happened if everyone had been able to deal with it more calmly. It's not just about happiness."

... Meguru doesn't pull a step.

"Anyway, I figured it out... there's a reason Fukushi-kun was so nice to everyone"

"... yeah"

So I don't want you to favor me anymore.

Unlike you, I'm a cowardly bystander.

"Happiness...... I'm sorry to say things like asking questions. It's just that no one's supposed to be there, that's what I was so scared of."

It would be pretty scary if I could recognize that there was no one there before.

... Japan and the other world.

My chest hurts when I think of a condition that only one of us can recognize.

Because I can come and go, there are times when I ask myself if I may not exist...

Because there are times when Mao Xin and his parents can forget.

Mr. Meguru smiled when he thought so and said with his fingers up to threaten me.

"Bye, Happiness. If you wanted me to keep my mouth shut, would you consider taking it because I would confess again if I could go back to Japan?

"Yes?"

What is Mr. Meguru saying!?

You still want to hang out with me, even if you know the facts?

Did you have some kind of strange mental illness?

Is that it? Nightingale syndrome?

No, it could be Stockholm syndrome or something.

He's making some kind of bloody decision because of his secret sharing.

Definitely!

"Oh, something. Absolutely, you're pinching your logic and analyzing me!

"No? Didn't you?"

"Absolutely! That's how Fukushi pinches his logic, because I know it!

He shook his head so that he could not understand, and answered with dismay.

I don't care if they put a rettel on him like that......

No, well, he's a pretty nasty guy at the time of silence about being able to go back to Japan.

"You know, Happiness. If I could go back to Japan, I'd usually abandon everyone, wouldn't I? Besides, even if I wanted to help everyone out with curiosity, I think it's a lot better than not doing anything."

"Ha ha..."

"As there is a saying that hypocrisy does more than good that not doing, I was doing what I could for everyone. I think it's arrogant to be happy with all that responsibility."

Bishi Meguru points at me.

"Don't be complacent. Happiness didn't do anything, so this is the situation? Yeah, even if Fukusei did something, I'm sure it didn't make a big difference. Fukushi-kun's ability doesn't mean he can just go back to Japan, and he has a special ability to fight like Taniquan and the others, does he?

"Yes, but..."

"It's something that everyone didn't strongly object to Taniquan. I despise those who say it's just happiness, and everyone will know when they calm down."

Mr. Meguru then puts his hand on my cheek.

"A lot of people don't do what they can. But Happiness was trying to support everyone to the best of his ability. Blaming it is a mistake"

Mr. over a corny laugh answers at will.

"Besides, it would be a bad thing if I didn't send out a transfer saying that I could fight in a base group in a situation where there were fighter groups watching everyone, right? We could have all moved around saying that we couldn't accept your outrage."

"No, that's just rambling..."

"Right. Maybe it's a rambling argument. But stop mocking yourself like that. I've known Happiness for a long time before he transferred someone. They say it comes with Maoshin-kun and everything, but if there's anything, you're the kind person who always comes forward to protect Maoshin-kun, right?

"No, if Maoshin falls, I'll be in trouble..."

Really, when I remember, I'm about to crush you with guilt?

I use Maoshin for good.

"Yeah. The first time we all fought demons, you took the initiative to protect me, and I'm always there when I challenge something unknown... that's why I respect you. That has nothing to do with ability, does it?

……

I didn't realize it at all because I was doing it naturally.

However, Mr. Meguru was watching my actions properly...

"You've known that for a long time, haven't you? That's still the same now, and rather... I knew you were hiding something. Because it wasn't my usual happiness."

"The usual?

"Yeah. I don't know what to say, I'm always doing what I do even though I'm being evil. Oh no... I like Fukushi-kun too, don't you? Because he seems human."

Awesome makes me feel honest and happy to see it right.

And... I feel that the pain in my chest has been relieved because I was accepted to hide it.

"Anyway, now that I know what Fukushi-kun is hiding, don't worry about it anymore"

I felt my chest beat somewhat stronger on Mr. Meguru's grin.

"If you can look back on Taniquan-kun and the others, tell Nuya Maoshin-kun and Hazawa-kun about this. I'm not one of those people who made it easy. Because I'm not alone, and if Fukushin-kun gets kicked out of my class, I or Maoshin-kun will definitely follow you."

"... yeah. Thanks."

"So it's good to see you again, isn't it?

This is how I got my weakness gripped by Mr. Meguru... who accepted a comfortable sharing of secrets.