5-7 minutes 22.07.2022

Translated by KaiesV

Edited by KaiesV

Takai Yumi viewpoint :

After school, I always read books in the library.

Tōyama Yuuki, a classmate and member of the library committee, is standing at the library counter. He is my sex friend. Of course, no one knows about that relationship.

There was nothing in particular that led to that kind of relationship with Yuuki. He was quiet and deliberately hid his face with his bangs, seemingly shutting himself away.

——I was the same.

Yuuki smelled the same as me.

We shared the same hobby of liking books, and we began to talk a little when we lent and borrowed books. Our relationship was just that.

I knew something right away when I talked to Yuki. He had that look in his eyes as if he had given up on something.

「Yuuki, will you have sex with me?」

The first time we had sex, I invited him to have sex with me. I invited Yuuki to my house and we had it in my room, saying I would lend him a book.

When I was in junior high school, my father and mother divorced and my father left.

My mother is earning a living, but she rarely comes home. I also have an older sister, but she lives alone and semi-lives with her boyfriend at his house.

So there was no problem for us to have sex in a house where I was the only one there.

It was the first time for both Yuuki and me. Maybe he and I were very physically compatible. He is very tough despite his looks and always makes me cum several times.

If Yuuki needs me, even if it is only physically, then I am worth it. Therefore, if Yuki asks for my body, I will gladly give it to him.

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One day, my classmate Uehara-san started talking to me in the library.

Uehara-san is a stylish and pretty girl, popular in her class. She is the opposite of a shady, inconspicuous person like me, a girl who shines in the sun, bathed in light.

Uehara-san seemed to be enjoying herself as she talked with Yuuki in the library. I knew immediately that she had feelings for Yuuki, perhaps it was a woman’s intuition.

Seeing them together made me uneasy for some reason. I wondered if Yuuki would not need me one day. Yuki’s desire for my body makes my existence worthwhile.

『Let’s have sex today. Come to my house after school.』

I took out my phone and typed a message. I intentionally sent it at the current timing toward Yuuki, who was happily talking with Uehara-san.

I am aware that it was an act like an animal marking.

I caught Yuuki’s panicked look at the message out of the corner of my eye. He has never once refused my advances. Now he comes to my house today seeking me. This is the time I can be myself.

I sent a message to Yuuki and went home to find my mother, which was unusual. Normally she would not be in here and out of a man’s place, but today the timing is not right.

While I was in my room wondering what to do, my mother knocked on the door and entered my room.

「Yumi, your friend is here to see you. I think he said he was Toyama-kun. You can do whatever you want, but just make sure you use contraceptive.」

My mother, who was not interested in me, said only one word and left the room. I am not even needed by my mother.

I was lonely, every day I was alone in my empty house reading books.

I go downstairs and sit on the living room sofa and wait for Yuuki to come.

「Hey, you never told me you had a mother.」

Yuuki muttered in dissatisfaction as soon as he entered the living room. He must have felt bad about meeting my mother.

「That person thinks she can do whatever she wants as long as she doesn’t have kids.」

But it’s useless to worry about it because that person doesn’t care if her daughter has a man or not.

I can only be myself, Yuuki, when you want me. So I want you to hold me as soon as possible.

I fold my arms and press my chest against Yuuki’s as if to seduce him. I suddenly thought of Uehara-san. I do not have an attractive body like hers.

So I tried my best to serve Yuuki to her satisfaction.

「I haven’t showered and I’m dirty.」

Yuuki said so, but I didn’t care, I wanted him.

Only when I am connected with Yuuki can something missing in me be filled and I can find meaning in my own existence.

「Hey, what happened to you today? You’ve been strange since this morning. Is Uehara-san had something to do with it?」

I felt more than usual and Yuuki said this to me when she saw me in disarray.

Uehara-san is too dazzling to be compared to me.

「…We’re only connected through sex. Those feelings—— I don’t have those.」

That’s right…… I’m just a convenient woman who responds when you ask me to… But… I choked on my words, unable to say so.

Recently, I have been seeking Yuuki from me more and more.

Today, when I saw Yuuki talking happily with Uehara-san in the library, I became anxious and told him directly in words, “Let’s have sex,” even though Uehara-san was nearby.

What is this feeling of immorality? I could not understand what this feeling of guilt was about.

「Why is that girl bothering you?」

After my affair with Yuuki, when we were lying down on the bed to rest, I asked about Uehara-san.

『We’re classmates and she want to be friends.』

Uehara-san said as he had interpreted so.

Yuuki said she was a good girl, straight and honest, with no prejudice. There is no evil in the way she treats me. I really think that’s true.

I guess there is no particular reason for Uehara-san to want to be friends with me. She must be willing to be friends with anyone if they have no ill will toward her.

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