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"I don't agree with you." Sheng Zimo denied her saying, "on the contrary, I think that people live for themselves, otherwise..." He turned to look at her. "What's the pleasure of living?"

"Fun?" Cheng Xiaoxi looks at him.

She never seemed to have this word in her life.

When she was a child, her mother left. She lived in the shadow without her mother.

Although her father and grandmother took her as the apple of their eyes, greenhouse flowers, protection is very good, but in her heart is different from others.

Ten years ago, she had a car accident. For one year, she was in the hospital. For the next ten years, she spent all her time chasing. She never thought about what the fun of life would be.

All along, she has been running lonely, although she does not know what is waiting for her in front, but she can not stop her own pace.

In those days ten years ago, she hoped that her mother could come back to her. In those days ten years later, she hoped that she could get Sheng Zimo's love.

And now, all of a sudden, she's confused.

What is fun?

If she had pursued those things before, why didn't she feel happy?

Is it because I didn't get it, or is it because They are not at all?

"What is fun?" Cheng Xiaoxi looks at him suspiciously, feeling stuffy, as if there is something pressing there. "Fun is..." Sheng Zimo gently leaned on the head of the bed and looked at the front casually, "when you encounter something you want to do, you can do it well and have a sense of happiness in the process of doing it. For example I want to be an actor. I do it, and I can be happy in the process of doing it. That's fun! "

"Do you like to be an actor?" Cheng Xiaoxi looks at him suspiciously.

This is the answer she always wanted to know.

After all, who would really like such a hard job?

"Yes!" Sheng Zimo nodded firmly without hesitation, "I like it very much!"

"Why?" Cheng Xiaoxi is still puzzled.

Although actors can make a lot of money and enjoy great scenery, they suffer tens of thousands of times more behind the scenes than ordinary people.

And is Sheng Zimo really happy with it?

"Because it can be changed into everything!"

Although Sheng Zimo's eyes are still gentle, his tone is more calm. "It can make you a fool, it can make you a rich man, it can make you a successful person, it can make you go through the past and the present. Ordinary people can only live for a lifetime, but actors can live many times. The important thing is Every choice can be made by the actors themselves,

ask... " He turned to look at her, and then went on, "from ancient times to the present, who can do it but actors?"

Hearing this, Cheng Xiaoxi couldn't help laughing, "No."

It turned out that in his world, it was such sunshine.

So hard a career, can let him say so beautiful.

In contrast, he has encountered some small setbacks, so self pity.

Compared with Sheng Zimo, he is really too small.

"So..." Sheng Zimo also laughed, "life is full of fun, it depends on how you treat it."

Cheng Xiaoxi nodded again, but her mind drifted away

"I want to do that too, just..." She gently sipped milk, but did not drink anything, the whole person again lost in thought, lowered his head, "I am not qualified."

"Because of Cheng and your father?"

"You haven't been through that, you don't know how hard it feels." Cheng Xiaoxi heart blocked panic, canthus and not from wet up.

In order not to let him find anything, she kept her head down, and tried to adjust her mood, until the impulse gradually dispersed, she slowly raised her head.

"How can I not understand?" Sheng Zimo's voice sounded when she raised her head.

She turned to look at him, her pretty face full of sadness.

Cheng Xiaoxi had never seen him look like that. For a moment, she was even more depressed, "you..."

"I watched my sister jump off the building and fall to the ground, bloody and fleshy..."

"Zimo?" Cheng Xiaoxi looks at him in surprise. Her voice is distorted by surprise and tension.

"After a short time, I saw my father fall off the cliff, and the body was found a long time later..."

"Stop it!" Cheng Xiaoxi finally can't stand, holding the injured man in tears.

She did not expect that in this world, there were people worse than herself.

She at least I haven't seen it yet.

And Sheng Zimo, how could he suffer?

"It's OK. It's all over..." Sheng Zimo pulled the corner of his lip heartache, in order not to let her sad with himself, he gently patted her back, to show comfort.But Cheng Xiaoxi can't control her emotion again, and shed tears of heartache again.

"How can I get by?" She choked, "how can you bear it?" With that, she could not help crying, holding his hand more tightly, "I love you, so much..."

"Fool!" Sheng Zimo patted her on the back again, and her eyes got wet.

Yeah, how could it be?

Once upon a time, he could only sleep on sleeping pills.

Occasionally think of those pictures, his heart will still be painful spasm.

But even so, he survived.

But in the end, Yao Haiyue was seriously ill. Until she left peacefully, he could not stand it any more and left the sad city.

Until now, those who were frozen by his efforts have been mentioned again, his heart just recovered that kind of spasmodic pain.

However, maybe he was used to it, maybe he had already prepared for it, so the pain was no longer so unbearable and uncomfortable.

"It's all over." Sheng Zimo repeated that sentence, trying to persuade her, but more like persuading himself, "it's gone!"

Cheng Xiaoxi gently release him, looking at him sad but so do strong eyes, the heart hard pain up.

"At that time Who's with you? " Cheng Xiaoxi is not curious at this time, but because of heartache.

If there is no one around him when he is so sad, how painful will he be?

"No!" Sheng Zimo shook his head bitterly, and his heart ached faintly.

At that time, the person he most wanted to be with was Mu Jingcheng.

But Xiaoqing's death has something to do with her, and her father's death has something to do with her. Although it's not her fault, how can he make the dead painful and the living more painful?

What's more, even if the situation at that time allowed, Qu Shaochen would not allow it, would he? After all, in his heart, Mujing orange is everything to him, and he But the most dangerous person, how could he allow her to accompany him?