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She tried her best to suppress the excitement in her heart. Then she continued to watch the video and listen to Tang Xiaozhou's words. She tried her best to go back five years ago, just like sitting beside her hospital bed and accompanying her, quiet Listen to her talking to herself, even a farewell!

After being quiet, Tang Xiaozhou's voice rang again.

"When you see this video, I may have No more Tang Xiaozhou said here, not only did not cry, but a faint smile.

Looking at her face showing that long lost smile, Mu Jing orange's brow tightly wrinkled for a while, tears still rolled down, heart bursts of pain.

"Don't be sad, it's for me It's a relief Tang Xiaozhou smiles again, but mu Jingcheng clearly sees the twinkling tears in her eyes, but she is very strong and doesn't let them flow down.

In the video, Tang Xiaozhou looks very weak, but in order to record the video better and more perfect, she tries to adjust her body posture, and then breathes heavily, which makes her breath more abundant.

"Jingcheng..." She called her name again. Although her voice was a little louder than that of the last time, it had a kind of choking that could not be concealed. "You must hate me very much, don't you?"

"No..." Mujing orange can't help denying, denying his five years of demons, "don't hate!".

But she knew that Tang Xiaozhou could not hear these words.

"I don't know what I did wrong. God will punish me like this." Tang Xiaozhou looked up at the sky. Although her eyes turned red, she tried to control her emotions. After a few seconds, she looked at the camera again. "I have lung cancer, and it's still late. These days, I have been thinking about what I should do to defeat the disease and return to the original healthy Tang Xiaozhou. But I failed. Not only did I not defeat it, but I also lost your good friend because of it... "

Tang Xiaozhou lowered her head and kept silent for a few seconds. It seemed that she was struggling with her mind, but it was more like fighting with her illness, because when she raised her head again, her face became paler and her look dimmer.

"I am too selfish, selfish in order not to let Yi junyang pain, and let him mistakenly think that I fell in love with Shaochen..." Speaking of this, Tang Xiaozhou had no choice but to smile. At this moment, the tears in her eyes, which had been controlled for a long time, rolled down. She casually put out her hand to wipe them away, and then smile to the camera again, "but I failed! I didn't let him escape from the pain, but I dragged you and Shaochen into the abyss... "

"Jingcheng, I'm sorry..." Tang Xiaozhou looked at the screen with remorse, as if he saw the orange in front of him. His eyes were full of apologies. "If I knew you would misunderstand me, if I knew you would be so angry, I would not move to the cloud, nor would I take Shaochen with me to do chemotherapy, nor would I selfishly occupy his time and let you be so disappointed with him. I'm sorry If it wasn't for me, you are still very happy together and... "

Speaking of this, Tang Xiaozhou couldn't help choking.

Mujing orange is constantly shaking her head, constantly tears, she even because of remorse, because of guilt, and hate their ignorance.

But at this moment, no matter what you do, it's too late. Tang Xiaozhou is gone.

She's really gone

"Well orange, do you know?" Tang Xiaozhou wiped away the tears on his face, and then he laughed happily, "I envy you very much! With Shaochen's love and care, you are happier than a woman in the world. But What I envy more is not this, but that you still have the chance to be together, but I...... " Tang Xiaozhou stopped for a moment, his eyebrows slightly closed, and he tried hard to take back the tears in his eyes. Then he continued, "junyang and I will be separated from Yin and Yang from now on...". He said he wasn't worried, he wasn't afraid. But I'm afraid... "

Tang Xiaozhou lowered his head. Mujing orange saw that there were beads in front of her. The tears rolled down.

She knew that Xiaozhou was crying. Looking at her trembling body, Mu Jingcheng knew that at this moment, her heart must be very scared and painful.

But at that time, she was not around, not around this good friend, and even hated her.

At this moment, Mu Jingcheng suddenly hated himself.

I wish I could kill that senseless fool!

"I don't know if there will be a soul after people die, or whether they will go to another new world completely isolated from here. But I know I'm afraid I can't live without him. I'm afraid of I'm afraid I won't forget him even if I die. I'm even more afraid of the world without me. What should he do... "

"So Jingcheng..." Tang Xiaozhou looked straight at the front of the screen and asked, "please come back! Back to Shaochen, and then Take care of junyang for me, will you? "

"Fool..." Mu Jingcheng couldn't help crying.

But Tang Xiaozhou's voice did not stop because of this. "In my life, the people I am most sorry for are you two. I made you leave Shaochen and Yi junyang fall in love with me. I can walk away, but what about you? What do you do? ""What to do?" Mujing orange also cried out, "you are still worried about what we should do now? what about you? What do you do? "

The whole living room was full of the cry of Mu Jing orange.

She held her cell phone in her arms and cried bitterly, as if to vent all the grievances, grievances, guilt and remorse five years ago.

Just then, my mobile phone rang again.

Tang Xiaozhou's voice is weaker than before

"Well orange, if you can see this video, come and see me, so that I know that you forgive me, OK?"

"Good, good!" Murai nodded heavily. She took her mobile phone to her eyes again. Looking at the familiar face, she said in a choked voice, "I'll go to see you. I'll go to see you. You wait for me, OK?"?! You must wait for me... "

The screen stops at this moment.

Tang Xiaozhou's haggard and pale face settled quietly again. Tqr1

looking at Tang Xiaozhou like that, Mu Jingcheng's heart is tearing.

She held the "girl" tightly in her arms, just like holding Tang Xiaozhou together, crying bitterly.

I'm crying.

She didn't get over the grief until she was exhausted.

And this time, she just discovers, the district little Chen already did not know when came to her side, hugged her tightly in the bosom.