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She wants to persuade Mu Jingcheng to leave this "land of right and wrong", but she doesn't want to disturb her "purity."

Especially see Sheng Qing that and Sheng Zimo some similar face, more in the heart can't bear.

Although she is not familiar with Sheng Zimo and is not a sincere toner, she feels sorry for Sheng Qing's death. She is so young and has such a good life experience. It's really a bit silly to give up her life for a man.

"For her, maybe it's really a relief!" Finally, Chou couldn't help but open her mouth. She took a step forward and stood in front of the tombstone side by side with Mu Jingcheng. Looking at Sheng Qing's face, her fear was gradually reduced. "When a person is in a certain predicament, he will die It's really a liberation, a liberation with no choice. But this kind of choice is the most cowardly performance, is a kind of escape

Mu Jingcheng turns his head and looks at her suspiciously.

"Remember when I framed you in a bar for carrying drugs?" Zhou Jiayi suddenly turned her head and looked at Mujing orange, "at that time, I was thinking, no matter what the cost, as long as you are eliminated. Even if I put you in prison for a lifetime or a few years, anyway, I don't want to see you happy, and I don't want to see you with the man I like. "

"Jiayi?" Mu Jing orange felt a little sour in his heart, looking at the girl in front of him, like a moment back to that period.

At that time, her eyes were so firm and indifferent. Does she at that time, like Sheng Qing now, hate herself to the bone?!

"Do you know why I killed Niu Zhen?" Zhou Jiayi also turned her head and looked at Mu Jingcheng. Her voice was calmer than before, but with a kind of firm breath, "because I think that after killing him, I will release my hatred, be happy, be free, and be more relaxed and comfortable when nothing has happened."

"Jiayi..."

"I think Miss Sheng thought the same as me at that time." However, Zhou Jiayi smiles slightly, and then turns to look at the girl on the tombstone, "she thinks her plan is perfect, she thinks everything is happening according to her imagination, so when she dies, she feels a kind of liberation, a kind of liberation, even a kind of victory."

"Victory?" Mu Jing stops for a moment and turns to the tombstone. For a moment, he thinks of Sheng Qing's microblog, and the title of the microblog is "victory." that's right Victory! At least she did win in the world

"So, she succeeded, and she was free. It's you... " Zhou Jiayi turned to her friend and said, "you've locked yourself in this all the time. In fact, it's not because you feel guilty about her, but because you're a failure!"

"What?" Mu Jingcheng looks at Zhou Jiayi in surprise. Unexpectedly, she looks at herself like this.

"In your heart, you are a failure! Because you can't save her, you can't help her, you can't even get her back together with Nangong Yao, so you hate yourself, and you can't get out of here, right? "

"I didn't!" Mu Jingcheng denies, but he has no bottom in his heart.

Yes, she hates herself.

I hate that I didn't find out earlier that the person who asked me was not Yao Haiyue. I hate that I went to the appointment without thinking. I hate that she didn't find Sheng Qing's "weird" and didn't catch her one second before she jumped down.

But she's not a loser, absolutely not!

"You're lying!" Zhou Jiayi came up to her and stood in front of her, "dare you tell her in front of her You're not a loser. You don't hate yourself. You don't care about her death at all. Don't you care about the attitude of those people towards you? "

At this moment, Mujing orange completely speechless response.

Yes, she cares!

"Orange, don't embarrass and torture yourself any more, OK?" Zhou Jiayi looked at her painfully, "her death is her own choice, it has nothing to do with you! Even without you, there will be others. Even if you don't know Nangong Yao, there will be other women. Even if there are no other women, Nangong Yao doesn't have to be consistent with her. Do you understand?! It's not your fault! You can't punish yourself for other people's mistakes, OK? "

"Jiayi, you don't understand..."

"I don't understand, otherwise, I won't forgive you till now!" Zhou Jiayi looked at her angrily.

"You said What? " Mu Jingcheng was surprised.

Zhou Jiayi looked at her and breathed heavily. After her mood became more stable, she continued, "if I think in your way, what I hate most now is you!"

Speaking of this, Zhou Jiayi took her eyes away from her face, looked at a place not far ahead, and said something hidden in her heart. Tqr1

"because of the drug hiding incident in the bar, Qu Shaochen crossed the Zhou family, and I lost everything; in order to let Zhou's death come back to life, I retired to Niu Zhen with conditions; in order to let Niu Zhen help Zhou, I swallowed my anger, even suffered a lot, until I killed her, almost to pay for his life." At this point, Zhou Jiayi turned her eyes back and looked at Mu Jingcheng, "all this If it comes down to you, it's not out of thin air, is itOn her slightly red eyes, Mu Jing orange heart hard pain, suddenly speechless.

"If I follow your way of thinking, I should be now. I wish I could kill you!" When Zhou Jiayi finished, she was smiling faintly. Instead of any hatred on her face, she gradually became warm. "But it's not the case, is it?"

"Facts?"

"In fact, I'm jealous of you for the drug hiding incident in the bar. Qu Shaochen didn't kill the Zhou family completely, but my father couldn't stand the blow. He gave up without even thinking about the way. Later, I learned that Qu Shaochen left the Zhou family a way to live and gave us a chance to revive. It's just that my father didn't take the chance well, so he gave up It's going to fall apart. Niu Zhen's business is my own choice, which has nothing to do with you. So Orange, don't torture yourself with the way that you make all your mistakes, OK?! That's not fair to you! Sheng Qing chose to jump off the building. She wanted to get rid of it, not your fault! "

Zhou Jiayi's words poured into Mu Jingcheng's heart like a clear stream. Although her statement is not impeccable, but it has a strong persuasive.

Mu Jingcheng didn't want to excuse herself, but in fact, she didn't do anything.

"Jiayi, thank you!" Mu Jingcheng pulled his lips slightly and looked at his friend, "I think What you said is right