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She has always thought that selective amnesia is only a category of medical convenience.

Just as the common cold is divided into wind cold and wind heat cold, it belongs to the normal situation.

But now she realized that it was not!

Why did he forget the five years with Qu Shaochen?

Why are these five years?

Why?

She suddenly looked at Qu Shaochen in horror, like a stranger, a bad person, and her body stepped back. She even looked at him in fear, "why did I forget you?"

District Little Chen didn't expect, own a word, unexpectedly can let Mu Jing orange associate this.

What's more, she didn't expect that she would connect the things that Qiqi had forgotten with the things that she had forgotten, and put herself in the ranks of Liang xueou.

For a moment, he didn't know how to explain to her, how to calm her down quickly.

"You talk! Why did I forget you? "

Mu Jingcheng looks at Qu Shaochen and thinks that he is guilty, so he is more convinced of his guess. In an instant, he stands up excitedly and looks at Qu Shaochen questioningly, just like he and Liang xueou are the same kind of people. His heart can't help but become anxious, lost and even angry.

District Little Chen helplessly sighed a tone, then stood up.

He is not used to the unequal view of conversation, and is not used to being questioned.

But in the face of Mujing orange, these are not important.

The important thing is He didn't know whether to tell her what had happened in those years.

But if not, how could she trust herself?

How can you believe that you and Liang xueou dissimilarity?

"Do you believe me?" District Little Chen calmly looking at her, two months, he knows this problem can't hide, but he doesn't want to say.

I don't want to say it!

"Are you trustworthy?" Mu Jingcheng looked at him seriously.

Although she has been skeptical before, even if Nangong Yao hinted at herself many times, she ignored all because of Qu Shaochen's good performance.

But now, she suddenly felt that some things didn't seem as good as she thought, and many people didn't think they were so perfect.

Like Liang xueou, like Qu Shaochen!

"It's worth it!"

Qu Shaochen gives a very definite answer, and his eyes are also more firm looking at Mujing orange, "Mujing orange, use your heart to feel what kind of person our district Shaochen is! It doesn't matter whether you are trustworthy or not. What matters is your heart. " He looked at the woman in front of him. Although he was depressed and aggrieved, he said sincerely, "please believe it! How are you

Maybe Qu Shaochen's eyes are too sincere, or maybe his words are really reasonable. When Mu Jingcheng looks into his eyes, he feels the good things he once did to himself in his brain, and his doubts and even questions gradually become smaller.

"You are very kind to me, but..."

"But why did you forget the five years when we met, knew and loved each other, right?" Qu Shaochen said it for her, but also gave her the answer, "because in those five years, in addition to our love, marriage, and even having Ozawa, many other things happened, and those things are the past you don't want to think of, and the reality you don't want to face."

"Those things..." Mu Jing orange looked at him timidly, but his voice became small and trembled because of nervousness, "what is it?"

District Little Chen heavily exhaled a breath, the vision interrogates of looking at her, hesitated after a while just way, "are you sure you want to know?"

"I..."

"You have paid such a high price to forget the painful past! I think that's God's reward for you. It doesn't want you to live in painful memories, so it takes away the past. But... " District Little Chen painstakingly looking at her, eyebrows slightly closed, but quickly spread out, "if you really want to know, I will not reserve to tell you. But I have to remind you that those things It's not beautiful! "

At this moment, Mu Jingcheng hesitated.

For those memories of the past, she wants to pick them up every moment.

But now, she didn't know where to go.

She wants to know what happened between herself and Qu Shaochen in the past. She also wants to know whether she forgot Qu Shaochen because he was not good enough.

However, she did not dare

Because of those bad things, because of those so-called painful memories, like a thorn, hard into her heart, so that she can not recover for a long time, even can not breathe.

"I..." Mujing orange tangled, but the tears were unconsciously overflow out, "I don't know."

"Then don't force yourself." Qu Shaochen looked at her painfully, and her voice was very gentle. "I'm by your side. As long as you need me, I can provide you with answers and even human and material evidence anytime and anywhere. But The premise is that you have to be prepared. "Looking into his eyes, even if he doubted again, he was not so excited.

These days get along, she already knew the district young Chen's manner.

Although he seems to be indifferent to others, he is extremely good to himself.

Therefore, she even doubted what such a man would have done to make himself forget him under such great changes?

"And..." Qu Shaochen looked at her, still confused and puzzled, so he explained again, "what you forget is not only me, but also our son! If I ever hurt you, what about him? "

Mu Jingcheng suddenly "clattered" in his heart.

Yes, Ozawa!

How did she forget her son?

If you say that you forget Qu Shaochen because he has something to suffer from, then why do you forget Ozawa? Even completely forget the past years?

Is his situation really different from that of Qiqi?

Is the so-called selective amnesia different?

"So..." Qu Shaochen looked at her earnestly, holding her shoulder gently with both hands, "don't think everything is bad. It's not good for you, me, even Ozawa. Do you understand?"

"But am I going to live like a fool?"

"It's not a bad thing for you to lose five years of memory, and Professor Zhang and others have said that You are not a permanent amnesia, perhaps in a suitable opportunity, you will suddenly remember, not necessarily! "

"Will it?"

"Yes Qu Shaochen looks at her firmly.

Although he can't believe it and knows that the possibility is very small, is it good to have hope?