Panguan

This is the meaning of our existence.

On January 7, 21, the white plum blossomed.

Xiaqiao was in Ningzhou.

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Maybe you don't remember...

You actually said goodbye to the person who left, some long night.

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The author has something to say: I used to be afraid to write things like a preface and postscript, but this article is a bit bumpy, and I think I should give a jiāo generation to all those who follow it all the way to the end.

This year has not been a good year for me. In the first half of the year, one of the elders in the family has passed away, and the two are seriously ill. They have both lived in the same building in the same hospital. I have been running back and forth between the different floors of that building for a long time this year, and at one point I was a little obsessed with it. Affected by these, the tone of this article is also very different from what I originally expected. It is really not a cookie, so I still want to apologize to everyone. The first time I asked for a long vacation at the end of September was because my grandmother was vomiting blood. I received a call and rushed back to my hometown. I received several critical illness notices that night. The doctor said that grandma is too old, the tumor has grown all the way from the lymph to the abdominal cavity, the lungs and stomach are in a mess, squeezing various organs, and there is no point of treatment. It is recommended that we prepare some things for the funeral as soon as possible. . The elders in the family are generally conservative in this regard, but I am not very reconciled, so there are some differences, so that I spend a lot more time and effort on this matter than expected, and I don’t know what to do in the middle. Describe the reason for the leave, estimate the length of the leave, feel bad, and don't want to go online. I'm sorry for causing a lot of trouble and trouble for everyone because of the evasion and willfulness for a while. But I really want to thank you for your tolerance and understanding, which allowed me to travel to different cities for nearly two months to find more suitable hospitals and more targeted experts. At first, I didn't have any hope, I just felt that I should try my best, otherwise I would regret too much. Unexpectedly, I was lucky and met the right doctor. Now my grandmother is halfway through her second course of treatment, her condition is surprisingly good, and her tumor is shrinking. This is the happiest thing for me this year. In a few days, 2020 will pass, and this article has reached the "end of the text". Thank you for your company for eight months.

There will be an episode later, but it may take a while. Because of the nervousness of the hospital, my grandmother has been in need of pick-up and drop-off during this period of time, and I will write the story after I am busy.

The new text is an ancient time, and the general content and characters are similar, but the title of the text has never been thought of. It should be relatively late to open the pit. After I have dealt with the three-dimensional things, I will prepare enough manuscripts to come back.

I used to think that the best blessing was "peace and joy," and I feel that way even more now. So, the New Year is coming, I wish you all good health, peace and joy in the long days to come.

good night~