PAST LOVE : My Love Back to Him

"Jealous, because you share your care and love with other men and you can be close to other men, while I am far from you ... and feel lonely without you." Raka let out all the restlessness in his heart.

Nikita was silent hearing Raka's outpouring of heart.

"You trust me right Ka? If my heart, my feelings only for you." Nikita's voice cracked.

Suddenly Raka laughed, very excited about Nikita's innocence, he held Nikita in his arms, kissed Nikita's head lovingly.

"I've always believed in my little girl, really believe in me, I'm just asking you? Do you allow if there is jealousy in my heart? If I see you close with other men? Answer my question dear?"

Nikita was silent, thinking for a moment trying to digest Raka's question. After a few seconds, Nikita answered slowly, looking at Raka lovingly.

"Of course I allow Ka, there must be a reason a Raka can be jealous, and I know why?"

"Oh yeah? because of what? I want to know that?" asked Raka back.

"Because, a Raka who loves Nikita very much, and is afraid to lose his Nikita." Nikita replied shyly holding back a smile.

"Right." Raka pinched Nikita's tiny nose. He hugged Nikita's body again. in his arms full of love.

While closing his eyes Raka whispered right in Nikita's ear.

"This jealousy really torments Nik, but because of this jealousy I believe, that I love you very much, and am afraid of losing you." continued Raka.

***

Reluctant to return to Surabaya because of the fear of losing her, Raka expresses his desire to Nikita to get acquainted with Mrs. Elina.

Raka wants to get to know him directly and wants to be involved in the relationship between Nikita and Mrs. Elina.

Raka wants to show that Nikita is his. Is his desire very selfish? Raka asked himself several times. Is it wrong that he maintains Nikita who means a lot in his life.

Raka waits for Nikita's answer with a restless heart, he looks at Nikita who is so calm, while enjoying a cup of coffee to get rid of the sleepiness that has caught him. tired and wants to rest after being out of town. Because he doesn't want to disappoint Raka's heart, Nikita accompanies Raka from noon until this afternoon. Hearing Raka's wish to get to know Mrs. Elina, it doesn't make Nikita a burden. Nikita is actually very happy if Mrs. Elina also get to know and be close to Raka.

"Do you really want to get to know Mrs. Elina Ka." asked Nikita after a long silence to finish his coffee.

"Really Nik, instead of Mrs. Elina now your mother. which means where am I too, dong." Raka joked, while blinking one eye, teasing Nikita.

Nikita's smile widened, pinching Raka's sharp nose.

"If Mrs. Elina knew you, she would definitely love you, Ka. My parents love you more than me, their own child."

"Then when are we going there?" asked Raka.

"Eemmmm, now you can, Mrs. Elina also just got back from Europe this afternoon." Nikita replied.

"Let's go there now," Raka was very enthusiastic.

"Come on."

***

Before leaving, Nikita had asked permission to tell Mrs. Elina via whatsapp, if Raka wanted to meet and get acquainted with Mrs. Elina.

And Mrs. Elina's reply was very happy if Raka wanted to meet her. Arriving at Mrs. Elina's house, Nikita and Raka were already greeted by Parman at the door, and immediately opened the door.

Nikita and Raka smiled and simultaneously thanked Parman. Nikita entered the living room followed by Raka behind him. In Raka's heart, he was repeatedly amazed by everything in Mrs. Elina's house, it was very like a palace. His heart felt smaller, he seemed small, not comparable to what Bagas had. Raka took a deep breath to shake off the feeling of inferiority.

Mrs. Elina came out with a radiant face, gracefully approached Nikita and hugged him tightly,

"My daughter Nikita, Momyis glad to meet again." she kissed Nikita's forehead lovingly.

"Momy said thank you because Nikita had taken care of Bagas carefully. okay." continued Mrs. Elina. Then Mrs. Elina turned to Bagas who was also standing in front of her. Raka stood up and looked at Mrs. Elina with a smile on his lips. Raka stretched out his hand to greet Mrs. Elina, and introduced himself politely.

"Introducing Mother, I'm Raka, Nikita's lover."

Mrs. Elina welcomed Raka's hand with pleasure. In his arms also Raka in his arms. "Thank you son, for calling my mother, nice to meet you son Raka."

"Please sit down, Nikita, Raka," continued Mrs. Elina, inviting Nikita and Raka to sit down. Soon Minah appeared with three drinks and a few slices of cake on the plate, and placed them on the table. Minah went back inside. Mrs. Elina invited Nikita and Raka to enjoy the cake and drinks.

"Come on Nik, Raka. drink and enjoy the cake."

Nikita and Raka nodded at the same time, and glanced at each other with a smile. The awkwardness began to disappear when Mrs. Elina asked about Raka's job, and when did she start her relationship with Nikita.

Raka also happily told the story. It doesn't feel like the time has passed until the night. Raka who is very good at telling stories sometimes makes Mrs. Elina laugh, sometimes it is Nikita who blushes.

Mrs. Elina also told about her two children. And Raka also asked about Bagas.

"Oh yes Momy, How come you're not home?" ask Raka

"It's in his room, son. It's like he's not feeling well since the afternoon after taking the medicine he's sleeping, why is it Raka," replied Mrs. Elina with a smile

"Enngggg." Raka hesitated to continue,

"I also want to meet and get acquainted with Bagas, Mom." Raka continued with relief.

"If Bagas is healthy, Mother will definitely introduce him. and Bagas will definitely be happy to know Raka." Mrs. Elina explained slowly so that Raka would not misunderstand.