People Are in Uchiha, Rebel Immediately, Don't Go Back!

"Really? Why didn't I know that before?"

"I didn't tell you."

"It's so beautiful, it's a lot of money, right?"

Speaking of this, he smiled wryly and did not answer the question in the end.

August [*]th, a day I will never forget;

Elementary school classmates had their birthday and asked me to go to the XX bar to sit.

A large group of us had a great time drinking to the loud DJ's.

The classmate's surname is Liu, let's call him Lao Liu for the time being.

Lao Liu pointed at the female DJ wantonly and said, "Is that woman good?"

"Then why don't you call to accompany you to drink." We coaxed.

Old Liu laughed, a little disdain: "That's only good, you haven't seen the real best."

Old Liu was a little drunk: "Wait, brother, I'll call you a few."

In less than half an hour, three girls came. It seemed that they knew Lao Liu well. After greeting, they sat down without fear at all.All three girls are beautiful, but I always feel that one of them looks familiar.

Maybe it's an illusion...

My classmates are not honest, and after getting to know each other, they start to move around.The girls are not disgusted, laughing and making trouble with them. I can see that this should be a crowd with rich nightlife, and I may not be able to fit in.

Lao Liu said: "I don't want to split up yet, I think he treats me very well."

Lao Liu hugged her waist and did not avoid suspicion: "Then I'm not good, right?"

The girl was pressed by him. He laughed under him: "You are fine too."

After I finished drinking a bottle of beer, I was sullen and panicked.Because I know why I'm a little familiar with her, I've seen her pictures, not too long ago.This is the man who smiles when he mentions it.

"Don't come back tonight."

"Where are you not going back?"

"Your home is like home."

"Then I have to give him a call. I have to call him good night at ten o'clock every night."

"I am jealous!"

"Ha ha."

The girl is out.

But now, I suddenly feel very uncomfortable: "I left a little bit earlier."

"Hey, you are..."

After leaving the bar, I saw the girl outside the silent door. I only heard her say to the phone: "I'm at home, I'm going to sleep..."

I didn't go far, I stood on the curb and looked at the busy traffic, and I felt a sense of loss.I still called him: "is your girlfriend's name XXX"

"Correct."

His voice was very low, which surprised me a little.

"I want to tell you something."

"Needless to say, I'm across from you."

I looked up and the man was sitting on the bus seat across the road with the phone in his hand, looking at the front of the bar behind me.The eyes are a little red, but there are no tears...

After a long conversation, I felt sad for what happened to him.

That man, he never succeeded at all.And everything he does in front of us is actually just a pompous appearance.When I thought he really made a lot of money from writing books, in fact, his two-month income couldn't keep up with my one-month salary.

He took all the royalties for a month and spent it on the woman, telling the woman that it was one-third of his monthly income.And that woman dressed herself up with his money, doing things he didn't know in places and times he didn't know.

I admit that he is a man, and just a man.Not bad, but not brilliant at all.

That man has too much self-esteem.

When others sneered at his dream, he slapped his face as a fat man, and insisted to prove to you that he was right.In fact, he knew better than anyone that he was right.

I feel a little ridiculous, why he is so naive, I have not been able to understand.What is a dream?Well, thoughts in a dream.

I'm kind of hilarious because I've never seen such a childish man.

I haven't seen him since then.

Maybe he still has a fair face and simple short hair.Maybe sparse stubble, decadent face.

This is a web writer, I don't know how to describe a web writer.

Maybe he has started anew. After two years of experience, he has never succeeded, but failure should teach him how to be a person, right?

He wants to prove himself, but in fact, he has no ability to prove himself at all.

That man is like a lonely ant, with limited ability, he can only carry bits and pieces, and he has to build a nest by himself in the place he wants.

That man may succeed, but it is more likely that he will continue to fail.After all, a man who can't even hold a woman, what can he hold?

The man actually cried and said to me:

"In the past two years, my biggest dream has not been a grand ideal. In the past two years, I have only wanted to succeed once. Among these countless failures, I have only succeeded once, just once, even if it is small..."

That man is afraid of seeing his own future. He writes metaphysics novels, but he is afraid of metaphysics.He was afraid that metaphysics could really predict, and that someone really calculated his fate and told him in advance.Because he knows in his heart that he may still fail in the future.But he didn't want to know ahead of time, because then there would be no incentive to work toward the hopeless non-failure.

In front of his friends and family, that man always pretended to smile and said he was fine.But he broke his body behind his back, but he could only know for himself.He didn't even dare to tell his family what the novel he wrote was called, because he often revealed his true feelings in the novel, and he was afraid that his family would see it.

The man had forgotten the woman and had no love or hatred in his heart.Now I just want to live for myself and live well for myself.

The man continued to swear countless times: This time, it really must be successful! ! !

……

2019.06.1914, now is the fifth year.

Sleepless nights.

I got up and washed my face with cold water, looking at myself in the mirror with a dark yellow face and deep-set eyes.Mimicking that man's smile, he said with pride and bitterness.

"That man is me, once, not yet transgender."

Dry face.

I took a deep breath.

After a moment.

The last line of words was typed on the keyboard again by hand.

"Actually, all of the above are copied by me."

……

Ok.

All of the above are fake.

The main reason is that there is really no hardship to talk about. Although life is difficult, I have chosen this path, and I will go on no matter what.

I just wish I could have a meal.

I put all my energy into the novel I wrote and finish it meticulously. My expectation is that it can bring joy or blood to everyone, so that everyone can relax after stressful work and study. Get a short-lived pleasure.

There are always people who criticize the web.

To flaunt some beautiful words like snow in the spring, saying that these can bring the sublimation of the reader's soul.

to be frank.

I generally don't pay much attention to this kind of criticism. I don't like to criticize it, and I don't want to discuss the soul-sublimating effect of traditional literature.

It makes sense if it exists.

Web text.

to live so well.

Nature has the right to live.I just write my article quietly, because my goal is very clear, which is to relieve everyone's tense nerves in this society where the pressure of life is increasing, just like many movies in cinemas.

It's enough to get to this point.

Down-to-earth, let my works be tested by everyone, and really let the readers decide everything.

to this end.

I always try my best.

In fact, with the development of web articles up to now, hundreds of thousands of people have written them, and everyone is inevitably tired of aesthetics. The extremely fierce competition has made the difficulty of writing web articles to an unbelievable level. One out of [*] people is extremely intense. It is much more exaggerated than traditional literature and martial arts in those days.

Especially now.

The difficulty of writing has reached its peak.

Readers will be exhausted.

It is very painful for the author to have novel ideas that can be seen and satisfied by readers.

The things I just learned were eliminated. I ate instant noodles every day, and there was no hope at all. . . .Well, I'm not selling miserably either.

how to say.

It's all up to the quality of the work.

On the shelves tonight, starting with a minimum of three chapters!Then update it one after another, at least ten updates are guaranteed.

Yep, that's all!

Explosive!

This time it's really going to explode!

Just subscribe to a thousand.

I must watch ten times a day, so that everyone can watch it comfortably and enjoy it. .

Chapter 54