Planned Love

I was stunned for a moment. I was staring at him, and suddenly felt the deep worry in his eyes. What is he worried about? I didn't go anywhere, but I had a good sleep.

"You exaggerate a little. What can happen to me when I sleep here." I murmured.

"No one has been able to sleep from 6 p.m. yesterday to noon today, and you can't hear cell phone ringing or knocking on the door, unless it's a deaf pig." He said angrily, as if still feeling angry, and pulled my ear hard.

I was pulled by him and cried out in a hurry. He just showed a slight smile. Then he let go of his hand and said, "it's better to install a monitor. It's such a happy decision. I have to take good care of my child. I can't allow him to make any mistakes. "

"If you're so worried and scared, you'll have your own way." I yelled.

"If I have this function, Xu Shubei, do you think I'll talk a lot more nonsense with you?" His pair of peach blossom eyes glared at me fiercely. His arrogant appearance is really not ordinary and handsome.

"There are so many women with this function. You don't have to stare at me. You are Grand President, want to have a child is not a matter of minutes. If you send a message, there will be thousands of women lining up to make a living for you. " I stretched lazily and joked.

He sat down on the head of my bed and looked at me sideways. His eyes were playful and cunning and said, "you are the most suitable person to have a child through your belly. Most of the beautiful women have no brains, most of the women with brains are not beautiful, and the women with brains and beauty have high conditions. People like you are the first choice. "

I really don't know whether he is praising me or damaging me. It clearly means that I am cheap and easy to have children. So I gave him a white eye and said, "you don't have to run on me or tease me. When the baby is born, I really don't know how to face him. I never thought I would have a baby. In order to avoid trouble, after the baby is born, no matter the boy or the girl, you can take it directly. I don't think that when I have feelings for the child, I will be in a dilemma. "

"What do you mean by that?" He looked at me, his eyes cold.

"What I mean is very clear. Since the child is the product of a transaction, we'll split up once and for all. You take care of the children, and I go on with my own affairs. Am I not clear enough? " I looked at him and said.

Although so, but the heart is inexplicably painful. I can't help but caress my stomach. In order to avoid the love between children and girls, I always keep this kind of relationship with Sheng Yun. I think I'd better finish it when the baby is born, and then concentrate on my own things.

But can I do it? I can't help but ask myself in my heart, can I be so heartless that I can never ignore it?

Sheng Yun looked at me in a strange and angry way: "Xu Shubei, is this what you say in your heart?"

I saw that his body was shaking slightly, his heart was deeper than the sea, and I knew what he thought in the end. But I still think it's against my heart. But in spite of the disobedience, I nodded.

His eyes became more angry. When I nodded, the deep sadness and disappointment in his eyes swept me in like a black hole. I fell into his deep sorrow and felt a kind of intense and tearing pain in my heart.

"You never thought there was another possibility?" After a long time, he looked at me and asked slowly.

"What is possible?" I looked at him in a daze, and I had a wisp of hope that I had never had before.

Which one is possible? We got married, and we were happy together? ——No, I never thought about it. In my concept, that kind of ordinary and simple happiness is too far away from Xu Shubei.

I feel his heart seems to be more heavy, his eyes that do not see the bottom of the sadness that I almost suffocate.

After a long time and a long time, his eyes gradually return to warm, return to the calm as usual, he gently said: "nothing, I promise you, whether it is a boy or a girl, I will give TA the best in the world and my deepest love, as long as I am there, no one will hurt TA a bit."

When I heard his reply, which was almost equivalent to acquiescence, my heart gave a sharp pain, as if it had been severely broken. My heart was broken and could not breathe.

However, the heart surging thousands of troops, words to the mouth, but is still a light, completely equivalent to the default "good" word.

I sit on the bed, the room temperature is appropriate, but I feel a kind of inexplicable cold. I can't help but pull the quilt and protect myself.

"Only the two of us know this decision. I hope you don't tell anyone." Head gradually calm down, strange heart more painful, but more sober.

"Well, you are still the mother of the child, my fiancee. I won't get married unless the child can accept someone else to be his mother Sheng Yun said lightly.

Hearing this, my heart felt even more painful. Has he thought so long before he was born? And accept others as mothers? You'd better not look for it. You'd better be infertile for life!My heart was angry and painful, but I still kept my demeanor with a smile. I said, "it's your business. You decide. Just don't be hard on the child. "

"Don't worry, I have no time for heartache. How can I treat you harshly?" Sheng Yun followed my words and said, "no matter what the difficulties are, I will help you if you speak. I know that cash compensation is insulting to you, and it's the same to kids. So, in terms of love, I will do it to the greatest extent. I'll take your love. "

The glimmer in his eyes broke my heart. I didn't dare to look directly into his eyes. I was afraid that I could not help speaking out the words that had been held for a long time in the deepest part of my heart. Therefore, I moved my eyes and said faintly, "I will not be hospitable when I need your help. I hope you can really do what you say

"Well, I'll do it." He couldn't help but hold my hand and exclaimed, "it's cool."

I quietly pulled away, I said: "I still that sentence, to avoid future entanglement, or to keep a distance."

"Do you have a plan?" He looked at me and asked, "actually, if you want to..."

I had already guessed what he wanted to say, so I quickly put my hand over his mouth, and I said, "don't say it. We knew each other because of interests. We rolled sheets because of interests. We had this child because of interests. Even we decided to have this child because of interests. I know what you want to say, but I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to. It's just a false happiness based on a pile of interests. I don't think Shubei is qualified for happiness. Even if I do have happiness one day, I hope it is based on love. Although I don't believe in love, in the future, if I want to have a good start, and want to yearn for ordinary and down-to-earth happiness, I will definitely take love as the premise. "

"I understand," he said, sighing, "I think so."

"In the future, if you don't want to give the child to me at any time, I will be responsible to him to the end." I looked him in the eye and said firmly.

"Don't think about it. I will accompany him to grow up, watch him grow up and give him the best love. You can come to see the children in the future. As for the upbringing, leave it to me. " He looked at me and said, then, he put his hand in my stomach and said in a dispirited manner, "I will turn all my guilt in my heart for him into love for him in the future. Don't worry."

"If so, I'll be relieved." I said, the heart is a pain.

Perhaps, this is the final decision of two rational and profit oriented people. There is no right or wrong, no emotional fetters. I am responsible for the birth and maintenance of him. Although I have reached an agreement, the feeling of heartache is unforgettable in this life.

Sheng Yun gently kisses me on the forehead. I can feel that his original agitation has calmed down. He gently said to me, "change your clothes. I'll wait for you outside. I'll have the door fixed. Don't worry

"Give me my keys back." I said to him.

"No, I'll give it back to you the day I carry him away after you give birth." He smiles, his mood is still surprisingly low, even his back looks unusually heavy.

In this mood, I can't bear to ask any more. But, this time, I put on the big red dress he chose, put on light make-up on my face, put on a pair of bare color shoes with slight heel, and went downstairs in a big way.

He was sitting in the living room smoking, in the afternoon, the sun outside the window sprinkled a circle of light gold powder on his body, he was lazy on the sofa, looking out of the window, sad and melancholy, when he saw me downstairs, he quickly put out the cigarette end in his hand, stood up and put his hands in his pocket. When he saw me standing on the stairs like a bright red fire, he was sad Hurt face, finally showed a happy and satisfied smile.

His brilliant smile is really good-looking. I stood on the stairs and looked at him in a daze.

"Let's go. Let's go." He walked to the stairs and held out his hand gentlemanly to me.

"To where?" My mind was still in the vague mood just now, and I forgot what we were going to do.

"Go to Xu Changsheng's house and I will face it with you." He took my hand, gently kissing on the back of my hand with a gentlemanly kiss. Then he took me and walked calmly towards the gate with firm steps.

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