Planned Love

I didn't expect that my words went to his heart.

I couldn't help smiling when he said this, looked at him with interest and said, "what? Do you mind? "

"I ask you, and you answer me." Sheng Yun looked at me with a fierce eye and said coldly.

"I just express my attitude towards people and things. It may be different from others. I don't mean anything." I looked at him and said calmly, then added, "when did you become so sensitive?"

He was accosted by me. He was silent for a long time. Then he said slowly, "when it is valuable to you, it is valuable jewelry; when it is not, it is worthless rock. Xu Shubei, your values are so realistic. "

I don't think so. I just think that love is not a necessity for me now, so I don't value it so much. Even though I know that I have feelings for Sheng Yun, it is just the scope of my heart, which is not up to the stage where I want to go all out with my body and mind.

But I did not explain, just a smile, said to him faintly: "I'll fetch water to help you wipe your face."

I don't think it's necessary to explain. In his opinion, it is equivalent to acquiescence.

For the next few days, he didn't pay much attention to me. We are in the same space, each doing their own things, he wholeheartedly recuperate, I lie next to the free hospital bed, wholeheartedly to ease the birth, each holding a book, keeping a tacit understanding of silence.

Every day Tai Ziqian will send us three meals a day on time, instantly telling us the situation of the Sheng family.

At the same time, Chen Mo Zhu's mother and daughter quickly occupied the high position of Shengshi group, and convened a board meeting to abolish many systems and processes originally formulated by Sheng Yun, and cleared up a number of middle and high-level officials entrusted by Sheng Yun.

Sheng Yun tried his best to heal his wounds so that he could catch up with the old man's funeral day. His wound scab quickly under the effect of special medicine, coupled with the young, fast recovery, soon able to walk freely.

On the day of the old man's funeral, Shangyang drove to pick him up early in the morning. Because of the time and the inconvenience of my pregnancy, I didn't go with him. Instead, I stayed to handle the discharge procedures and pack up my things. That day, shaeva was with me.

After the discharge procedures, we both began to pack up. When I was making my bed, I found a small gift box under my pillow. When I opened it, it was a small diamond ring. It didn't look very expensive.

This Is it old? Who is he going to give it to? Why under the pillow? I was surprised.

"What is this?" Eve reached over and took the box from my hand. When she saw that there was a diamond ring in it, Eve was surprised and asked, "is this for you?"

"It's obviously not. It's the one he took next to him. It must have been in a hurry and forgot to take it." I said faintly, some bitterness in my heart.

Eve immediately closed the box, put it in my hand, and said to me, "my brother used to have a beloved woman who was torn apart by the Sheng family. I heard ah Rou say this, but Shubei, seriously, are you going to stay like this with my brother

"Always what?" I didn't understand for a moment, I murmured.

"Don't you think your relationship is weird? Seeing that the baby is about to be born, you two seem to be in no hurry? " Here, Eve took my hand with concern. "What's the matter with you? I can clearly see that you care about each other. How can you always be so different? "

"I don't know. Maybe It's because we don't understand each other's problems. "

"Didn't the Xu family get their due retribution? Huang Xiaoxiang is dead, Xu Tian is in prison, you also want to go back to your own house, what do you have in mind? "

"Xu Changsheng is still here, and his group is still in his hands. I don't want to think about feelings unless I recapture the Hsu group. Besides Sheng Yun may not be interested in me. We are just a deal and comfort when we are lonely. " I said lightly.

"Shubei, others may not know you, but I know you better than I do. If you don't care about him, you won't be so dressed that you can take care of him day and night in the hospital and have his baby If my brother has no intention to you, he can't let you leave the child, and he can't acquiesce that you accompany him in the hospital. But you When are you going to be so awkward? " Said Eve, a little anxious.

When I saw her like this, I immediately squeezed her hand with relief: "EVA, I know you miss me very much. I hope I can achieve good results with him. But I know in my heart that although he and I are similar to lovers, it is difficult to become lovers. I don't know how to explain it, but if you want me to take the initiative to love a person and fight for his heart, I can't do it. I'm not a woman with the highest love. "

"But you love more deeply than anyone else. You just deliberately avoid your feelings. Shubei, sometimes I really don't like your passive character. If you are like this and my brother is like this, you will never be able to get close to it or stay away from it. In this way, your heart will be very tired. " Shaeva frowned at me and said, "and in the future, if he meets another woman, it will be like ah rou. Are you willing to give up? Shubei, if you don't fight for it now, will you be reconciled then? "Her words made my heart turbulent. Originally, I never thought about these things. However, when she said this, I would think of the turbulence in my heart every time ah Rou appeared. She said that she didn't care at all. It was false.

However, how to fight for it? Many things in this world can be obtained by constant efforts and efforts, only love.

What if I take a step forward and the other party retreats? Or what if, when I really devote myself to him, he suddenly falls in love with someone else?

Thinking of these, I firmly shook my head, I said: "no, I would rather not fight for, better than sad in the future."

"Shubei, you still don't understand your heart. Do you think that if you don't fight for it now, in the future Is it not sad? " Eve shook her head helplessly, then sighed slowly and said, "actually, I'm just like you."

"What's the same?" I turned to look at her, and then immediately realized what, I subconsciously asked, "you mean Shang Yang?"

She nodded and said, "well, I don't know what nature he and I are. We meet every day, we fight every day, but every time we quarrel, we unconsciously quarrel on the bed. However, I don't want to admit that he is my boyfriend. He treats me It's more and more sincere. "

"Afraid, right?" I sighed slightly, "I'm afraid of being betrayed as soon as I pay. I'm afraid that the sincerity of the other party can't stay too long. I'm afraid of the beginning, but I'm afraid of the end And I always think about one thing. "

"What's the problem?" Shaeva nodded and then asked me.

"If I have been able to afford my own life and all the consequences that life has given me, why do I need such a burdensome and tiring thing as emotion?" I sat on the hospital bed, looked at eve, said helplessly, "people like us who have experienced big waves and experienced ups and downs in the workplace will habitually compare the pay and return for any investment, and have a strong enough sense of risk. However, we can accurately calculate the risk rate and return rate for other investments. Only in the category of emotion, once you invest, it may be bottomless. "

"But even so, you can't help but have a good feeling for men. No matter how strong you are, you will be eager for spiritual dependence. No matter how tough you are, you will still be lonely in the night. Even if I can give myself material satisfaction now, but mentally I have to admit that if there is no Shang Yang around me now, I may be empty all the time. Therefore, it is obvious that feelings can not care about giving and returning. Shubei, sometimes people want to live a little more realistic, but sometimes, they have to dream a little bit. " She looked at me and said slowly.

"We haven't talked like this for a long time." I can't help but take her hand and say with emotion, "it's only here with you that I can open my heart to the confusion in my heart."

"I know that you have suffered great trauma, which leads you to have a great distrust of people themselves. Then my brother He may be the same. You are in the same boat. But Shubei, what I want to tell you is that if you and I have been thinking about investment and return, our friendship will not last so long, "said Eve, lowering her head and slightly lowering her voice," and before me and you, just because I care, we have created a gap. "

"I know what you want to tell me, EVA. Thank you." I couldn't help but be moved and hugged her.

She is just to tell me that if I have been stingy to my feelings, then I can not harvest feelings. However, I still feel that there is too much obstruction between Sheng Yun and me, which is not just a matter of feelings.

We packed up our things and went back to my home. I showed her around my old house and told her about countless small things that happened in the old house. We went back to the days when there was no gap and no talking. Until evening, the car horn sounded at the door. I quickly opened the door and saw Sheng Yun in a smoky gray suit and a black veil on his arm He stood in the sunset with a pale face and fell down in front of me before he could speak

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