Please Give Me the Pacifier

Smack.

Splash-

I heard the jarring sound of flesh being ripped apart and something coating my body as I opened my eyes.

The first thing I saw was a large spear pierced inside the gryphon’s mouth. The gryphon died without the chance to even scream. Its large corpse fell onto the floor with a loud thud, covering half the room.

And I was on the floor drenched in blood.

My clothes were soaked while my hands and feet were sticky. Only a few amounts of the food I worked hard to collect over the past two weeks are still edible.

“Haa…”

A sigh came out.

I’m glad that I’m still able to sigh.

I threw the blue fruit that I held in my hand towards the gryphon’s corpse.

“Fwack!”

Fuck, that shitty piece of crap!

I never thought it’d be so pathetic to get help from Sharendt Crown. My body trembled from anger but then I felt someone staring at me.

I didn’t care about him staring at me so I continued to glare at the gryphon’s corpse, deliberately making sure to not turn towards him. If I could, I’d revive the gryphon and kill it over and over again!

“…cockroach?”

“…”

I was punching the gryphon’s corpse with my fists but when I heard that word come out of Sharendt Crown’s mouth I couldn’t help but turn towards him.

What, roach…?

Cock, cock… cock…

He just said the unthinkable thing. Who did he just refer to? (1)

It’s definitely not me. Is there a cock… is that thing nearby?

I quickly checked left and right.

It’s not here.

I turned my head to face the bastard. We stared at each other for a long time, neither of us breaking eye contact.

“Sharendt! The gryphon…”

We both turned our heads.

“Did you take care of it… why is that thing here?” (the baby)

What do you mean why?! This is my room!

I glared at them for a bit then crawled towards the fruits and stared at them. I purposely chose both ripe and unripe fruit so I could eat some now and save some for later.

A wave of sadness engulfed me.

“…”

The apple I had worked hard to obtain was also in a bad state. The food that I had worked hard to get despite my knees being in terrible pain.

It seems that it was harder for me to stuff down my emotions since I am younger now. But I couldn’t allow myself to cry so I stared at the apple and sat up straight.

Just because I couldn’t beat a gryphon, my precious food is all ruined.

I felt a strong gaze at my back but I blatantly ignored it.

Suck suck suck

Now that my sadness has subsided, I only felt annoyed and wronged. I shook one of my short legs and continued sucking on my pacifier.

“I asked why that child is here.”

“I don’t know since it’s not my business.”

Sharendt Crown’s ignorant comment made me furious.

I quickly turned my head and glared at him. A small smirk appeared on his face but then he turned away, seemingly uninterested.

“Also what happened to this room?”

“I don’t know. Maybe it was used as a hideout.”

Deshar Crown frowned at the way Sharendt Crown spoke. He then looked at me with a dissatisfied face.

I ignored him and grabbed all the food in my hands, sending the food to uneaten heaven, and mourned for them.

“Where is the maid in charge of her? She may be an illegitimate child but she still has Crown blood in her. What kind of state is that child in right now?! Kant, summon the maid in charge of her immediately!”

“Understood.”

“Why are you getting mad for that child, father?”

Sharendt Crown consoled the agitated Deshar Crown with a soothing voice.

He glanced at me, seeing the blood on my body and the food near me.

Did I get caught…?

My back stiffened from the worry that he had figured out that I stole from his garden.

“Tch, no matter how cold-blooded you are, that child is still your little brother, Valian’s, child. And Valian was my child so don’t speak in that manner.”

“Time really is harsh. It made father so soft.”

Sharendt Crown lowered his head with a disappointed look and slowly walked towards me. I glanced at what the two Crowns were doing and immediately looked down.

Normally I wouldn’t be worried but I ransacked Sharendt Crown’s garden. I don’t know Sharendt Crown will easily get over the fact that I stole from his garden.

“Anyways… I knew you always stole from someone else’s garden but I didn’t think you’d been storing all those stolen goods here.”

“…Garden? My daughter-in-law’s garden?”

Instead of responding to Deshar Crown’s words, Sharendt crown turned and smiled his signature smile.

I raised my head up high to look at Sharendt Crown. He stared at me as if he was looking for something.

“If I’m not mistaken, this thing is more starved than last time.”

“Starved?”

“Yes.”

Sharendt Crown’s hand was headed for the back of my neck. He definitely plans to hold me by my neck and embarrass me.

Swoosh.

I quickly rolled my body and avoided Sharendt Crown’s hand. Since my knees were injured, I flinched a bit but the pain wasn’t much. I can just think of this as training.

“…”

Sharendt Crown retracted his hand. I backed off some more and when I gained a bit of distance from him, I looked towards both of them.

Sigh, do I have to find a new room now?

I don’t know if there’s another empty room.

As long as it isn’t any further than this room.

I’m already dying from the pain of crawling on my knees. If my new room is even further, I think I might actually break my knees when that happens.

“What was this thing’s name?”

“I don’t know.”

After I heard Deshar Crown’s response to Sharendt Crown’s question, I slightly opened my eyes and walked on my hand and knees towards the door.

I don’t want to stay in a room that reeks of blood.

I need to clean myself again.

My wet clothes bothered me but they’ll dry off.

“…Valian tried to tell me the child’s name but I ignored him.”

Sigh.

This body’s owner is so pitiful. She seems to be dead but I’ll help you now. You don’t need to worry about those cold-hearted people.

The world is a lonely place anyways.

I can just give her a new name or recover my magic and look into her memories.

Then she needs to grow up healthy.

I need to wash first if I want to be clean.

“Where are you going?”

I heard Deshar Crown’s words and I leisurely left the room. Thanks to Sharendt Crown for busting the door earlier, I didn’t have to work hard to open the door.

But just as I was crawling out, a shadow loomed over me. When I looked up, the people I didn’t want to see were all lined up behind me.

I quickly turned my head.

“Duke, I have brought them.”

A man wearing a tailcoat who I presume was the butler spoke.

“…I told you to bring the one in charge of that child. So why did you bring so many of them?”

“Th… That… We rotate on who gets to take care of the young lady, so there isn’t a singular person in charge of her…”

The most senior maid spoke while trembling.

I couldn’t leave the room because of all the maids who had entered the room so I am now stuck in between the maids and Deshar Crown.

Shit…

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Can I get out?

I crawled all over but there wasn’t a single space I could squeeze out of.

I immediately turned around after feeling a glance from my side. I saw Sharendt Crown leaning against a wall with his arms crossed while he observed my behavior.

I quickly turned my head.

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TRANSLATOR NOTES:
1. In Korea people are super terrified of huge cockroaches so sometimes we don’t even call them cockroaches and just say “THE THING HAS APPEARED!”