Please let me love you again

Xing xi ya was sitting in front of Li da wei's desk, eyes was constantly staring at the back of his desk computer, watching him typing for almost about an hour, while holding the drink she's given by the executive director.

Silent was filled inside the whole immersive room. And Li da wei seems annoyed just simply trying his best to hide it with his arrogant attitude.

Later on.

His silent make Xing xi ya annoyed as well, she was suppose to work and sat on her own office place but she can't refused,just because he commanded her to stay at his side, without saying any words.

She pouted her lips, bit it and then jump up, glaring at him and said. " CEO! I know your the boss in here but you can't let me just sit in here, staring at you until you told me to leave. " She clenched her fists. " I'm now going to my office area. " She said, scurried to walk out.

" Why him? " He asked, raising his head as he interlocked his fingers and place it on the table.

" What? " Xing xi ya confusingly asked, turning her head back. " What that suppose to be mean? " She tilt her head. " CEO I'm just doing my work and don't want to offend someone else. "

" I'm not your CEO. " Said Li da wei, leaning back to his chair, spinning it but eyes still staring at her. " I'm your future husband. " He stopped the chair by his feet. " And that executive director is your future family relatives.

" So? " She asked sarcastically, which made Li da wei ruthlessly smirked. " In here your a CEO and I am only your personal secretary, that's already said before i'd start working here. "

" That's not the point. " He said in monotone rolling his eyes at the, now staring outside his office window. " It's uncomfortable to see you talking with other man, it's okay for me if their only friend and has no intention on you but every man who's being nice to you has it. " She glance up at her. " That bother me. A lot. "

" Has it? " Xing xi ya ironically repeated, raising her brow, waiting for direct explanation.

" Feelings. You're really stupid in this way. " Said Li da wei, standing to his feet, reaching her by grabbing the back of her neck. " My cousin has a hidden feelings towards to you and I loathe that fact. "

" Impossible! " Xing xi ya shouted in front of his face, pushing him away in the coming seconds. " He's still can't even move on to Ming hui's suicidal death. He can't like me. " Her eyebrows snapped together. " And he must not be. " She look up at him. " Besides you too have a strong relationship Ming hui once damage it, I don't want to become the center between you and him. That's totally crazy. "

" Then avoid him. " Said Li da wei, voice was so gloomly and dark as if he's not please to heard the name Xing xi ya mentioned.

" Why. " Xing xi ya asked. " Is that girl also still bothered you like Li bolin do? " She asked again but didn't get any response only his stare that can't paint in gloominess.

" Fine I think I have to leave you now. Since your not talking anymore I just go and prepare for Mrs Zhao and her husband visitation today. " She said sarcastically, expression was not in good condition.

Outside the office hall

She swipe her bangs after closing the door, heading out to prepare something while checking the employees with her eyes for the moment she got out, smiling cheerfully as she tried to do her job properly, forcing herself to not be bothered why Li da wei can't answer her question.

When she's about to enter inside a elevator to get down, an familiar voice tried to stop her and called her from behind with an excited voice. " Secretary Xing! "

At that time Xing xi ya was block before she could avoid the executive director in their company and Li da wei's cousin in reality. " Hi there! " She said, smiling awkwardly. " Again executive director. "

" Can we both shared the elevator. " He spoke out. " I'm also going to welcome the Zhoa's family. "

" Oh really that was nice of you. Sure thing you can now go inside. " Said Xing xi ya moving at the side, making a space for him.

She didn't mind Li da wei's words anymore and let him get closer to her, without doubting him. " Umm actually can we talk outside and have a nice proper conversation. " Said Xing xi ya, out of sudden requesting. Politely staring and smiling at him, certainly like an business woman.

" Uh...Are you sure? " Li Bolin asked. " B..but the.... "

" Mrs. Zhao will be late. " She said showing her phone. " I got a phone call. So are you free? "

" But your fiance.. " He said, seems like not glad to say the word fiance. " My cousin does he know. "

" He does. " Said Xing xi ya, lying to him. Before the man could asked any longer, the elevator was already opened.

" It's now opened, I'll go first. " She said walking as the executive director followed from her side.

" Are you really sure he agreed through this? Are you not even lying, you seemed like you are. "

" I told you he is. " Xing xi ya slightly hissed. " You have my back if something happen. "

Inside a coffee shop near at the company

Li da wei's cousin was staring at her drinking coffee while peacefully staring at the window.

The view was so great that it stole Xing xi ya's attention, there's a passengers and people walking constantly the buildings and luxurious shops are truly great to stare at, but one shop really grabbed her attention.

" Do you want to buy something. " Li da wei's cousin asked. Seems like he noticed Xing xi ya kept staring at the jewelry store in front of the coffee shop.

" Huh? " Xing xi ya fixed her gaze at him, then look away. " Ahh actually I had something in my mind. " She said, placing down the ice coffee on the table. " Me and your Cousin are been planning to buy an engagement rings for our wedding, I told him that i wanted a same pair for us and yesterday when i got home alone I found an small box inside his suit and it shook me cu'z i find an beautiful and adorable rings in it. " She explained endlessly not noticing how much uncomfortable Li bolin was while listening through her story.

" So it's decided? " He asked, talking about the wedding schedule.

" Ummm. " Xing xi ya pressed her lips. " No. " She confidently look at him. " Not yet, that's what I told him..... that if he truly respect me then he shall wait for my signal. I'm too young to get married tho.....just staying in this kind of relationship is enough, too much commitment might be bring us to the end. "

" What end? how come? " He asked again really confused why Xing xi ya said it. " Are you possibly not in love with him? " He asked steadily gazing as he eagerly waited for her to answer. Haft of him was hoping she's not because he recently had a strange feelings towards to her.

" Excuse me? " Xing xi ya ruthlessly asked, frowning and slightly glaring, she was a little bit offended. " You think I'm not faithful partner to your cousin it that what your thinking? "

" No...no don't get me wrong. " Said Li bolin, anxiously denying it. " I'm actually happy, mostly for you. "

Shortly afterward

" Alright you must just got fooled by the rumors that he's only one sided love. That i only used his power and fame for my own living? aren't you? " Xing xi ya asked, still getting frustrated.

" No your wrong. " He denied again. " If i were gonna ask? I think i know why he's deeply in love with you. That i understand why he cherish you a lot, because your different and unique. A woman who's only lucky man can have. " He bit the lower of his lips and said. " You know what? Sometimes i just really can't help but to envy Da wei the most. "

" That's too rubbish. " Said Xing xi ya narrowing her eyes. " Me unique and should be cherish? " She asked mockingly, resting her hands on her chin. " I sometimes wondered why a person like me can really gifted a perfect man like your cousin, I was so mean, rude and hard to deal with.....I'm too far to become his ideal woman but we end up loving each other without wishing for more. Although we do rarely have a conflict and fights for restlessly misunderstandings. I still want to become his girlfriend, fiance, bride, wife and mother of his children. "

At the same time

When Xing xi ya was saying those Li bolin expression darkened he didn't expected that the Xing xi ya who's always not sweet towards to her partner was really loyal and loving person.

" Oppss Am i too talkative? " She embarrassingly asked. " Forgive me I was just to excited by thinking our relationship. " She said quickly took an peek at her watch. " We have a few minutes left actually there's something reason why I want to talk to you. " She added, smiling.

" Finally. " He said which made Xing xi ya felt odd by his sudden aloof actions. " Just say it I'll try my best to answer whoever it is "

" First thank you, that's definitely cool about you. " She said. " It's about to Ming hui...What really kind of relationship he has to Da wei? "

" Ming hui? "

" Yes. " Xing xi ya replied.

" More likely sister and brother, but it was different for Ming hui in her Da wei is her everything. " He said grumbling his last word. " You shouldn't asked this. "

" I'm sorry but I heard that.....I do apologize if it hurt you to asked this kind of question and I know how much you love her so I'm really sorry.

" I already living in a good condition, I'm sure Ming hui does. " He said coldly, abruptly stood up to his sit as he leave her behind.

" Does that mean he's already move on? " Xing xi ya asked through her mind. " What's wrong to him then? "

After a minutes.

Xing xi ya was organizing the flowers that will be given to Mrs Zhao, it was pure white that personally wished, because their heard from the CEO that it become her favorite flowers since her daughter went gone.

" Secretary Xing. " Someone called her but the voice was so soft and gentle. " You like to be call like that? " Li da wei said, squeezing her nose. " I'm sorry from before, my mind can't process rightly. " He lowered his head and held her hands. " You forgive me right? " He asked lovingly.

Xing xi ya can't help but laugh. " What if I'm don't? " She asked, teasing him for a while.

" Hmmm then i'm about to scream right in here how much i love you. "

" Is that suppose to be romantic or a threat instead? " Said Xing xi ya giggling.

Li da wei also giggled, cherishing her hair not noticing that everyones was watching them including his cousin.

Just within a seconds

Xing xi ya eyes widened, she spanks his hand " Stopped Mrs. Zhao is now coming. " She said straightly standing at the hallway, holding up the bouquet white flowers.

" Relax she's not going to eat you. " Li da wei playdfully whispered, but eyes straightly focused at the woman in grey dress who's now walking towards to their direction.

" Good afternoon Madam Zhao. " Said Xing xi ya beamingly smiling as she hand over the bouquet flowers while politely bowing her head.

" Welcome to our company. " Li da wei said also bowing. " Hope coming here won't disappointed you." He added.

After he raised his head, he secondly then generously extend a hand offering a hand shake.

The woman smiled back and shook his hand " It's been a while Da wei...you were just a child when we last met. " Said Mrs Zhao.

" Yes that's right....." Said Li da wei, voice was so low that it could almost not be heard, silent overcome him. " Auntie Zhao. "

Xing xi ya who's standing beside them become puzzled of what she's hearing through her ears.

Her eyes turned wider after seeing them communicate nicely not formally.

She had thought Mrs Zhao is only a business woman but she was wrong.