Please Spare Me! Apprentice!

Please Spare Me! Apprentice! Chapter 455

But many monks, knowing just where and what this woman has done, are somewhat shy.

But perhaps, there are also some monks who are particularly concerned about this thought, but what they are thinking in their hearts is unknown.

And these, also agreed by the Tathagata, let Nian build a house behind Spiritual Mountain instead of living in Thunder Sound Temple.

For example, at this moment, a discipline Venerable, asked Nian'er with a smile: "Miss Junior Sister, where are you going, why are you in a hurry."

Nian'er He also bowed: "Jia Senior Brother Nan, I'm a little tired, I want to go back to rest soon."

"Okay... that's good." Canaan Venerable said with a smile, "Junior Sister, you and I They are all Buddhist Disciples, if you have anything, Senior Brother will help you, Senior Brother is in the ordination school, and has a wide range of connections."

Nian thanked her in a low voice, she said: "many Thanks Senior Brother, I understand everything, and I don’t have any requirements.”

After the simple conversation, Nian went to the mountainside.

But what surprised her was that there seemed to be some kind of light in her small room, and someone flickered in front of the candle.

I thought it was strange at first, she is Buddhist after all, maybe some people have evil thoughts about her, but under the feet of the Buddha, who would dare to break into her small house.

And the strange thing is that in her yard, there is still the sound of chopping wood.

But when Nian walked into the yard, he couldn't see anything.

Not even a silhouette.

It's just that her small house seems to have a new look, and a lot of firewood has been stacked.

She is also completely different in this room.

The closet is brand new, dusted off, and even the cooktop is thoroughly repaired.

There were also several steaming dishes on the table.

And what is even more surprising is that there are still meat dishes on this table, even fish...

In the Buddha Country, even if it is a king, then I also eat vegetarian food. Who dares to kill a fish in this Buddhist world for so many years...

The key is who, after all this last night, disappeared from here.

Nian saw a note on the table with a reminder

"Eat! Eat more meat, don't be brainwashed by that bald donkey, he's just talking nonsense. Well, you've lost weight! You must have eaten well!"

Nian was so surprised after reading this, and what surprised her was that these dishes were actually all she liked Yes, back then, when she was by her mother's side, Shi Yun often cooked boiled fish for her. It seemed that even this method was exactly the same.

On this day, Nian broke her precept and ate all the dishes on the table, and she didn't seem to care.

She has never officially become a monk, and the burden in her heart is almost non-existent.

And, to her surprise, this happened almost every time she went to the Thunder Sound Temple to chant, and it continued for several months.

As soon as she came back, the table mountain had already placed the hot dishes that just came out of the pan, and before she came, there seemed to be a person sitting at the table, that person, who had been waiting. take her home.

Just like mother did...

Chapter 223 You wash my clothes?

While tasting these dishes, I couldn't help but feel that these home-cooked dishes taste especially good.

She has already been in the realm of gods, and has completed inedia. But she couldn't help but move the chopsticks, especially when they were all emitting warm air, Nian'er's thoughts would always return to the past.

Back when she was a child, their mother and daughter were taken in by the old couple and lived by the river.

Although she didn't like to talk at that time, she was very playful, always running around in the forest by herself, often playing until almost dusk, and sometimes even going home after dark. Nian remembered that whenever she came home, mother prepared a table of dishes and was waiting for her to come back.

But even when she was eating, mother would still nagging, blaming her for being too playful, not knowing where she was going, and sometimes hitting her in the palm of her hand when she got angry. But only the two elders who took in their mother and daughter were all smiling at Nian'er, stroking her head, and shouting to persuade Shiyun not to lose her temper, and let the child take care of himself first.

The two elders have no children of their own, so after taking in the mother and daughter of Shiyun, they take special care of them.

These are all childhood memories of Nian, so she misses them especially.

To the second old man, she has always treated her as her own relatives.

In fact, it was only after Nian grew up that he realized that the second elder was not related to him by blood.

It's just that when she ate these home-cooked dishes and stewed soup again today, she only felt that her mood seemed to be shaking slightly, and an indescribable feeling gradually rippled in her chest. .

She felt that there seemed to be a mother's taste in it, and even her mother's rhyme was cooked by herself.

Reading to sit alone in the hut with his head bowed, as if he had fallen into a long pondering.

When Nian had eaten meat again, she actually had a faint feeling that the Tathagata might have known about it. The Tathagata was especially sensitive, but he never pointed it out. Instead, every time he came to the Thunder Sound Temple to recite sutras, He would be the first to ask sideways with a smile, "disciple, do you know why we Buddhists don't kill?"

Nian glanced at him, but didn't answer.

The Tathagata smiled and said, "disciple, do you know the story of the master cutting flesh to feed the eagle?"

I didn't even bother to look at him, just chanted sutras by myself.

The Tathagata recited the Buddha's name, and then said again: "It hurts to cut meat to feed the eagle. Back then, the master's arm was cut off by himself. It's really drenched with blood, but the master is righteous. , for that life, but also willing to pay."

As he said, he made a slight gesture, indicating that it was probably this position.

Nian was still silent, until after a while, she said: "Master, there are so many sufferings in the world, the weak eat the strong, why are you still sitting in the Great Thunder Sound Temple, why not go around cutting meat for them? Eat?"

The Tathagata smiled faintly and said: "Because the master understands that there are too many sufferings in this world, so only thoughts, only the detachment of ideas, can solve everything, so in order to overcome the changes, the master The people of the world are sitting in this Great Thunder Sound Temple in order to transcend all races. The master is not doing nothing, but is doing something, something happens, something changes."

Nian said again. : "Now the Celestial Court gods and demons oppress my Human Race, Master, you are also Divine Race, you say All Living Things Equality, etc., why do you turn a blind eye to the Divine Race oppressing and enslaving my Human Race, instead of saving my Human Race, but still Are you sitting in the Great Thunder Sound Temple chanting sutras, telling me big truths, and talking big things?"

The Tathagata said with a smile again: "disciple, that's why they need ideas more. Only thoughts and beliefs can change these, and this is also the reason why master often lectures in Thunder Sound Temple, master has been trying to make efforts, and has been making efforts.”

"Master, but you can't change the status quo, can't you." Nian added again, "Even if you recite sutras every year, even if you sit in the Great Thunder Sound Temple every year, you yourself know that even if you are in this Buddhist realm The Great Thunder Sound Temple sits for a million years, ten million years, and you can't change all of this, can't you, don't you know it yourself? Celestial Court still rules Myriad Realms, Heavenly Emperor will not change your mind , Divine Race will not change its own desires."

The Tathagata is still obviously indifferent, there is no fluctuation in his expression at all, and it is not until after the meeting that he recites a sentence. : "Depending on origin, karma, karma, and karma, there is a cause and there will be an effect. Everything has an end, but it's not just now."

When the Tathagata mentioned this, it seemed to debate, finally She made an attribution, but after reading it, she couldn't help but feel a little more disgust on her expression, and she scolded in such a low voice: "Bald donkey. "

Tathagata smiled slightly, but agreed, and seemed to be teasing her, and suddenly retorted after a long absence: "Then you are the Disciple of the bald donkey." "

"hmph. ”

The sound of the surrounding scriptures became louder again, and gradually overwhelmed everything.

However, at this moment, the Tathagata suddenly raised his head and looked towards that. Behind Spiritual Mountain, he seemed to feel something, which was very subtle, as if nothing.

At the end, the Bodhi tree behind him swayed gently, and he realized that it might be himself I don’t care.

……

Although the Tathagata does not teach the Divine Ability Dao Dharma, the recitation is in his own cultivation.

When she was with her mother before, she had learned a lot of Taoism, but there was nothing special about her that stood out in particular. What she learned seemed to be the same. It's almost the same, but it also means that she is very good at almost everything she learns.

Nian is a genius, and a genius with a great personality.

She just relies on mother The teachings of the year, plus her own pondering, easily entered the realm of the gods. After she came to Daleiyin, this realm has been growing.

Although the Tathagata often calls her to the Thunder Sound Temple's chanting reduces her cultivation time, and somewhat inhibits her realm cultivation base, but this effect is not decisive, but only has an additional effect. After all, the original cultivation time for reciting is not much, and she is in the outside world. In the past, she preferred to look around and play.

In those days, she didn't know how to be obsessed and was tricked by the Tathagata to come to Spiritual Mountain. Now, after so many years, she can't even go home, not even her mother. I can't see it.

But the cultivation technique she knows is not perfect, especially the Sword Art that her mother taught her back then. Even her mother herself is still lacking. Her mother's poetry rhyme , and only learned the first half of this fragment, so Nian repaired it by herself. The second half of this Sword Art is almost entirely written by herself.

Writing a The cost of this cultivation technique is actually very high, and so is the effort.

Her book seems to be only a thin one, but it is only a Daoist character. When it is resolved, there will be a large number of characters, as many as hundreds of thousands of words, and that small book of Taoist swords, I don't know how much content is in it.

But when she came back one day, she found that not only was there freshly prepared food on the table, but even that Jianbo had already been touched.

There are many traces of revisions on this sword book. It seems that revisions and corrections have been made to it. Although the general idea has not changed, there are some minor corrections in many key intercept points. , these corrections are also annotated in Daowen.

Nian was very silent. She didn't know how to explain her feelings. Similarly, she also wanted to know who was doing all this for her.

So, when I went to the Great Thunder Sound Temple to recite the scriptures, it happened that the Tathagata was not there. The Tathagata went to Nine Heavens and was invited to teach the Dharma. In this Great Thunder Sound Temple, only one Buddha was taking care of it. She made an excuse, she took a step first and returned to her hut. This time, she blocked her breath so that she would not be noticed by the other party.

As a result, as soon as Nian returned to his small house, he saw a man chopping firewood there. The firewood was burnt out at the front end, so he cut wood again and stacked the firewood high.

And in this small courtyard, there are still many clothes hanging out for drying. These are Nian’er’s clothes, and some of them are clothes from the layman period. Gentle sunshine, fluttering gently.

Si Yan heard footsteps behind him, he turned around and saw Nian'er behind him.

At the end, when Nian'er was surprised, Si Yan gave her a hasty smile, as if she was a little embarrassed, and she didn't know how to speak.

Standing closely with his daughter, he subconsciously wanted to escape, not to communicate.

Just because he didn't know what to say or what to explain.

He is indebted to this daughter, Si Yan is sorry for her at all, since she was born, apart from the blood relationship, it seems that there is nothing else between them apart from this.

At that time, he left, whether it was his body or his reincarnation, he left.

It's Shi Yun alone, who went through hardships and gave birth to her in a cave. On the day she was born, she almost died from the belly of gods and demons.

Si Yan's guilt towards their mother and son is not just a few words, but has been imprinted on Dao Heart.

And at this moment, Nian'er also felt very strange. This man sneaked into her house and did so much for her, even to rewrite the sword book. It stands to reason that the two are not close. If not, then this man must have a crush on her.

But when he was standing in front of him, Nian'er didn't see that. What she saw was the shame of this man, it was this man, he was secretly raising his head and looking at him. At that time, there was only love and pity in her eyes, and there was no trace of desire.

"This... this, I didn't know you were so fast today." Si Yan scratched his head and said, "Want to eat? I'll make it for you."

But Nian'er was a little nervous. Moving, she looked at the dresses and monk robes fluttering in the wind, and frowned first.

Si Yan hurriedly said: "It's always not well placed, the clothes are wrinkled, the weather is good, Dad...I'll wash it for you!"

"I'm a woman. , men and women should not touch hands when they give or receive things, but you wash my clothes?" She asked rather badly.

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Chapter 224 Venerable Witness

When Nian'er asked this, all that was left of Si Yan was embarrassment.

Logically speaking, Nian'er is a big girl after all, and this matter of men and women, of course, must be separated, not to mention that they don't know each other now, why is he Si Yan when others leave, not only After entering her home, she even rummaged through her clothes, washed them, and dried them.

Si Yan had an axe beside him. He was nervous. He would have picked up the axe again. Others didn't know. Conspiracy is wrong.

But in fact, he is in this situation now, but he doesn't know what to do at all.

Si Yan is now appearing in front of Nian'er in the face of his own reincarnation and reputation. He has a kind of hope in his heart. He hopes that Nian'er will recognize himself and know who he is. Call him daddy, and maybe everything will be solved.

It's just that I don't know it at all.

Even though mother often told her about Daddy's story, she didn't show her a portrait or anything like that.

Moreover, even if I had seen it, I am afraid I would not recognize such a big living person in front of him.

Si Yan feels timid in his heart, he knows that he has let down such a daughter, so if he takes the initiative to mention it, what will Nian think, will he be happy, or will he resent him, these , Si Yan can't even imagine.

Again, he couldn't speak.

But after looking at Si Yan left and right, Nian walked to the other side of the yard. She pointed to her close-fitting bellyband and asked, "You even wash this?"

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This apron is pale pink, and when mother gave it to her, she also embroidered a few small flowers on it.

"I...I don't know if it's clean or not." Si Yan quickly tried to explain, "Just looking at them there, I looked closely and couldn't see anything, I just thought I'll wash it for you, in case... if it's dirty!"

Nian'er's complexion slightly changed: "Did you look carefully?"

Si Yan knew it was I was speechless, and I suddenly felt that I was in a hurry.

Actually, in order to confirm, he took a closer look at it, and he even leaned in and sniffed a little.

This should not be surprising, right?

Presumably in All Heavens and Myriad Realms, all parents, in their children's rooms, found some of your clothes, in order to confirm, go close and smell if there is any smell, it must be Makes sense, right?

Yeah! It must be so!

Besides, he knew that this was his biological daughter, so why would he think otherwise? Even when he was doing laundry just now, Si Yan still had a father's mentality and felt that he had to take care of his daughter's life and live for her. Take care of the house.

It's just that he is a completely unfamiliar man when it comes to Nian.

And Nian'er is already very beautiful.

Nian'er's greatest charm may be that she can give others an indescribable feeling.