Chen Boxuan doesn't understand it, or most men don't understand it. Women's endurance is often much stronger than men's, especially in the face of major changes.

Of course, Cai Xinyuan doesn't care. She just follows his strange way and guesses something. Now when she hears him admit it, she's actually thinking.

As for what sorrow is greater than death, this emotion will not appear so soon.

She just sat in silence for a while, surrounded by dead quiet, Chen Boxuan is not good, rashly say something, finally, or Cai Xinyuan initiative asked: "just sleep in a bed, or really sleep?"

Chen Boxuan thought of Shang Shaocheng and told him not to sleep; But he couldn't help the mottled red spots on the white sheets in his mind... Under the struggle, he still chose to obey his heart. Anyway, he explained it, so he didn't have to go out half true.

He said: "I really drank broken pieces. I had a little impression in the middle of the way. I thought it was you. I felt it. I didn't do anything else. I really don't remember. Xinyuan, I swear I didn't mean to think of any heresy. Otherwise, I won't tell you. I know I did something wrong, but I hope you can forgive me. I promise it won't happen again."

Cai Xinyuan still doesn't see any emotion fluctuation on her face. If she has to use an expression to describe it, she may be expressionless.

After Chen Boxuan explained, she only "um," said: "I know."

Chen Boxuan didn't know what this meant. She picked up her bag and got up from the sofa.

He subconsciously followed. Cai Xinyuan turned her head and said, "don't send me."

Looking at her back, Chen Boxuan felt anxious and painful. She could not help but pull her arm and said in a deep voice, "Xinyuan, I'm sorry. Can you forgive me once?"

Cai Xinyuan slightly lowered her eyes and whispered back: "you let me go back and think about it. You didn't sleep all night. We'll think about it later."

Chen Boxuan listened to her calm words, hugged her in a hurry, frowned and said: "Xinyuan, I think very clearly, I only like you alone, if I have a little consciousness, I will never touch her finger, you believe me."

Cai Xinyuan said, "I believe it."

Chen Boxuan hugged her tightly. It seemed that if she was careless, she would leave.

"You release me and let me calm down for a while. I believe you didn't mean it this time, or I'll say goodbye to you directly."

Her voice fell, Chen Boxuan slightly released his arm, looked down at her tense face and said: "it's me that's bad. It makes you sad. If I make a mistake on my own initiative, you don't have to say, I have no face to ask you to forgive me, but I don't want to be separated from you so unknowingly. I think I'm also a victim. You don't want me."

Usually, he often pretends to be weak when playing, but Cai Xinyuan knows that he is still a very proud person in his heart. She doesn't pretend to be pitiful with anyone when she is serious. Now his words make her eyes red. She wants to go, but Chen Boxuan drags on. In the process of pulling, Cai Xinyuan can't hold on, and tears blur her eyes.

He wanted to help her wipe her tears. Cai Xinyuan angrily raised her hand to hit him, sometimes slapping him, sometimes fisting him, slapping him on his chest, arm, sometimes even scraping his chin.

Chen Boxuan stood in the same place, motionless and allowed her to fight. Cai Xinyuan's eyes were blurred by tears, and she couldn't see anything. She mechanically repeated the action of beating people, beating them, clutching his shirt on the chest, drooping her head and crying.

Chen Boxuan also red eyes, raised his hand, he buckled her back, pulled her to his chest.

Cai Xinyuan cried very loudly, saying that it's not too much to kill people. She yelled: "Chen Boxuan, you motherfucker!"

Chen Boxuan's Adam's Apple moved up and down, his lips opened, and he said in a voice, "I'm a jerk."

She added: "you deliberately bully people..."

He then said, "I'm wrong. I'll never do that again."

Cai Xinyuan raised her fist and put it on him. She didn't pretend to do it, she did it with real force. Sometimes she put it directly on Chen Boxuan's stomach, and he felt a spasm in his stomach.

But the pain on his body made him feel less guilty. From his point of view, he was the victim; But from Cai Xinyuan's point of view, he is the hurt.

He has no reason to ask Cai Xinyuan to pay for his last resort, so his tone is even humble. He is begging for forgiveness.

After living for 26 years, Chen Boxuan began to doubt his past life for the first time. Although he didn't hurt the world, did he lead a more indulgent life? So that God can't see it, let him finally have a report.

Things are the same as before. It's not the first time that a woman has been stuffed into his room. It's just that it used to be a gift and now it's a bomb. Because he has changed, everything is not the same as before.

Because of this, he can't blame Hao Ming or that woman too much. He can only blame himself. He has to come out and pay back sooner or later. Now, he finally believes that there is retribution in the world.

Cai Xinyuan is held in her arms by Chen Boxuan. She has been crying for a long time. Can she not be angry? Can we not be aggrieved? Go out and come back to do such a thing.

They just clubbed together in the living room. I don't know how long later, Cai Xinyuan's tears began to recede. She pushed Chen Boxuan's arms away and went to one side to wipe her tears and nose with a piece of paper.

Chen Boxuan's vision has been falling on her, for fear that a move or a sentence from her at any time will break his heart.

"I'll go back first. You don't have to call me these two days. I'll find you when I think about it. You can think about it yourself. Let's have a rest for a few days."

Cai Xinyuan still wants to leave, Chen Boxuan said: "I send you?"

"No more."

Cai Xinyuan went to the entrance, put on her high-heeled shoes and left by pushing the door without looking back.

When Chen Boxuan was the only one left in the house, he stood alone and didn't move for a long time. His shirt was wet on his chest, and one of them was smeared with lipstick. It was all red, but it was very different.

The lipstick on his chest is the flesh of his heart; The red on the sheets last night was a thorn in his eye.

The headache is splitting. He can only relax by closing his eyes. His heart is full of mixed feelings. He can only tell himself that it's all fate. Who let him be unruly in the past? It's all he should bear. Teach him what is called causal cycle.

After Cai Xinyuan left Chen Boxuan, she had no choice but to go home. On the way, cen Qinghe called her to say that a client came to the company and asked her to come back. As a result, when she got through the phone, Cai Xinyuan's voice was muffled. Cen Qinghe asked, Cai Xinyuan cried directly on the phone, which scared Cen Qinghe to put down her work and run home.

After a chat, cen Qinghe was also surprised to learn that Chen Boxuan had been "sleeping". Seeing that Cai Xinyuan's eyes were swollen into walnuts, cen Qinghe quickly comforted him: "don't cry. Let me analyze it for you. First of all, brother Xuan took the initiative to explain this. That at least shows that brother Xuan didn't lie, When something goes wrong, he wants to be frank and lenient with you, but he doesn't want to fish in troubled waters; And since he dares to confess, it shows that he is not ashamed. Who has taken the initiative to account for his own bad deeds? Is he stupid? You also said that this matter was arranged by his friend. Brother Xuan drank too much. In fact, he is also a victim. Who loves brother Xuan? I didn't see him. I could feel the shock and fear when he opened his eyes. "

If Chen Boxuan is here, he must be very grateful and give Cen Qinghe a big hug. He doesn't treat her well in vain. It's really useful at the critical moment.

Cai Xinyuan wiped her tears and said, "I asked him if he was sleeping. He said he was broken and had no impression. Was he sleeping or not?"

CEN Qinghe said: "in fact, what you care most about is what happened between brother Xuan and other people, or the cause of the result. Was he voluntary?"

Cai Xinyuan immediately said, "if he volunteers, what else can I do with him? Stay where it's cool. "

CEN Qinghe said: "so you think it's an accident. Brother Xuan is one of the victims now. He said he may have broken his leg. Why do you care whether he really broke his leg or not? Even if it's true, can you stop him because of this accident?"

Cai Xinyuan whipped back: "it's not very comfortable in my heart. If a toad doesn't bite, it's still a response."

CEN Qinghe said: "Hey, don't say that. How sad brother Xuan is to hear that?"

Cai Xinyuan crossed her legs and hesitated to ask, "do you think I should forgive him?"

CEN Qinghe said: "at present, brother Xuan seems to have no other bugs except his poor drinking capacity. Moreover, after drinking too much, he doesn't take the initiative to drink disorderly. Does he suffer from boredom? Even if we can't avenge him, we can't let him feel the cold and merciless violence any more, right? "

Cai Xinyuan is a rational person. She has already thought about what Cen Qinghe said. Now she only needs one person to firmly affirm her ideas, so that she can no longer doubt her own judgment.

Tears dry, she swollen a pair of eyes asked Cen Qinghe, "Hey, if it's your city, what will you do?"

CEN Qinghe immediately became hairy, and even "bah" three times: "crow mouth, don't curse me."

Cai Xinyuan immediately said, "look at you, I'm advised to be so rational and treat others as well as myself. Can you think in another position?"

CEN Qinghe shook his head, "I dare not think. Do you think there are not enough thunder spots between me and the city? We're very careful when we fall in love, for fear that we'll make a difference. Don't pray that my life will be more colorful. "

Cai Xinyuan put her hands behind her head, looked at the ceiling, and suddenly said with emotion, "in fact, I'm not just unhappy about this. I'm just thinking that if I go on a business trip, I can play the part of giving gifts after drinking. How chaotic was his life before? This time is a misunderstanding. Will there be another one? Is he active or passive next time? Will you tell me? "

When Cen Qinghe heard the speech, he thought that the living environment of shangshao city was the same as that of Chen Boxuan, and immediately fell into meditation.

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