President’s Contract Wife
Chapter 128: Messy heart
Mu Zixi's heart was suddenly chaotic and chaotic. There seemed to be a wild beast in his heart, bumping around and could not find an exit. Mu Zixi wanted to shout fiercely, shouting out the anger in her heart.
When she got off the ground, she walked around on the carpet barefoot. She had no sleep. She wanted to go back to City A. She wanted to see Lin Nuofan with her own eyes.
Cheng Haotian saw that the dinner had been prepared, and gently opened the door, but saw Mu Zixi walking back and forth uneasy, he asked strangely: "Did you just sleep? What's the matter?"
"I want to go back to City A, now I want to go back, my heart is like a fire, I feel so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable." Mu Zixi said, she covered her chest.
This move made Cheng Haotian frightened. He walked up to Mu Zixi in a few steps and looked at Mu Zixi's expression with some concern: "What's wrong? Why is this so pale? Is it uncomfortable?" Cheng Haotian's eyes couldn't hide worry.
It seemed that Mu Zixi didn't know the man in front of him. Cheng Haotian, who had always been a king, was full of anxiety. Is this him?
Mu Zixi stared at Cheng Haotian suspiciously. Cheng Haotian frowned and asked, "What are you doing looking at me like this?"
Mu Zixi hurriedly lowered her head and shook her head: "No, no, I just feel that you are different...it's strange."
Recently, she has been feeling strange because of his actions...
"I'll call Qiu Wanqing and let him come over and show you." Cheng Haotian said he was going to the study to get the phone.
Mu Zixi stopped Cheng Haotian: "No, I just feel very anxious. It may be a normal reaction of a pregnant woman. I want to go out for a walk, can I?"
Cheng Haotian looked at Mu Zixi's earnest gaze with a hot red light on his face. He could only step back: "Well, you can go for a walk, or I will accompany you."
Mu Zixi just wanted to seriously think about something in his mind, so naturally he refused to let Cheng Haotian be around.
Cheng Haotian saw that except for her hesitation, he turned and walked out of the bedroom door without saying anything.
After a while, Nancy knocked on the door and came in and said, "Miss Zixi, I heard from your husband that you want to go out for a walk. Why don't you eat something first and I will walk with you?"
Nancy was just like her friend, Mu Zixi nodded, it was much more comfortable than being with Cheng Haotian.
After eating a few bites of rice, Mu Zixi was about to push away the plate in front of him, and Cheng Haotian said coldly: "Eat more, your appetite can't nourish my child at all."
Mu Zixi was slightly moved when she heard Cheng Haotian let herself eat more at first, but was dripped with cold water by the last words...
Mu Zixi shook his head: "I can't eat anymore. If I eat it again, I will vomit. I'll eat it again later, Nancy, let's go.
Nancy is ready to accompany Mu Zixi out for a walk...
Cheng Haotian watched Mu Zixi and Nancy go further and further, and he suddenly felt tired. Throwing himself on the big bed, he was suddenly caught under his neck and he touched a mobile phone. It's from Muzixi.
He turned on Mu Zixi's cell phone and looked at the call log. The one on the top was Lin Nuofan? !
He seemed to immediately understand why Mu Zixi felt irritable and wanted to leave here frantically. All the reasons were because of Lin Nuofan's call!
Isn't he treating her bad? Why, why do you want to escape from your side in a panic? !
Cheng Haotian sat up and slammed the phone against the wall, and the phone was scattered all over the floor.
As if not addictive, Cheng Haotian stood up, took a pack of cigarettes, and stood on the balcony, looking at the direction of the stream in the distance. He wanted to run to Mu Zixi's side and asked her, What else can I do?
But he suppressed his anger, suppressed all the questions he wanted to ask.
After lighting the cigarette, Cheng Haotian sat down on the wicker chair on the balcony, looking at the darkness in the distance, and again, feeling his powerlessness...
It was still the creek. Mu Zixi took off his shoes and put his feet in the cold water. The moon had not yet risen, and there were many stars in the sky shining, as if diamonds were sprinkled by God on the blue velvet cloth.
Nancy looked at Mu Zixi's widowed expression and asked, "Miss Zixi, you are very unhappy, what's the matter?"
"I used to have a very good elder brother who treated me very well. He would care about my life and bring me good food. When he saw me taking care of my father who was seriously ill, he always thought of ways to replace him. I save a lot of money and he is in almost every corner of my life."
"Later, I encountered a catastrophe in my life. I couldn't escape. For the high medical expenses of my father, I had to give in and let him bully. But, this person didn't know why, and quietly stuck in my heart. Rooted."
"The relationship between us is just a master and lover. I still don’t dare to expect him to love me. It’s a very distant extravagance. Nancy, do you know what an extravagance is? For example, I only have one dollar. But I want to buy that one million bag, can I buy a million bag for one dollar? No."
"He did a lot of things that hurt me. He thought I didn’t want the baby in my womb, and forcibly stayed with me. The child was gone. I hated him, but he wanted to stop me from hating him and imprisoned me. I didn't even see the last face of my father, so I committed suicide." At this point, Mu Zixi exposed the wound on his wrist, and Nancy saw a white mark.
Nancy knew that Mu Zixi was just looking for someone to talk to, and she didn't interrupt, just silently staying by Mu Zixi's side, listening to her telling stories about him and him.
"This incident made me see him. I was so scared that I couldn't breathe on my own. He let me go. At this time, I did not expect that the big brother came to me. We are equal. He gave It gave me a lot of courage to support me. I almost thought I loved him. We even held a wedding, but the wedding was forcibly cancelled before I said I was willing."
"You know? The feeling of a group of men in black blocking the door of your wedding, forcibly pulling away the man you are going to stay together for life? Heart-piercing pain. I thought I was close to happiness, I thought I could From then on I live happily with a man who can take care of me."
"Now, I am here, I am pregnant. I just received a call from him from prison. My heart is so disturbed. He doesn't know that I am pregnant, but I don't know how to tell him this fact. I don't know what to do. Tell him, I seem to be moved by that man again... "The thing she struggled most with was this.
Perhaps Lin Nuofan could accept the physical betrayal, and she could also forgive herself.
But what about the betrayal of the heart? She was already unfair to Lin Nuofan, it was cruel enough. She must never hurt him anymore. She can only admit her fate.
"My heart, here, is in chaos. I don’t want to see Cheng Haotian, but I don’t want to see that big brother either. I want to hide. I want to disappear from this world. I can hide anywhere, as long as I With children, it doesn't matter who others are." Mu Zixi suddenly wanted to escape from this world...
Escape from her, as if to break the two halves of her heart, flee from Cheng Haotian, a man who makes her always struggling and contradictory, and also flee from the big brother who makes herself feel guilty... guilty and even willing to compensate in various ways, Lin Nuo Where...
All these things have always been boring in Mu Zixi's heart. She has no friends, and no one listens to her story in such a quiet manner. She takes everything in her heart deeply, if she doesn’t say it again. , Mu Zixi may be driven crazy by herself.
"Miss Zixi, I know, you tell me so much, you really think I am a friend, so I am very happy to hear you say so much and so much, but we are all arranged by God for the future, we You can’t defy, you can only go step by step. Although your husband is a little cold, a little overbearing, and a little unkind, we can all tell that he cares about you very much.” Nancy heard Mu Zixi finished speaking, that’s it. Open your mouth to comfort.
Her words suddenly made Mu Zixi stunned...
"Do you care about me? Why don't I think, I think what he cares about is the fetus in my womb, not me." Mu Zixi unconsciously put his hand on her lower abdomen, unable to tell. The loss of...
“There is a saying in China that it’s not the true face of Mount Lu, but it’s just because I’m in this mountain. I’ve heard this poem before and thought it’s very good. Later, someone told me the meaning of this poem. Really, probably because you have been shielded by your anger a long time ago, so in your eyes, you can't see your husband."
"Is that so?" Mu Zixi was a little confused by what Nancy said.
"At least in our opinion, we have seen, Miss Zixi. Sometimes, there are things that God not only gives us eyes, but also our hearts. That is, we have to see through the hearts, you know?" Nancy seemed to be Cheng Haotian's lobbyist.
The two did not speak again, and the moon slowly rose, and the moonlight blocked many stars.
As soon as the cool night breeze blew and said something like this to Nancy, Mu Zixi's heart gradually calmed down. Yes, everything was arranged by God. What we can do now is to obey God's arrangement.
Now that you have a child in your womb, what else is more important to you than this child?
Mu Zixi pinned all his hopes on the fetus who didn't know whether it was a male or a female.
As the night was getting colder, Nancy felt the gradual coolness on her body, helped Mu Zixi to stand up, and walked back slowly together.
On the balcony, Cheng Haotian was still smoking, and in a short time, a pack of cigarettes had almost been exhausted. The ashtray is full of cigarette butts.
When Mu Zixi returned to the bedroom, Cheng Haotian had calmed down the doubts and anger in his heart.
Mu Zixi saw her mobile phone in fragments and scattered on the ground, looking at Cheng Haotian incredible, pointing at the debris on the ground, she did not speak, but looked at Cheng Haotian with questioning eyes.
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