President’s Contract Wife
Chapter 263: The pain caused by last words
After Mu Zixi was busy with Jin Changshun's funeral, she seemed to have changed herself and was depressed all day.
Cheng Haotian didn't even go to the company every day, waiting by their mother and daughter, but only said that he watched Mu Zixi lose weight every day.
But inexplicably, he always felt that after Jin Changshun passed away, Mu Zixi was worried about what he would lose. She often burst into tears when she looked at Mu Zhili.
Yes, Mu Zixi is indeed worried about the family and happiness he is about to lose.
Mu Zhili likes Cheng Haotian so much, and now she knows that he is her father, if she leaves him, she won't be happy forever.
And she couldn't stop all of this, only let these things that hurt her happen.
Obviously knowing that she and Cheng Haotian are what Mu Zhili hopes for, so she will be happy, but she can't give her a happy home.
Because of his father's last words, he must abide by and fulfill his last wishes.
Otherwise, the rest of her life will fall into condemnation.
I know what is about to happen, and I know that those things will hurt the two people I love most in the world, but I can't do anything for them, I can only watch the things that hurt them happen.
In order not to be good, I might have to add a knife to their wounds.
Thinking about it, I feel cruel, and my heart feels like being slowed down by a cold ice knife, with cold and pain.
There is nothing more to be hurt than knowing your lover, you know it, but you are not only powerless to change everything. , But it is heartbreaking to add a knife.
Just thinking about it, she felt that her heart was like colic and she couldn't breathe.
Seeing that she has been worried about her daughter, Mu Zixi not only burst into tears.
"Mom, what's wrong with you these past few days? Either crying or being in a daze, and often skipping meals?"
Mu Zixi was so worried that the sensible Mu Zhili was very worried. She knew what was wrong with her mother. Very worried.
She was sad for the death of her grandfather, but she always listened to her father, be a good child, and eat and sleep regularly every day.
"Mom, you can't go on like this. I know that if you don’t eat well, don’t rest well, or get sick, you will worry your parents who love me so much. I can’t bear to worry about my parents. So they all eat very well, but mother is obviously an adult, she doesn't know if she is like this, will she worry about herself? Dad will worry too..."
Listening to Mu Zhili's words, Mu Zixi couldn't help but move slightly. Mu Zixi forced a smile and said to her daughter.
"Zhi Li, my mother is fine."
She wanted to say that she would be fine, let her not worry.
But seeing myself looking at my daughter with worry on my face is not only bitter in my heart.
So helpless, so powerless...
What can I do? Can the damage be minimized?
She didn't want her well-behaved daughter to get the father's love, but to lose again.
I don't want to deprive her of love for her own father.
She knew how much Mu Zhili had always thought of looking forward to her own father. Although she was sensible and didn't say anything, she knew how much she wanted her father to be her support.
She hopes to have a happy family with father and mother.
And all of this is clearly achievable. Obviously happiness is right here, but suddenly, because of myself, everything becomes like a mirage, out of reach and hypocrisy.
"Mom, are you still sad for Grandpa?" Mu Zhili asked in a tender voice looking at Mu Zixi's sad face.
"Well, mother can't bear your grandfather." Not knowing how to answer Mu Zhili's words, Mu Zixi had to follow her.
More than reluctant, more self-blame, in my dreams day and night, I can hear the words of Jin Changshun’s deathbed, "Marry Wanqing..."
Dad passed away. She was unexpected and sad. If Jin Changshun was still alive, she might not have had such pain.
As long as she explained to Jin Changshun, Mu Zhili would also have a happy home. There are father and mother who love her.
However, God is always cruel and refuses to give her the last chance.
Although she knew that if she married Qiu Wanqing, Qiu Wanqing would become Mu Zhili's father, but Mu Zhili would not be happy either.
Mu Zhili never liked Qiu Wanqing as her father. When she didn't know her biological father before, she didn't want Qiu Wanqing to be her father, opposed to being with Qiu Wanqing, but wanted to be with Cheng Haotian, whom she liked.
Now, she knew that her biological father was Cheng Haotian, who she liked, and Cheng Haotian was so good to her, like a princess who wanted to hold her in her hand and love him. She would only be more reluctant to accept Cheng Haotian and couldn't do without him.
Therefore, I always hope that I can marry Cheng Haotian, so that their family can live together.
Mu Zixi couldn't imagine that if Mu Zhili knew that she would marry Qiu Wanqing, the person she didn't like would become her father. She is about to lose her biological father, what will happen to her. Would she hate herself to death.
Cheng Haotian would hate himself too, he loved Mu Zhili so much.
If she accepts Qiu Wanqing again, he will wish to kill himself!
Just imagining the hatred eyes of their father and daughter, Mu Zixi felt that she was about to suffocate, and her heart was heavy, as if she was being weighed down by a heavy load.
Mu Zhili looked at her mother's dazed and sad look, worried.
After a few more words of comfort to Mu Zixi, he left the room, but was still worried. After returning to the room, he couldn't help calling Cheng Haotian for help, hoping that Cheng Haotian could come back to accompany Mu Zixi.
Mom loves Dad so much, she must hope that Dad will be with her.
Dad is so good, he will definitely make mom better.
In Mu Zhili's heart, Cheng Haotian was a godlike existence, her most powerful support.
At this time, Cheng Haotian received a call from his daughter as soon as he arrived at the company.
He spent a lot of time with the mother and daughter before. Starting yesterday, he returned to work, and was almost busy all night without sleeping.
But he was already worried about Mu Zixi. I heard Mu Zhili talk about Mu Zixi's situation. He knew this was serious, and he was very worried about Mu Zixi, so he called his secretary without going to the office, gave a few words, and returned to Jin's house.
He gradually began to feel that something he didn't know must have happened to Mu Zixi that made her do this.
He always felt that Mu Zixi had something to hide from himself.
But in the past few days, Mu Zixi has not seen anyone except for the guests who came to mourn. Could it be that someone said something to her that made her do this.
But it’s impossible. Those guests are just Jin Changshun’s partners and company employees. It’s impossible for them to say anything bad.
If it weren't what happened in the past few days, then it was the day when Jin Changshun died.
When I rushed to the hospital that day, Jin Changshun had passed away, and Qiu Wanqing had gone through all the procedures. But seeing Mu Zixi feel so sad, I only thought she was sad because of Jin Changshun's death.
Thinking about it now, maybe something he didn't know happened that day.
Could it be that Qiu Wanqing said to her again or did something that reminded her of a sad thing again?
He never wanted Mu Zixi to contact Qiu Wanqing again because he knew what kind of person Qiu Wanqing was. Mu Zixi and him were easily influenced by his rhetoric!
Qiu Wanqing had always wanted Mu Zixi to leave him, so Cheng Haotian would always guard him. Only later, he also asked Mu Zixi what happened that day, but she kept silent. After asking twice, he couldn't bear to mention her sad thing again and didn't ask again.
Twenty minutes later.
Cheng Haotian's car drove back to Jin's house.
Back at Jin's house, he went straight to Mu Zixi's room.
Unexpectedly, she saw Mu Zhili grabbing Mu Zixi's clothes and calling her softly, but she didn't respond, thinking about this...
His mind was shocked, Mu Zixi frightened him like this, she seemed to have given up her life!
"Zhi Li?" Cheng Haotian couldn't help but whispered to Mu Zhili looking at the weird atmosphere between mother and daughter.
But Mu Zhili, who failed to recall the stunned Mu Zixi, couldn't help but immediately rushed towards him when she saw her back.
"Dad, mom will be okay?" Mu Zhili raised her head and looked at Cheng Haotian, asking worriedly on a delicate baby's face.
"Don't worry, Dad won't let Mom have something to do." Cheng Haotian walked over, pressed a kiss on Mu Zhili's forehead, and patted her head.
He won't let Mu Zixi get into trouble, he finally got her again, how could he lose her again.
No matter what makes Mu Zixi like this, he will find a way to pull her out of her closed world.
After accepting herself, Mu Zixi is not allowed to leave herself in this way.
No matter what trick Qiu Wanqing used, she would never give up Mu Zixi, unless she didn't forgive herself.
But now that she has forgiven herself, it is even more impossible for him to give up!
"Zixi, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Haotian let go of Mu Zhili and walked towards Mu Zixi who was sitting on the sofa in a daze.
Before Mu Zixi could react, he was already holding Mu Zixi in his arms aggressively, and looked at her worriedly.
Mu Zixi only slowly recovered, facing him, but there was no reaction on his face.
"Zixi, you make Zhili very worried like this, can you say something, okay?" Cheng Haotian stroked Mu Zixi's face, "It's okay if you don't want to speak, just smile, let me know you don't Everything is fine, okay?"
When Mu Zixi heard him say this, she wanted to laugh, but she just couldn't laugh. I seem to have lost the ability to laugh...
"Mom, please smile at Zhili. Zhili will be obedient and no longer annoy you. I will do what you say..." Mu Zhili said, her eyes turned red and she could see that she was very Worried about Mu Zhili, "You cheer up, OK, mom?"
"Zixi, Zhili are crying like this, do you leave her so sad?"
Cheng Haotian stretched out his hand and hugged the crying Mu Zhili on his lap and sat, holding Mu Zixi in his arms with one hand. The three people sat together close together. There was no happy smile, only worry and sad.
Even the little Mu Zhili was full of worries.
What should I do if my mother has been ill.
She thought that when her father came back and stayed with her mother, her mother would be happy. Unexpectedly, when her father came back, her mother was still the same. She didn't eat or drink, was in a daze, ignored herself and father.
Mu Zixi stared at Mu Zhili blankly, but did not speak or smile.
Of course she couldn't bear Mu Zhili doing this, worrying for herself and sad for herself. It's all her bad.
She is really not a qualified good mother.
When she was born, she did not give her a complete family.
She wanted Cheng Haotian to be her father, but she never agreed. She always thought she was a child's character and ignored her words.
Now because of myself, the happy home I finally got is lost again.
What qualifications do I have to be her mother? I have been breaking faith with her.
Obviously promised her that she would have a father and a father, and their family would live happily together, but I have never fulfilled the promise to her.
Finally, there was hope of realization, but when she gave her hope, it was destroyed in a short time.
In this way, it is better to give her nothing, otherwise, you will always hold hope.
Now it is so cruel to let her enjoy her happiness and then ruin her happiness.
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