President’s Contract Wife
Chapter 32: Hopeless life
Mu Zixi found that they were already standing at the door of a ward. Mu Zixi nodded, and then the nurse left.
Mu Zixi took a deep breath, turned the handle lightly, and walked in.
Mu Lingfeng was sleeping, and Mu Zixi felt that her father seemed to be much older. The cheekbones on his already thin face were already high and the chin was also sharp. Only a few days later, he was thin again. .
She suddenly felt that as long as he could reduce his pain a little, she felt that everything she experienced had a little value.
Even though he treats her badly, he is her only relative.
The mother left her and left this home when she was very young. She has depended on her for life since she was a child. Even though his father always beats and scolds her, he paid for her tuition in elementary and junior high schools. And she knew that she herself was his drag oil bottle, and his mother abandoned him, so he would vent everything on her body, and he, in fact, was also innocent. Everything was blamed on her own bad life, she, No one blames it.
Just like this, Mu Zixi had been standing at the door, looking at Mu Lingfeng, just because, watching her father's time calmly like this, it had almost never happened.
Mu Lingfeng lazily opened his eyelids when he noticed someone coming in, but made no sound.
Seeing that it was Mu Zixi coming in, his originally dull eyes immediately had a look. He wanted to struggle to sit up. Seeing this, Mu Zixi quickly walked to Mu Lingfeng’s bed and helped him sit up. A pillow was placed behind him to make him more comfortable.
Mu Lingfeng's arm like a stick grabbed Mu Zixi's arm at once, looked at Mu Zixi with both eyes and asked: "Are you rich?" The desire to keep stirring in his eyes is like a juicer. The same, Muzixi was about to be drained.
The bottom of Mu Zixi's heart seemed to be torn apart by him. At this moment, a biting cold wind was constantly pouring into her heart, and then spreading to the entire bone marrow. But she just smiled sadly, but her body trembled involuntarily. She was really hypocritical, right.
Obviously, she had just thought that as long as he could bear less pain, she could do anything, but when he regarded her as a tool for making money, her heart would still be like a knife.
"Is there any money?" Seeing Mu Zixi's expression, Mu Lingfeng was also anxious, his voice increased a few decibels, and the hand holding Mu Zixi increased his strength, his voice full of anxiety , And even the smell of scolding. "I've just been admitted to such a luxurious hospital! I just enjoyed a few days of blessing, don't tell me! I will run out of money so soon!"
A person who didn't know how to care about others has always only thought of himself. When he gets a terminal illness again, he only has the idea of living, and he doesn't think about anything anymore.
Mu Zixi took a breath, resisting the tears that were about to come out of her eyes, and uttered two syllables from her throat with all her strength: "Don't worry. I'm just here to see you, not to pick you up, you will be there. I live here for a long time."
Hearing these words, Mu Lingfeng's brows gradually unfolded, and then let go of Mu Zixi's hands, and leaned against the pillow behind him. He didn't even look at Mu Zixi again, and muttered in his mouth. Said: "Fortunately, fortunately, it is not in vain that I didn't sell you. Only one day I can enjoy such a blessing."
Mu Zixi has heard these words more than once, but this time, this sentence is like a sharp knife, cutting Mu Zixi mercilessly from the top of her head, causing her soul to be torn apart. crack. Her father, her only father, cares, but whether he enjoys the blessing, but never cares, how on earth did she get the money, even asking.
Her heart is really cold and cold.
But she did not say anything. Her heart is completely dead.
"It's fine for you to live well, I will leave as soon as I confirm that the medical bills have been paid, and you will recover well..." Even though he was ruthless with her, what she said was still full of worry.
"Don't worry, if I stay here all the time, I will definitely survive. I will definitely stay in such a good ward for a while longer, so why am I willing to die..." Mu Lingfeng's eyes were already I couldn't see Mu Zixi either, but looked at all the furnishings in this luxurious room greedily and comfortably.
She couldn't help it anymore, her only relatives had no trace of her in her eyes.
She seemed to have an existence that no one didn't need. Such a cruel reality made her cover her mouth and ran out of the ward. Mu Lingfeng didn't react at all, as if she hadn't been here just now.
Mu Zixi closed the door of the ward, leaned against the wall of the corridor, and a little bit of coldness penetrated her body. She felt that she could no longer support the weight of her whole body, and slowly slid down the wall.
Memories began to resemble a big net that enveloped her again from beginning to end: there was a song once sang "Child without a mother is like a grass", then, the little Mu Zixi is simply inferior to duckweed, in her memory Here, I only have a father who would go home and beat people after drinking.
Such a small Mu Zixi, the only thing she feels about her father is fear. She still remembers the scene of the countless days when her father was drunk, when she picked up something in her hand and slammed it on herself, or a wine bottle. , Or a chair, and she couldn't even run, so she could only curl up in the corner with her legs, she even felt that maybe Mu Lingfeng killed her and she was relieved.
But her destiny continued in tears and scars. When she grew up, girls had a strong self-esteem age, and the scars on her body often repeatedly trampled on her remaining self-esteem to pieces at night.
When she grows up a little bit, she can finally stay in the dormitory of the school. Therefore, in order to avoid the cruel Mu Lingfeng, she would rather stay in the dormitory of the school alone, even if it is a holiday, even if it is Chinese New Year, she can be alone in the dormitory. Lidu, every time she watched her roommate break her fingers and count the days to go home, she could only imagine whether she would have a harbor where she could linger in the future.
Such days continued until Mu Lingfeng fell ill. Even if she was full of hatred and fear for him, he was still her father and her only relative in the world, so Mu Zixi took Mu Lingfeng to her side. Take care.
However, Mu Lingfeng, who was originally grumpy, became more like a sensitive beast after he got sick. His worries about the cost of treatment and the torture of the illness made him taste all his dissatisfaction in his heart to vent on Mu Zixi, so, To Mu Zixi, the hospital was like a place where she would step on landmines at any time. She had to come, but she had no way of predicting which step would be stepped on. Therefore, she could only take every step. Carefully, watching Mu Lingfeng's wink acting nervously.
‘It’s not worth not that I didn’t sell you. 'Mu Lingfeng's words were still in her ears, Mu Zixi closed her eyes in pain, but Mu Lingfeng's words pierced her eardrums like a sharp needle, and she covered her ears in horror. A hand was inserted into his hair, pressing his head that was about to explode.
In the past, it was like a scourge with teeth and claws. As long as Mu Zixi recalled it for a while, she could open her blood basin and swallow her, so that she could never turn over.
Nurture? Take care? Mu Zixi felt as if he had heard the funniest joke in the world.
Mu Zixi shook her head vigorously. She wanted to get rid of the nightmare. She took a deep breath and slowly got up from the ground. She wiped away the tears that had been flowing freely from her face, she didn’t know when she had just been caught. Scratching his messy hair, walked to the hospital door.
Haven't seen Mu Zixi for a few days? Lin Nuofan looked upset at the phone calendar in her hand. Since Mu Zixi ran away from her three days ago, she seemed to have evaporated from her own world! No one was found, even the phone was connected, or there was no answer, or it was turned off. For a moment, Lin Nuofan wondered whether Mu Zixi would never have any intersection with his life.
This kind of thinking made him feel frightened, and even suffocated him! It was also at that moment that Lin Nuofan realized that he could no longer lose Mu Zixi without knowing it. Not only did he fall in love with her, he could no longer live in a world without her at all, just thinking about it. Make him feel panic.
Lin Nuofan had to admit that he was completely attracted by this girl. He fell in love with her strength, her optimism and cheerfulness, and even fell in love with the confusion and fragility in her eyes that were often suppressed by force. She is so beautiful! It was like an angel, but unfortunately, this angel had suffered too much in the world, and tasted too many tears and bitterness.
He wants to protect her, he wants to be her safe haven! Lin Nuofan has decided that next time she sees Mu Zixi, she must tell her personally how she feels about her.
If he wants to catch her, he must be brave. The emotions that are already overflowing can no longer be hidden. He doesn't want to be just a big brother by her side, but a supporter who wants to be her. The man in her haven.
But, where is she? Lin Nuofan has searched all the places she might go in these three days, the hospital, the previous home, the school and even every place where she used to work, but there is no Mu Zixi, Lin Nuofan’s annoying hands Inserted into his own hair.
Mu Zixi, where are you? Hurry up, okay, I have a lot to say to you!
At this moment, he is guarding the door of a rich hospital.
He came here because the ambulance that came to pick up Mu Lingfeng that day had the sign of Huiyao Hospital.
However, he wasn't sure if Mu Lingfeng was really here, he could only wait at the door.
He expects that God will not let him pounce on this time, he really wants to find her!
Just as he scratched his head and was restless, he suddenly saw a luxury car parked in front of the hospital. It was not the car that Mu Zixi had taken, so he didn't look at it carefully.
However, when he looked back again, he suddenly discovered that the figure that had already walked into the hospital was not Mu Zixi or who it was! At this time, she, facing him on her side, was wearing this gorgeous coat, which made him daunted.
She changed, her dress changed, and she became well-dressed, which made him take a step back subconsciously.
Is she still the Mu Zixi he knew? He hesitated. He was obviously waiting for her footsteps, but he couldn't move at this moment.
His eyes were tightly locked with Mu Zixi, but his heart was full of questions.
Until he looked at Mu Zixi, before entering the electronic door of the hospital, the fear and doubt that came out of his eyes for everything she was facing now, stared at her still thin figure, and saw the despair in her eyes. .
At that moment, he suddenly came back to his senses. Even if her clothes changed, a person's eyes could not deceive others. She was not willing, otherwise, she had already lived such a good life, there were luxury cars and others. Hua Yi, why is there such a lonely look.
She must have chosen a cruel and painful road for Mu Lingfeng.
At this moment, Lin Nuofan's fists were tightly clenched together. He was really useless, and never once allowed her to live on.
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