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"Xiaosu, no, it's time to call Mayor Liang. Here's to you. Congratulations on your promotion!" First of all, Zhou shuaiyuan raised a toast.

"It's better to call Xiaosu. When we are together, we all call him by his first name. That's the way to be kind!" Liang Xiaosu said.

"Well, Xiao Su, I'll give you my respects and congratulations!" Zhou shuaiyuan said immediately.

"Thank you Liang Xiaosu and he touched the cup, "when you get married, you must tell me that Lily and I are going to drink your wedding wine together!"

"Ha ha, OK, it's still early!" Zhou shuaiyuan said a little embarrassed.

In fact, he still likes Xiaosu so much.

However, he knows that Xiaosu is not his woman, and the gap between them is too big.

He is just a small self-employed person. Although he has set up a company, he is just better than ordinary workers. He is far from rich. It is not so easy for him to develop.

Liang Xiaosu is the mayor now, and he may be the governor or minister in the future. It is also possible for him to become a leader of the Central Committee in the future.

How can such a woman be Zhou shuaiyuan's daughter-in-law?

It's impossible for him to control such a promising woman. The gap is not a little bit, but a growing gap, which can never be crossed.

So, he has self-knowledge, or do a classmate friend, such a relationship is more appropriate, can be long-term.

"If you think it's appropriate, don't let people wait too long." Looking at Zhou shuaiyuan, Liang Xiaosu said, "a marathon love will make a woman uneasy."

"Well, thank you for reminding me," Zhou shuaiyuan said meaningfully.

Ma Lili looks at the look in Zhou shuaiyuan's eyes and knows that he doesn't want to get married yet.

Men are the same, do not want to enter the marriage so early, to shackle themselves. Especially for men with a little capital, they don't worry about women.

Like fan Mingxin, he didn't get married until he was in his thirties. If it's not for the family's interests, or if it's not for the parents to have grandchildren early, fan Mingxin may not want to get married!

Ma Lili guessed that Zhou shuaiyuan thought the same.

"Marshal, you can't be too backward. My son will call his father. Give birth to a daughter and we will be in laws in the future." Ma Lili said with a smile.

"Ha ha --" fan Mingxin has been holding the child, and when he heard Ma Lili talking and laughing like this, he couldn't close his mouth. "My son is the master now!"

"Ha ha -" Zhou shuaiyuan was also amused, "then I have to grasp, can't lose such a good opportunity!"

So we had a drink together, and the atmosphere was pushed to the climax immediately.

Liang Xiaosu doesn't know how to drink, but this time she had several drinks.

Looking at Ma Lili's son, she has unspeakable pain in her heart. Facing the coming new environment and new position, she also has some unspeakable confusion in her heart.

It's not what she wanted, but now she can't.

When he got home, Liang Xiaosu only felt dizzy and heavy headed. Ma Lili sent her home. Seeing that she wanted to stay with her, Liang Xiaosu resolutely refused and forced Ma Lili back.

As soon as Ma Lili left, she fell down on the sofa. She was paralyzed and her mind was confused and dizzy.

It was the most she drank, and she had never let herself drink so much.

Every time she drinks, she will think of Li Wang's words: "Xiaosu, you can't drink. Don't drink in public. No matter how other people advise you, you can't drink. If you drink too much, you're easy to lose your manners - don't let yourself lose your manners!"

But today, she lost her manners!

She knew she had lost her manners!

From the moment she saw Ma Lili's son, from the moment she heard that little guy call her mother, she lost her temper!

Her emotions are out of her control.

Her heart, her eyes are always like children, her two lovely children!

Thinking about it, she couldn't help crying!

She can't forgive herself! It was her carelessness that led to the death of the two children!

She chose to bring them to this world, but finally let the children suffer such a huge blow, even the world did not have time to look, they left in a hurry!

It's her fault! She killed the baby!

I'm sorry. I'm sorry——

Liang Xiaosu repented again and again in her heart, and her tears flowed down.

If she could, she would rather switch back to her child with the one she has now.

She can not official career, not their own future, she wants her two children!

She can even give up her own life in exchange for her two children!

But, she can't change this let her heartache and sad reality! Her child left her as early as a year ago, left the world!

Honey, how are you doing in heaven? Would you miss Mom? Would you hate mom?

Liang Xiaosu hobbled to the window and saw a crescent moon hanging in the night sky. There were two shining stars just above the crescent moon. In such a dark night sky, it was like a baby's bright smile!

Liang Xiaosu's brain seemed to wake up in an instant!

She seemed to see her child's smiling face! yes! That's the smiling face of her child in heaven!

That curved corners of the mouth, bright eyes, is smiling at her! So naive, so brilliant, so lovely!

This is the most innocent and lovely smile. This is the most beautiful smile in the world. This is the most moving smile she has ever seen! This is the smiling face of the child she thinks about day and night!

"Honey, is that you? Are you looking at mom smiling? " Liang Xiaosu gazed at the beautiful smiling face in the night sky and muttered to himself, "you miss your mother too, don't you? You're waiting for mom. You're looking at mom, aren't you? "

Liang Xiaosu opened the window and held out his hand——

She gently stroked her baby, near in front of you, far away in the sky baby! You must have missed your mother before you showed up in this way, right?

Liang Xiaosu's hand kept moving up and down in front of the window. She felt that she was stroking the child's face, lovely little face, so intoxicated and happy——

Just when she was immersed in the fantasy of her children, stroking the real and illusory smile in front of her eyes, looking at the smile in front of her but far away from the sky, the mobile phone in her pocket rang, and the ringing and vibration pulled her back to reality——

Liang Xiaosu sat on the ground, took out the ringing mobile phone from his pocket and answered it with his eyes closed——

"Hello Liang Xiaosu said vaguely that he didn't know who the other party was.

There was a silence on the phone for a while, but there was no sound.

"Hello - who -" Liang Xiaosu leaned against the wall and asked with his eyes still closed.

"Xiaosu - how are you?"

The familiar and strange voice on the phone made Liang Xiaosu open his eyes and then look at the caller ID on his mobile phone. It's a strange number!

Liang Xiaosu has never received this call!

"Who are you?" Liang Xiaosu asked.

This voice is so familiar, but she can't remember who it is for a moment!

"Xiaosu, it's me, I'm Chengyu! How are you? " The other side says again, the voice is some strange, seem to have some choke.

"Cheng Yu! Li Chengyu Liang Xiaosu is half sober!

How did she remember to call her? Nearly a year, since she left, they have never contacted each other, as if they had never known each other or appeared.

"You - where are you?" Liang Xiaosu didn't know what to say for a moment.

Li Chengyu and her relationship, she felt very embarrassed.

Although they have been together for more than half a year, this kind of embarrassment has been going on all the time.

Li Chengyu doesn't know how to call her, and she doesn't know how to call her.

Li Wang said that Li Chengyu should call her sister-in-law, but Li Chengyu never admitted her identity.

Liang Xiaosu didn't know how to call Li Chengyu, so they had to call him by his first name.

"Xiaosu, I'm in my own home, northeast, are you ok?" Li Chengyu continued.

Tonight, Li Chengyu doesn't know what's wrong with her. She also thinks about her two children. She just called Ruan Peiyun and said that they had a good time and had already taken a bath and went to sleep.

Li Chengyu doesn't worry about the life of his two children. Ruan Peiyun's conditions are so good that he will take good care of his children.

What she is worried about now is that if the child doesn't kiss the Li family in the future, he will really become Ruan Peiyun's child! This is something she didn't think of at the beginning!

When she handed over the child to Ruan Peiyun, she only thought that the child was not well with her, and that Ruan Peiyun could be well cared for.

Now it seems that she has made a mistake! The child belongs to the Li family. It's the heart and soul of elder brother and Xiaosu. It should be returned to elder brother and Xiaosu as soon as possible!

She wanted to call Xiaosu early to greet her, but she didn't know what to say? The relationship between them is so awkward, it seems that nothing is appropriate to say!

"I'm fine," Liang Xiaosu said, covering his mouth.

"Xiaosu, I'm sorry --" Li Chengyu said with tears, "I, I didn't take good care of you --"

Li Chengyu's words once again made Liang Xiaosu feel like waves, and tears rolled down like the torrent of breaking the dike.

"Don't talk about it, Cheng Yu --" Liang Xiaosu sobbed, "it's all gone, it's gone --"

"No, Xiaosu, no past, no --" Li Chengyu said immediately.

But after that, she regretted again, she shouldn't have said that, she shouldn't have let slip!

"Nothing?" Liang Xiaosu asked, "it's all over!"

"No, Xiaosu, I'm sorry, it won't end, it won't!" Li Chengyu said again, but she didn't dare to say the following words. She was afraid that Xiaosu couldn't accept them. What's more, she was afraid that it would hurt her and big brother!

"It's over, it's over long ago! It's all over! " Liang Xiaosu couldn't help crying and said, "since the moment I lost my child, it's over! No more! No, nothing

With that, Liang Xiaosu hung up directly, and then threw his cell phone on the sofa!

She will never listen to Li Chengyu's "sorry" again! I'm sorry. What's the use? Excuse me, can you bring the baby back to life? I'm sorry. Can you make everything disappear? I'm sorry. Can you let her and Li Wang start over? Can their love come back?

Can I?

No! Nothing is possible! No more! No more!

In that case, why do you call? Let her recall the pain? Don't you think her heart is hurt deep enough? Don't you think her past is miserable enough?

Why? Why stimulate her like this?

Liang Xiaosu lay on the ground and couldn't help crying——