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There are tears in Ou Xiaoli's eyes again. She comes to the room, opens the cabinet, pulls out the drawer, and finds that there are all the photos of their childhood in it.

In the photo, she and Xiaomei are wearing sheep's horn braids, bows, and the same flowery skirt. Their mother's short black hair is slightly curled, and they are wearing the unique work clothes of that era. They stand behind them and smile so brightly!

This photo is taken in the summer palace. It's summer, and the weeping willows behind it are Yiyi. Although it's a black-and-white photo, it looks very beautiful.

There's a picture of dad in the drawer.

My father was in a cave in Yan'an. At that time, my father was very young, wearing a cotton coat and a red army cap, and was working at his desk. At that time, father did not know his mother, let alone their children.

And a picture of big brother. Big brother just joined the army. The elder brother in his new military uniform looks so immature, and his fat military uniform looks a little nondescript. Big brother was only thirteen or fourteen at that time! It's because the elder brother joined the army when she was very young that Ou Xiaoli doesn't have deep feelings for the elder brother. She thinks that the elder brother is always so unsmiling. When I was a child, my elder brother seldom played with them. Every day, I went out to play with other boys in the courtyard.

Ou Xiaoli has never seen such a precious picture before. She didn't expect her mother to keep it so well.

There is nothing in this small drawer, just a few pictures of my family.

Under the drawer is a layer of waxy brown paper, which has been marked by years and appears to be mottled.

Looking at these photos, Ou Xiaoli seems to go back to the past, to her childhood, to the happy years when she and Ou Xiaomei played together carefree

It's a pity that all this has passed and will never come back. Even her sister has gone away and may never come back

Ou Xiaoli closed the cupboard door and looked at her mother who had fallen asleep. Her pale hair, no matter when it looked, was so dazzling.

How young and beautiful the mother in the picture is!

At that time, my mother's hair was black, her face was smooth, and even her smile was brilliant. But now? My mother has exhausted her life, maybe one day she will suddenly leave her

Thinking of these, Ou Xiaoli can't control her inner pain.

She lay down in front of her mother's window and wept silently.

She knows that this is the law of life, this is a natural phenomenon, everyone will grow old, everyone will leave the world one day. One day, like her mother, she will become white haired, dumb and unknown

Time is so cruel, life is so fragile.

When you have completed all the missions of your life, you are not far from the end of your life.

Everyone's life is nothing more than running for a career and raising children. We should strive for our own career and hope for our children.

Ou Xiaoli thinks that her parents' career is successful. Her father came from the war years, shot and killed, and finally came to the core power center of the country. Dad's life is brilliant. He grew up with this country, experienced the birth of new China and witnessed the founding of this country; The reform and opening up witnessed the prosperity of the country; Also experienced the chaotic period of this country, suffered an undeserved blow

Mother's career and life are successful.

Like her father, she has her own career. Although it is not as prominent as her father's career, she also maintains her independent personality and works as a woman all her life. She raised three children, raised a general, and had such a distinguished husband who always loved her.

Mom is happy.

Ou Xiaoli felt that her old age must be very miserable. Because although her husband also has a prominent career, he is going to abandon him. My daughter is far away in the United States, and will not return to China or accompany her in the future.

Her old age will be a lonely one. In the future, like many old people, she may go to a nursing home to provide for the aged. There, together with a group of old people and old ladies, she will bask in the sun every day. When the sun rises, she will look forward to the sunset. When it gets dark, she will look forward to the dawn. Her life will be boring——

Thinking of this, Ou Xiaoli felt very sad.

Regret to call my husband to find a marquis! If Li Chengxin is an ordinary person, they may have a common happiness and a common stable life.

However, there is no if in life, only results and consequences.

Everything has happened, can't go back to the past, life can't come back!

"Mother - you must be good, you must be good, mother -" Ou Xiaoli looked at her sleeping mother and said in tears.

Although her mother did not know her, she hoped that her mother could live a long life and accompany her further on the road of life. With mom, the home is there, the home is still home, without mom, all this will not exist——

Ou Xiaoli dried her tears and went back to her room. She sat at the window in a daze.

This evening, the waning moon hanging in the west, is she destined to be so sad?

Some days did not receive Nini's phone call, Ou Xiaoli suddenly want to miss her, miss her daughter.

At the beginning, it was Li Chengxin's idea to send the children abroad. He knew that he would not let the children go abroad. Children do not go abroad, she and Li Chengxin have more topics, Li Chengxin love children, will often come home to see.

Maybe these things won't happen between them? Li Chengxin would not be so indifferent to her, would he? Can their family still exist?

However, Ou Xiaoli immediately gave up the idea.

For her daughter, going abroad is a leap forward in her life. Her future will be more brilliant than theirs, and her life will be more happy.

Her daughter is so excellent. Ou Xiaoli believes that her daughter's world will be wonderful in the future.

She felt a little more comforted at the thought.

Her daughter is her hope and sustenance. She really wants to fly to America to see her daughter!

Look at the time. It's almost ten o'clock. It's morning in America at this time. My daughter must be preparing for school!

Ou Xiaoli sits by the phone and wants to call her daughter. She can feel more comforted to hear Nini's voice.

Just as she was sitting by the phone, the phone suddenly rang!

Ou Xiaoli was startled by the telephone ring! Then she grabbed the phone in surprise. She thought it was Nini! Does Nini know her mother is thinking about her?

"Nini -" Ou Xiaoli picked up the phone and said immediately.

There was a moment's silence on the other side of the phone, and then came the voice of Ou Xiaomei——

"Xiaoli, it's me!" Ou Xiaomei said wearily.

"Sister! Why are you How dare she call back at this time?

"Why can't it be me? I'm not dead. I'm still alive. Why can't it be me? " Ou Xiaomei said angrily.

"Sister, you know that's not what I mean! I want you to protect yourself. Now you can't show up and call home! Don't you know? " Ou Xiaoli said anxiously, as if someone was monitoring her. She was so nervous that her hands shaking.

"Of course I know," said Ou Xiaomei. "Your good husband is looking for me all over the world. How can I not know?"

Ou Xiaomei's words directly point to Ou Xiaoli's pain. She can't face it!

After a moment's silence, Ou Xiaomei continued: "Xiaoli, I don't blame you. I know Li Chengxin won't listen to you any more. He has long forgotten our Ou family. He has today been given to him by the Ou family. He is an ungrateful white eyed wolf! Don't talk about him! He wanted me all over the world, and thought I could really get away with it? Think he can really get what he wants? "

Ou Xiaoli knows what ou Xiaomei thinks. She must be wandering around and going to every country. In this way, it's hard for anyone to find her. However, why doesn't she think about it? Now, there are people who are wanted on the Internet. As long as someone recognizes her and reports her on the Internet, she will be finished!

"Sister, be careful! At these times, you'd better stay away from home and never go anywhere! " Said Ou Xiaoli.

"Ha ha, Xiaoli, don't you know your sister? If I'm so easy to get caught, it's not Ou Xiaomei! " Ou Xiaomei said with a smile.

"Elder sister, that's it. We won't talk much. Just know you're safe! When the wind is over, you can get in touch with your family, OK? " Ou Xiaoli wants to hang up immediately. She is afraid that the phone at home will be monitored, so Ou Xiaomei is in danger!

"Ha ha, don't worry. Even if someone knows my current position, it's OK. I won't stay in the same place all the time. It's not so easy for them to catch me!" Ou Xiaomei said, "today, I suddenly had a sharp jump in my right eyelid. I want to know if my mother is OK?"

"Sister --" Ou Xiaoli heard Ou Xiaomei say so, immediately her nose became sour, and her tears fell out, "sister, mom has been calling your name tonight, and she has been thinking about you!"

"Ah --" Ou Xiaomei's heart was aching! It turns out that today's right eyelid is always jumping. It's mom calling her and thinking about her! So there is such a strong telepathy between them!

"Mom, is she OK?" Ou Xiaomei also asked chokingly.

Over 50 years old, she has to wander abroad. She can't go back to her home. Even her old mother can't serve her!

Why did you listen to that damn Jack in the first place? Just want to run away with money? Why can't you do serious things well and spend the last period of time with your mother at home?

Ou Xiaomei is a little sorry!

I think of my mother who has been dying. I think of my mother who has not many days to come. She has never had a kind of heartache surging up. She has never been sad!

My mother is already unconscious, but still worried about her!

What a shame for her unfilial daughter!

"Xiaoli, I'm sorry for mom, I'm sorry for Dad, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for this family..." Ou Xiaomei said this confession for the first time.

Ou Xiaoli listens to Ou Xiaomei's choking words, her heart is also pulled together!

My sister finally said her heart, so many years, she never said sorry to the family! Even when she did the most outrageous, when she said so heartless words to her father, she didn't realize her fault! Always make parents sad!

Now my father is gone, and my mother is gone. She finally realizes her mistake! Finally know that I am sorry for this family!

But what if I'm sorry? I can't go back!