Privacy of female teachers

He also knows that some officials have families outside their homes, and even raise many lovers and children.

However, Li Chengxin never wanted to hold a woman outside to give birth to a son for him. Never had such an idea!

However, when he heard the girl said to do off the child, his heart is tight to pain! It hurts, it hurts!

Although he worried about the unexpected pregnancy of the girl, when the child really came, he really wanted him to make a decision to give up the child, he was reluctant to give up!

That's his flesh and blood, the flesh and blood that he got by accident after he was old!

However, the child disappeared from the world without his knowledge!

This makes him how heartache!

Girl at least to discuss with him, let him decide whether to give birth to this child?

But she didn't! She was so presumptuous and took away their children!

"Girl, why don't you wait for me to come back and make a decision?" He said with heartache, but his tears slipped into his eyes.

"I want to wait - send you a message, you won't, call you, you turn off - where can I find you?" Liang Xiaosu couldn't control it any more and cried loudly!

Why does it only appear now! Why did you tell her to wait for his decision until now? Why?

Hear the girl cry, his heart is broken! It's really broken!

He knew he shouldn't blame her! He has no reason to blame her! Do abortion for a girl, is how painful how sad thing! The girl must hope that he can give her a reply, that he can appear beside her and deal with this matter with him, but she can't wait for his reply. She must be very sad!

This time is the time when the girl is most sad, hurt and need comfort. How can he blame her? How could he have the heart to blame her?

"Girl, I'm sorry, Li Wang let you suffer --" he also said with tears, "tell me, where are you?"

"I'm in the Party School -" Liang Xiaosu cried for a long time. When she heard Li Wang's words, her heart felt a little better, and she sobbed with tears.

Li Chengxin did not expect that she would come to class so soon! Can the body recover so quickly?

"Girl, have you recovered?" He asked.

"Good --" she said faintly, and finally stopped crying.

Maybe she cried too much some time ago, and now she feels that she can control her feelings more than before.

She wanted to ask, where have you been for so long? Why don't you call me? However, all of a sudden, she didn't want to ask.

Where is he going? What is he going to do? Can I tell you this little girl?

Li Chengxin felt that the girl's mood was a little wrong, and the words he said were a little cold. It seems that the pain in her heart has been branded shadow.

"Girl - I'm very busy in Beijing this time - come over in the evening, and I'll tell you in detail, OK? Girl, Li Wang missed you Li Chengxin said very affectionately.

He really wanted to see the girl, missed her, and wanted to see her now.

It's really hard for her to undertake such a big thing by herself!

"No, I can't go. I'm not comfortable," Liang Xiaosu said, biting his lips, but some of his tears fell down.

She didn't want to see him! For such a long time, she was thinking about him every day, waiting for him, waiting for him!

Now he's back, he's going to see her, but suddenly she doesn't think she should go to see him again! Really can't go any more?

He can go for more than ten days without any news, which shows that he doesn't care about her at all, and he doesn't care about her at all!

So why does she care so much about him? No, she can't be like this any more, taking a man she shouldn't have as her whole!

"Girl, I know your current situation. I asked Xiaoguan to pick you up. I just want to see you. I'm sorry, Li Wang is really busy. It's a big and big thing at home. It's happened in this holiday... Girl, it's not that Li Wang doesn't miss you, Li Wang also misses you, and every day I miss you... But it's a big thing at Li Wang's home, if you know, I'm sure you can understand... When you come, I'll tell you, OK? Don't be willful, girl -- "

He knew the girl was angry with him.

It's so hard to be with a girl. She never got angry with him. The girl is not a stingy woman who likes to be angry, but this time, the girl's heart is really hurt too much, he can understand the girl's mood.

When Liang Xiaosu listened to Li Chengxin's explanations, tears came again.

She just can't learn to refuse him, can't harden her heart to him! Listening to his voice, her heart softened! The line of defense that was originally intended to be erected was suddenly disintegrated!

She also believes that Li Wang has a hard time. Otherwise, how could he not turn on the computer for more than ten days and not read information?

But what on earth made him disappear for more than ten days, leaving her completely behind?

She really wants to know.

She finally nodded and said, "well --"

Hearing her reply, his heart suddenly relaxed, "girl, I'll let Xiaoguan pick you up at night."

At night, when Liang Xiaosu appeared in front of him, Li Chengxin was almost shocked: is this still his girl? Why ten days no see, become so haggard so thin?

"Girl -" he could not help holding her tightly in his arms!

He felt her thin body, and now holding her in his arms, she looked even thinner!

"Sorry, girl, let you suffer --" he said kissing her, "why don't you wait for me to come back to decide, girl, why don't you ask me to make plans again?"

He didn't say it was OK. When he said it, her tears were irrepressible!

She swung her fist on his chest and said in tears, "can I wait for you? It's like you've disappeared from the world! Do you know how painful my heart is? I don't dare to tell anyone, I can only bear the pain alone

He grabbed her hand, kissed her, and said painfully, "girl, do you know that Li Wang likes children? If I know, I won't let you kill this child! I'll tell you, give birth to our baby! "

Liang Xiaosu looked at him strangely! Staring at him, motionless, then she fell into his arms and cried——

It turns out that her dream is true! In the dream, Li Wang told her to protect their son well and protect their son well - but she killed their child herself! She killed their children herself——

"Ah... Li Wang... I'm sorry... I dreamed of your words. In my dream, you told me to protect our son, but I couldn't wait for your reply, so I decided to give up our child - Li Wang, I'm sorry, I can't give up, I really can't."

Liang Xiaosu's hands tightly grasped his arms, and his nails were all dug into his flesh!

Her heart aches! If only she could insist and wait until Li Wang comes back to make a decision! How nice to have their baby! She believes that if Li Wang wants to have this child, naturally there will be Li Wang's arrangement. She believes that Li Wang can arrange all this well——

But, but - but the child is gone, he has not had time to grow up, he was abandoned by her own hands, she felt that she was a sinner, a most cruel mother——

Liang Xiaosu was so sad that he almost fainted——

Li Chengxin hugged her and felt that her body was as light as goose feather. She had no weight at all——

Looking at the girl who was about to collapse, he picked her up and gently put her on the bed——

"I'm sorry, girl. It's all Li Wang's fault. It's Li Wang's fault. Li Wang didn't reply to you, which made you suffer so much. But Li Wang really has something to do. Forgive me, girl."

Li Chengxin fondly stroked her cheek and slowly told her what happened at home on the national day.

Liang Xiaosu closed her eyes and couldn't stop her tears, but she didn't blame him. She knew that under such circumstances, he had no choice.

If we want to blame, we can only blame God for playing tricks on people! Let this child come too bad time, let Li Wang's father-in-law go too bad time, let all these become between them cannot erase the pain——

It's hard to disobey God's will when nature makes people! Li Chengxin sighed in his heart!

Perhaps, he really should not have such extravagant hope, extravagant hope to have a child! God has given him enough, if he is not satisfied, it is against the heaven!

There is a way in life. Sometimes, there must be one. Don't ask for it all the time!

Let it go when it's gone——

"Girl, don't be sad. It's all life. You can't fight with life. Don't think about it any more. Keep your body healthy, you know?"

"Well --" Liang Xiaosu nodded, hugged Li Wang and wept again——

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After returning to work, Li Chengxin became unusually busy.

He used to be in charge of politics and law, discipline inspection system and Organization Department. Later, he accepted the work of Gu Weiying, who was in charge of personnel, establishment, supervision, labor, social insurance, price statistics and so on.

The bigger the stall, the better for officials. The bigger the stall, the more power!

Li Chengxin is not greedy for this power. On the contrary, he wants to take this opportunity to do a good job and show his ability.

After all, Lao Gu is also a hard-working leader, and his work is vigorous and resolute. After Li Chengxin takes over his stall, if he just goes step by step without any change or breakthrough, he will not be able to show his leadership ability.

Of course, to change and break through is not a blind toss.

In this year's work report, the general secretary also specifically mentioned this word: don't be reckless!

In order to avoid blind tossing, Li Chengxin insisted on going to various places to do more research, go for a walk and be grounded, so as to avoid blind tossing.

Often running down, Li Chengxin's time in the provincial Party committee is less, and Liang Xiaosu's number of visits to Yindu Hotel is naturally less.

In the past, when Li Chengxin was in the province, he would let Liang Xiaosu pass whenever he had a chance. After the long holiday, they only saw one side and have not met again.

It seems that after experiencing the pain of that time, they left something in their hearts.

What exactly is it? Liang Xiaosu is also unclear.