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What should she do?

Just as she was struggling, a voice rang out in her ear: Xiaosu, there will be no result between you and him, let alone children, no! What to do when a child is born? You can't give him a complete family, you can't let him enjoy the warmth of a family like a normal child, which is unfair to the child - you have to do this child! Don't hesitate, Xiaosu!

This is what Du Ruiqi said!

Yes, we can't hesitate! Last time, Du Ruiqi strongly advised her to be a child, and it's better not to tell him or let him know——

Liang Xiaosu seems to wake up suddenly!

Yes! No children! After deciding to kill the child, she told herself that she couldn't have a baby with him! Absolutely not! When a child is born, there will be a lot of problems! He can't call Li Wang his father or his real identity publicly. He will always live in this world like an invisible man. Moreover, once he is known to be an illegitimate child, he will never be able to lift his head! It's not fair to children!

It's better not to bring a child into the world than to let him suffer so much injustice at birth!

Liang Xiaosu suddenly stood up, picked up the box of pills and swallowed it without hesitation!

What a strong medicine!

Liang Xiaosu thinks that this medicine is the worst and most lethal in the world! It can kill the children who have not yet formed. What a huge toxicity it has!

She drank a few mouthfuls of water, and soon felt very uncomfortable in her stomach! A violent nausea surged up and made her want to vomit uncontrollably!

She rushed into the bathroom, lay down on the washbasin and vomited——

Vomit for a while, vomit out some sour water, but did not see to eat the pill was vomit out!

Did it digest so quickly? Or has it melted and turned into sour water to be spit out?

She didn't know. She just felt dizzy and weak.

Dragging her heavy feet back to the bedroom, she fell on the bed, pulled on the quilt, wrapped herself up, and then fell asleep——

Vaguely, she walked into a maze, where the lights were shining, and the colorful patterns on the walls were like the color paintings of children, which she liked very much.

She happily stroked the paintings, next to a child's tender voice: Mom, you see, that is my painting, beautiful?

Hehe, it's beautiful! What a wonderful painting, baby! Mother said happily.

Mom, mom, you see, I drew that little white rabbit, too! Said the child with pride.

Wow, that's a good painting! How lovely the rabbit is! Baby is a talented painter! Mother said with pride.

Liang Xiaosu turned as like as two peas, and saw a young mother who looked exactly like her. He was holding a very cute son, looking at the paintings on the wall.

Just as she looked at the mother and son, the two also turned their heads to look at her——

Thirsty is, at this moment, all the lights in the maze suddenly went out! In the dark, all the beautiful paintings on the wall have turned into all kinds of ferocious and terrifying faces, flashing white light in the dark and rushing at her constantly! But that pair of mother and son, but in the dark issued a sad smile, and then disappeared in front of her eyes! The labyrinth becomes like a hell in a moment!

Ah - ah - Li Wang - Li Wang - Liang Xiaosu screamed with fright, holding his hands in the air——

Opening her eyes, she found that she had a dream! A nightmare!

What a terrible dream! She was soaked in sweat! My heart is beating, too.

She turned on the desk lamp at the head of the bed, sat up, and found that her shadow was so lonely. In such a cold winter night, she was awakened by nightmares. If Wang Li was around, she would not be afraid of anything!

But, but - at the moment, Li Wang also sleeps alone in that spacious house——

How she hopes to have a space-time shuttle, so that she can instantly appear in Li Wang's side, or let Li Wang come to her side——

She held the pillow and her tears slipped down——

That child just now, isn't it the one she once killed? Why do you have such a dream?

She felt terrible! Dry mouth, the whole body will collapse!

She picked up the glass on the table and took a drink. It was cold! A bitter cold made her shiver involuntarily——

She huddled into the bed——

She did not dare to turn out the light, for fear that she would suddenly enter the darkness and dream of the terrible maze just now, and she would see those ferocious faces!

She just kept her eyes open and didn't dare to sleep for a long time——

Li Chengxin, who is in the provincial city, can't sleep for a long time after answering the girl's phone call.

He was not easily influenced by emotions, but the girl's phone call tonight made him feel very different. He couldn't say what was different. I just feel that the girl is very strange, not in the right mood, very depressed.

Later, he wanted to call again, but he was afraid that she would go to bed. They talked for too long, but they couldn't go to sleep!

This kind of feeling of concern really made him feel uneasy!

It won't be like this for a long time!

A man who works outside for a long time is used to loneliness, which has become a part of his life!

He also knows that as long as he is willing to go out, a person's life can be very rich.

Many people around him, like him, work alone in Jiangnan Province, without their wives and children, including secretary Wu, the top leader. Their wives and children are all in Beijing.

Some of these people like to play cards, some like to play mahjong, and some like to go out to the club. They have all kinds of hobbies.

As long as you like what kind of life, to his level of leadership, subordinates will provide you with the corresponding place, vote for your good, to serve you very happy!

However, Li Chengxin never plays cards, mahjong or clubs. He doesn't have these hobbies!

Most of all, he would go out to eat, then do a healthy physical therapy and sauna, go back to his room and write, read books, stick to his daily work and rest time, and keep exercising.

This is also the reason why Ou Xiaoli is more at ease with him. Because he has no bad habits!

Of course, like women, this is all normal men like things, except physiological abnormal!

However, Li Chengxin had never been so attentive to a woman before. The girl was the second woman he met in his life besides Ou Xiaoli, who made him unable to extricate himself from his love!

Ou Xiaoli can't be said to be his first love. Li Chengxin also had a short first love in his educated youth life.

However, Ou Xiaoli was the woman he loved most when he was young.

Because Ou Xiaoli is really a very good woman, a lady from a big family, a famous family, talented and beautiful, knowledgeable and reasonable, and loves him very much!

What about Liang Xiaosu? He didn't know why he cared so much about her?

In terms of appearance and talent, it should be said that she is under the young Ou Xiaoli. The only difference between her and Ou Xiaoli is that she is so simple that she is almost an idiot! Ou Xiaoli is a very smart woman! They are definitely different types!

Maybe it's the simplicity and loveliness of the girl that makes the old man obsessed with him! There is her kind of weak feeling, let him have a kind of instinct to protect her, take care of her, love her, he thinks she needs him, he has enough strong power to protect her, can support the sky for her! Shelter her from the wind and rain!

Of course, there is also one of the most critical, that is, the feeling of being with a girl, especially beautiful! It's a feeling he didn't find in any other woman! The girl gave him a virgin body, which also made him treasure it!

Many, many reasons, let him worry about her, can't stop! Even if Uncle Wu warned him, he could not control himself not to see her and ignore her!

Sometimes the power of emotion is so great! Can control a person's rationality, can let a person become crazy!

Li Chengxin closed his eyes, his mind churning with the girl together with the lens, really is more and more excited!

I wish the girl was by my side now!

At last, he thought that his physiology would respond! Strong reaction! Make him unable to sleep, had to rely on their own imagination to play a bit of two finger zen Kung Fu, his own release!

Finally, Li Chengxin forced himself to sleep

At dawn, Liang Xiaosu was awakened by the alarm!

Wake up, dizzy, feeling still in which terrible maze——

I had to go to work with a strong spirit. I wanted to go to the canteen for breakfast, but I didn't have any appetite. I felt very uncomfortable in my stomach. It seemed that the taste of the pill was still in my mouth. It was so uncomfortable!

After drinking some hot water, she sat in the office in a daze——

The phone rings on the desk. Du Ruiqi asks her to come over.

Liang Xiaosu cheered up and came to Du Ruiqi's office.

Du Ruiqi watched her come in and stared at her in surprise: "Xiaosu, what's the matter with you? You look so ugly? "

Do you look bad? Subconsciously, she touched her cheek, then said with a forced smile, "I didn't sleep well last night, and my stomach was uncomfortable."

"Oh, do you want to see it?" Du Ruiqi asked with concern.

"No, no --" Liang Xiaosu shook his head and said, "maybe I have a cold. Just take some medicine."

"Have you had breakfast?" Du Ruiqi asked.

"I didn't eat it. I had a bad stomach. I couldn't eat it," Liang Xiaosu said weakly, leaning against the sofa.

"Xiaosu, you can't do this, you have to eat something first, otherwise, you don't have any physical strength at all --" Du Ruiqi said and asked the Secretary Xiao Xia to come in, "Xiao Xia, you go to the canteen to get some hot noodle soup."

Xiao Xia soon went down, and after a while, a bowl of hot noodle soup came up.

"Eat quickly, eat some hot noodles, the stomach is not uncomfortable!" Du Ruiqi looked at her and said.