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Besides, her business and his business are of two kinds, OK?

"You see, when it comes to you, you avoid it!" Ding Huaming said, "I have wanted to ask you for a long time. Are you really in love with that old man?"

Liang Xiaosu doesn't like people to call Li Wang old man! He is not old at all in her heart! Not old at all! Why call him old man!

"He's not old!" She glared at Ding Huaming and said, "I just fell in love with him!"

Liang Xiaosu looked at Ding Huaming's attitude, which is completely like death! How to drop it? I just love him! What's your business?

"Ha ha, you little girl, it's really changed!" Ding Huaming looked at Liang Xiaosu in front of him in surprise, "if I didn't hear you say it yourself, I would not believe that you are playing for real! Xiaosu, you said that the affair between Ma Lili and me was dangerous, but you didn't? Your risk factor is higher! Did you forget the last Internet incident? You are a chain that is bound. You are both prosperous and you are not! As long as someone holds on to your business, you and that old man will end at the same time! Have you thought about it? "

"I repeat, he's not old!" Liang Xiaosu said angrily, "I thought that I would just bind myself to him and prepare to bind him for a lifetime. I believe that Wang Li has the ability to protect me. I can't do without him any more."

"You're completely fooling yourself!" Ding Huaming said, "can there be love in officialdom? Can you have real feelings between you? No one will believe it! Xiaosu, don't be silly. Wake up early and find a reliable man to marry. Don't hang yourself on a tree that doesn't belong to you at all. It's not worth the loss! "

"I don't want to get married, because I can't accept others, and I can't forget Li Wang. If I get married, but I'm still with Li Wang, I feel sorry for my own man. Therefore, I don't want to let another person bear my own fault. It's my fault, and it has nothing to do with others! I'm responsible for my own choice! " Liang Xiaosu said firmly.

"You're on your own? Can you afford it? Where do you put your parents' feelings? Can they accept you to be single all your life? Have you ever thought that the harm you do to them is fatal? " Ding Huaming looked at Liang Xiaosu and said, he really didn't expect this silly girl to sink so deep!

He thinks that Liang Xiaosu, like many women in officialdom, wants to be close to a powerful man, and then walk smoothly in officialdom with this man's power! However, she is really in love with this old man who should not love! Isn't it that I've spent my whole life on it?

"I thought, this is also my most uncomfortable, I just can't face my parents, can't persuade them --" Liang Xiaosu said, tears!

How could she not understand her parents' sadness? However, she could not persuade herself to get out of Li Wang's feelings and accept other men again.

Moreover, she felt that she was no longer worthy of being a wife! She gave all the best things for a woman to Li Wang. Li Wang is her man. Even if there is no marriage and no result, she admits it!

"Xiaosu, feelings are uncontrollable. I know that, but marriage can be managed! You can combine the two together, living a stable family life and managing your feelings. There are so many things like this now. Why do you have to choose to be single? It's too expensive and the secular world can't tolerate it! " Ding Huaming said.

Liang Xiaosu understands Ding Huaming's meaning. He wants Liang Xiaosu to get married and have children, and then he can maintain such a relationship with Li Wang! Just like Ding Huaming now, with his wife at home and Ma Lili outside, marriage and love games are both right! But she didn't want to, and she couldn't! In that case, it's not fair to anyone, it's not good! And she wants to be sandwiched between two men. In this way, it's not life, it's pure torture, it's life is worse than death!

"Brother, I've convinced myself, but I really can't! I can only choose one side, or stay with Li Wang, or completely break up with him, accept another man, enter the marriage - but I can't do the latter! I can't persuade myself to accept other men, and I can't be a good wife. I don't want to harm others and myself! It's easier to live alone. Even if it's hurt, it's my own business. At most, I dare not face my parents - but I believe my parents will understand me in the end - "Liang Xiaosu said with his head down, tears falling down.

"They can't understand it, they can't understand it all their life --" Ding Huaming said, "if you don't get married, it's the pain in their heart forever!"

"Brother, stop it. I beg you to stop it, OK?" Liang Xiaosu's heart is too painful to attach. He doesn't want to mention it, but everyone has to mention it!

"OK, I'll take you out for a walk." Ding Huaming said and drove the car out.

At the gate of Xinjiang Park, Ma Lili has been waiting for a long time.

After getting on the bus, she was surprised to see Liang Xiaosu's expression!

What's the matter with the brother and sister? Is it a fight?

Ding Huaming didn't open his mouth when he saw Ma Lili for the first time. Instead, he drove on his own.

The car has been driving for a long time. After driving for a long time, Ding Huaming finally stopped the car.

It's far away from the city, completely to the outskirts. There is no traffic in the city, only the tranquility and killing in the countryside.

During the Cold Spring Festival, this place seems lonely and desolate. There is nothing planted in the farmland around the levee. It is still the rice roots left after the harvest of late rice. I also see one or two green fields. It is estimated that they are rape planted by hardworking farmers.

After getting off the bus, the three people all looked at the distance silently.

Ding Huaming was the first to walk up the embankment.

The embankment of Xinjiang River is very high. After climbing it, you can see Xinjiang River.

In winter, the water level of Xinjiang River is very low, exposing many potholes. In the distant grassland, one or two buffaloes can eat grass there, but no one is seen.

Ding Huaming grew up next to the Xinjiang River. He has a good water quality and used to swim in the river when he was a child. At that time, the water level of Xinjiang River was very high, the river was clear, and there were a lot of fish and shrimp. In summer, the boys go underground in groups to catch fish and shrimp.

However, the Xinjiang River is different from the past, because the river sand has been stolen seriously, and the riverbed has been cut seriously. It is said that children are often drowned in the river in summer vacation, and few people dare to swim in the river later!

This river, which used to be the summer paradise for young people, has become the river of death in a sense.

Moreover, the river is not as open as it used to be. Because there are two bridges across the Xinjiang River, one is expressway, the other is high-speed railway.

The two bridges are not far apart. Like two parallel lines, they cut across the Xinjiang River and invisibly divide it into many blocks.

What separates these two bridges is Ding Huaming's best childhood memory.

Now standing here, for the first time, he felt that there was a long way to go.

When he left Xinjiang for Beijing University, he came here for a long time. At that time, he felt that life was full of hope! A bright future beckons to him from afar!

But now his mood was different.

Liang Xiaosu's words just now really entered his heart.

He's also afraid. He's afraid that there's something wrong with playing with Ma Lili like this. It's really going to destroy everything he's worked hard for!

It's not easy for him to go from Xinjiang, a small city, to Beijing, where he lives and has a wonderful life! As everyone knows, it's a dream for many college students to take root in a city like Beijing! However, he Ding Huaming is smooth to achieve these things that others can not achieve! When people, today's everything is not easy, his own efforts, he knows!

But it's very easy to destroy it!

He can't afford such a price!

He felt the real danger for the first time!

We have to end this relationship with Ma Lili! He told himself in his heart.

Liang Xiaosu is standing on the left side of Ding Huaming. She is shivering by the cold wind on the levee! I feel cold when I go out. Now I feel even colder when I stand here!

She shrunk, her hands in the pockets of her coat, her face turned purple by the wind.

Ma Lili stands on the right side of Ding Huaming. She looks at the silent Ding Huaming from time to time. She doesn't know why he suddenly becomes so cold today. Seeing that she doesn't speak, she still doesn't speak here, so she stares at Xinjiang River.

There is no scenery on the river. What is he looking at? What are you thinking?

"What's the matter?" Ma Lili approached him and asked.

Ding Huaming took a subconscious look at her, forced out a smile, and said: "nothing. I think of the scene of swimming here when I was a child. In a flash, more than 20 years have passed."

Ma Lili smiles and says, "you're not old enough to miss the past."

"Ha ha, the memory of childhood is the best. Don't you miss childhood?" Ding Huaming said with a smile.

"No, I don't miss the past, I just look to the future!" Ma Lili Li said, "the past has passed. What we should miss is the most important now. The future is unknown, but it is worth expecting."

How free and easy! Ding Huaming looks at Ma Lili and thinks that there are not many women like her!

"Go back, it's too cold here!" Liang Xiaosu couldn't help saying that she really felt that she had a cold. How could she feel so bad!

"OK, let's find a place to eat!" Ding Huaming said, "I thought there was something to eat in the farm near here. It seems that people have a rest for the Spring Festival! Well, let's go back downtown. What would you like to eat? "