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"I'll go to see her tomorrow," Li Chengxin said. "We'll go to the old lady's side as before, and spend the new year with the old lady to make the old lady happy."

"OK," said Ou Xiaoli, "Mom will be happy!"

"I haven't been to see the old lady for a long time. I'm very ashamed!" Li Chengxin said, "tomorrow, I'll pick something for the old lady that she likes to eat. You can go with me. You know what the old lady likes to eat and what she can eat."

"No, there's food at home. The old lady can't eat any more now --" said Ou Xiaoli. "As long as you arrive, the old lady will be the happiest."

"Good! However, it's also my intention to bring something to the old lady. Besides, it's new year's day, so I should bring some gifts. I've brought some local products from Jiangnan province. They're all rice and oil. There's nothing the old lady can eat alone. We'd better go shopping, "Li Chengxin said.

"Well, I'll go with you!" Ou Xiaoli said, "my brother's family will also go to my mother's side for the new year, as well as my elder sister. My elder sister said that she has found a new boyfriend and is expected to take her home for the new year, so the old lady will be very happy this year!"

"Just be happy, we'll make the old lady happy --" Li Chengxin said. "The old lady has worked hard all her life. She should have a happy old age. That's it. It's late. It's time to rest!"

Li Chengxin then stood up and prepared to go to the study.

"Chengxin --" Ou Xiaoli looks at him and shouts.

Li Chengxin turns around and looks at her. He knows what she wants to say.

"In the study, I made a bed for you," said Ou Xiaoli.

Li Chengxin was stunned in an instant!

He thought that Ou Xiaoli would say something to him about her beating Liang Xiaosu with Ou Xiaomei. Unexpectedly, he didn't mention it, nor did she! Both of them seem to regard it as nonexistent! However, this matter clearly left a deep mark in their hearts, and both of them were scarred!

However, no one is willing to mention it!

Yes, no one will take the initiative to uncover this scabby scar! Because as long as you gently tear, the scab will be torn, and blood will flow out again! This is true of Ou Xiaoli, and even more so of Li Chengxin!

Well, don't mention it! Just, in the heart of this Kaner, they will never pass.

"OK, I'll go to the study and sleep!" Li Chengxin said, without looking back, he went to the study.

Originally, he was also going to sleep in the study. After both of them were like this, could they still have the same bed and pillow? However, he thought that Ou Xiaoli would take the initiative to talk about it with him, but they were all silent about it. They would rather die in their heart than say a word.

"Chengxin --" Ou Xiaoli called again.

Li Chengxin stopped, but didn't look back. He didn't know what else Ou Xiaoli would say. Since neither of them wants to talk about it, there is nothing to talk about.

"Chengxin, I hope - tomorrow, no, during the Chinese new year, our family will be as happy as before in front of my mother and my brother. Even if it's pretended, I hope to make the old lady happy. I hope my brother won't worry about me, OK?" Said Ou Xiaoli.

Li Chengxin responded with no expression: "OK, I will do it according to your requirements. Don't worry."

Ou Xiaoli knows that Li Chengxin is holding a breath in her heart. From the moment he entered the house, he became strange. It's different from before.

But she didn't think she was wrong! She didn't hurt Liang Xiaosu! What's more, for a woman who has stolen her man, does she have to care for her? Liang Xiaosu should be punished for doing such a thing! It's retribution! What she deserves! As for the two children, although they are innocent, they should not have come to this world!

Although such a thing is cruel! But it's happened. It's providence! God is punishing Liang Xiaosu! It's God who won't let them have such immoral affairs! Why didn't Li realize his mistake? On the contrary, I hate her in my heart! The first thing to reflect on is Li Chengxin himself! It was he who brought fatal harm to two women! Liang Xiaosu has pain, she also has pain, her pain will not be lighter than liang Xiaosu!

Liang Xiaosu's pain is visible, but her pain is invisible!

Why does Li Chengxin never consider her feelings?

"Chengxin - I know what you think in your heart," said Ou Xiaoli. "You haven't been home for such a long time, and you haven't given me any phone calls or information. You are telling me that we have reached such an irreparable situation, aren't you?"

Li Chengxin doesn't want to say this, it makes him feel bad! My heart is stinging! Come back to celebrate the new year, in fact, is to give the old lady a comfort, is to maintain a seemingly complete home, is to do for others to see! Besides, there seems to be no other significance!

"Xiaoli, we are very clear about the problems between us. I don't want to talk about it. It's meaningless! I know that I have made unforgivable mistakes. I should be punished, and I have been punished. God has made me severely punished. So, let's call it a day! Let's not mention it any more, let it pass quietly and forever -- "Li Chengxin said.

"Is it OK?" Asked Ou Xiaoli.

"I don't know - maybe, time will let everything pass, I hope so -" Li Chengxin said, "Nini, our daughter, is very sensible. She is our pride and our common concern. Even in order to satisfy our children's wishes, we should let some things pass slowly --"

"Well, that's it. Let time take away the past and let everything be the past," said Ou Xiaoli, with a deep sadness in her voice.

She knows that some things are difficult to pass.

What happened in the past is the matter, what can't pass is the mood.

Li Chengxin can't get by, neither can she——

Li Chengxin came to the study, where everything was so familiar. This large room facing south was designed by Ou Xiaoli as his study in order to give him a space for independent thinking and a quiet space for reading and thinking. He has never slept in this study for so many years. Occasionally, when someone comes from his hometown, he will let the guests deal with him in the study all night,

Now, however, he was surprised to find that the single bed had already been bedded, and this was where he was going to sleep tonight.

Such a big home, such a luxurious home, but he has to sleep alone on the single bed in the study, to spend the happy Spring Festival of the whole country.

Who in the world knows what he, Li Chengxin, the governor of Jiangnan Province, is feeling at the moment?

The next morning, Li Chengxin still woke up at half past six.

This biological clock is so accurate no matter where it goes.

One night sleeping in this narrow single bed, Li Chengxin felt really uncomfortable. He always sleeps in a big bed, one meter eight two meter big bed. He is a big man who can stretch freely and is used to sleeping on all fours. Last night, he was sleeping on such a temporary single sofa bed with only one meter or so. It was really uncomfortable.

But it's better to be uncomfortable than to sleep with someone who doesn't feel like it! Li Chengxin thinks that this single bed in his family will be his place in the future. Every time he goes home, he has to sleep here.

This family, he has no status, Ou Xiaoli has given up on him.

Li Chengxin also thought, listen to her daughter Nini, for her daughter, put down the airs to admit their mistakes, and make up with Ou Xiaoli. However, it seems that there is no need for it now, because he finds that Ou Xiaoli is very indifferent to him.

In Ou Xiaoli's heart, he can't erase the shadow that he and Liang Xiaosu are together, and in his heart, he can't forget the little bit that he is with the girl.

In this case, it doesn't make sense to admit it or not.

That's it! Anyway, he doesn't have much time to come back all the year round. He has to come back for the Spring Festival. Usually, even if he comes back, he doesn't have to go home to live. There's so much space outside. Where can't he be a big man and a big governor? As long as he is willing, there are people waiting to serve him every minute to make him happy.

Li Chengxin got up and stretched out his sore shoulder. This single bed is not only small, but also hard. He has never slept before. It's very cold, with old arms and legs. When he sleeps in such a bed, his body is not strong.

He opened the curtain and found out of the window is a world of silver!

It's snowing! There was no sign yesterday. It snowed at night! This white world adds a surprise to the Spring Festival!

Yes, it's snowing! Li Chengxin likes this snowy world very much.

He stood in front of the window and began to stretch his muscles. After a while of proper exercise, he opened the door and came to the living room outside. He found that the doors of Ou Xiaoli and Nini were closed and they were still sleeping!

He's the only one with such accurate biological clock that he can't sleep in in winter. What a miserable man!

Li made fun of himself. He went to the restaurant and poured a glass of warm water. After drinking it, he exercised for a while and sweated a little. Then he felt more comfortable.

This man can only enjoy happiness, not suffering! Just sleep a night of hard single bed, bone is not comfortable! When he was jumping in line in the countryside, what did he suffer? Not to mention sleeping on a wooden bed, it's common to sleep directly on the mud.

At that time, the production team often engaged in large-scale collective labor. When it came to water conservancy construction in winter, everyone ate and lived outside. It was so cold and windy that they put up a simple tent and went to sleep with their clothes. Sometimes when they woke up from the cold at night, they had to continue to force themselves to sleep.

The living conditions at that time, however bitter they were, were not carried over the same way. Of course, at that time, he was young, strong and energetic. He was not afraid of anything. As long as he had a sleep, he would still be energetic and do physical work the next day.

However, I can't do it now. I obviously feel that my body is not as good as before. I'm not old enough!