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She hopes that Li Chengxin can change his mind, that they can start again, that they can preserve the integrity of the family, and that their life will not be fragmented.

After all, they are all 50 years old. Why play the games that young people play?! Why do you make yourself so tired?! Why do you have a good day?! Why do you have to toss around?!

Sometimes Ou Xiaoli really wants to question Li Chengxin like this! Is that interesting?!

However, she knows that she can't talk to Li Chengxin like this, otherwise she can't talk about it at all. How can she talk about a new beginning?! That would only accelerate the separation and bring the two together.

Therefore, she warned herself that she must endure! For the sake of long-term peace, we must endure the present dissatisfaction. No matter how angry and opinionated you are, be patient. As the saying goes, if you endure for a while, you won't worry for a hundred days.

In this way, Ou Xiaoli made dinner and sat at home quietly waiting for Li Chengxin to come back.

Li Chengxin didn't want to go home for dinner, but Ou Xiaoli said that when he came back for dinner, he had to come back ahead of time.

Ruan Peiyun personally drove him downstairs.

Walking home, Li Chengxin had a strange feeling. He has not opened this heavy door for a long time. He has not come back to the home he once loved so much.

This family, many times, only exists in his dream, those once happy moments, also only exists in his memory.

He wanted to ring the doorbell. After thinking about it, he took out the key and opened the door——

When ou Xiaoli heard the sound of opening the door, she immediately came to the door! Her heart beat a little faster!

She quickly opened the door from the inside and saw that Li Chengxin was looking at her with the key in his hand——

"Back?" She asked with a smile.

Li Chengxin looked at her for a moment in a trance. He almost thought he had gone to the wrong house! In front of such a gentle woman, smiling woman, is it ou Xiaoli?!

How long has not seen Ou Xiaoli so warm smile! Li Chengxin seems to remember for a long time. When she came home a few times ago, Ou Xiaoli was expressionless every time she saw him. Sometimes she even turned to him with a tiger face.

How did you become so tender and warm this time?!

Stunned for a moment, Li Chengxin finally nodded his head and said, "well --"

"Come on, change shoes --" Ou Xiaoli took the bag from his hand, then took out her slippers from the shoe cabinet and welcomed him home with great warmth.

Li Chengxin is a bit flattered.

He found that Ou Xiaoli not only changed her attitude, but also her hairstyle. That big wavy hair, obviously after careful care, looks so stylish, and the face is also radiant, with delicate makeup, the whole person looks very elegant, more spiritual and beautiful than the previous few times.

Li Chengxin couldn't help looking at it more, but he didn't know which song Ou Xiaoli was going to sing tonight?!

"Wash your hands and eat." Ou Xiaoli looked at him and said in a soft voice.

"Good --" Li Chengxin went to the bathroom and washed his hands. He was turning violently in his mind. How could Ou Xiaoli suddenly make a 180 degree turn?! Do you really want to make up?!

Li Chengxin was shocked again when he came to the restaurant!

Ou Xiaoli prepared a candlelight dinner. She took out two candlesticks she seldom used, and also prepared red wine.

On the dining table are the steaks made by Ou Xiaoli herself, as well as all kinds of exquisite noodles.

It can be seen that today's dinner is well prepared by Ou Xiaoli. It's a very romantic western style candlelight dinner.

Li Chengxin remembers that they had such a dinner only at the beginning of their marriage. Later, they had children. After their work got busy, they never had it again.

I didn't expect that Ou Xiaoli spent so much effort to make this dinner tonight.

Li Chengxin was a little moved.

When ou Xiaoli turns on the stereo, beautiful light music comes from it. She turns her voice down. Light music is like flowing water, flowing slowly in every corner of the house.

Then, she lit the candle and turned off the light in the dining room. Immediately, the atmosphere at home was different. In the dim candle light, Ou Xiaoli looked so beautiful and noble. She looked at Li Chengxin affectionately, slowly raised her glass and said in a soft voice, "Chengxin, we're going back to our world tonight. This is what I've been dreaming of. Today is finally realized again - I'm very excited, What about you, Cheng Xin? "

Li Chengxin was so confused by the atmosphere that he didn't know what to say!

He didn't expect that Ou Xiaoli would welcome him home in such a way.

He would rather that she was indifferent to him. In that case, he felt normal. But now, all of a sudden, Ou Xiaoli is so tender, so tender, so romantic, so sensational, and this atmosphere is not suitable for his current mood.

Although he couldn't forgive Ou Xiaoli for hurting Xiaosu, he felt guilty after all. After all, he was the one who was sorry for ou Xiaoli first. It was he who betrayed the family, their marriage and love. What ou Xiaoli did is worth understanding as a woman and a wife.

He also wanted to understand her and forgive her, but he couldn't get over it if he thought of his two children in his heart. In addition, he was not willing to face up to Ou Xiaoli. Li Chengxin was also entangled with this complicated and tortured mood.

In fact, he wants to keep it half dead. He doesn't want to divorce, and he doesn't want to go back to the past with Ou Xiaoli, because they can't go back. Their heart knot is there. No matter when they think about it, they can't be relieved. It's a kind of hurt. Can they go back?!

"Xiaoli, you --" Li Chengxin looked at her, he really couldn't adapt to this atmosphere for a moment.

"Chengxin -" Ou Xiaoli came to him and looked at him tenderly, "let's forget the past and start a new life, OK?"

Li Chengxin looks at her strangely. This is what ou Xiaoli said?!

She is so noble that she never gives in to him. How can she say such a thing today?! Do you really want to go back to the past and start again?!

"Xiaoli -" Li Chengxin looked at her and didn't know what to say.

"Chengxin, our husband and wife for more than 20 years, we grew up together and helped each other. Our children were brought up together by us. We have too many common memories. Our lives have been integrated and we can't tell you from me, right?" Ou Xiaoli looked at him affectionately with expectation in her eyes.

"Xiaoli - I - we -" Li Chengxin muttered, but he didn't know how to express it.

Ou Xiaoli has made it clear that she wants to start over and live a good life. Can he say "no"?! Can he refuse her request?! No matter from which angle, he has no reason to refuse!

He thought about it, nodded and said, "OK."

However, he clearly heard his inner resistance, the tangled resistance!

"Chengxin -" Ou Xiaoli approached him, leaned on his chest, put her arms around his neck, and said excitedly, "you know, I'm waiting for you to go home every day, and I'm looking forward to your coming home every day. How I wish I could open the door one day and suddenly find you at home, just like before, look at me and smile, and then tell me what delicious food you've made for me --"

Li Chengxin closed his eyes, he can't do it! I really can't! He is not the Li Chengxin he used to be! He didn't have the time, let alone the mood.

Such days have really gone forever!

"I'm sorry, Xiaoli, I let you down, I'm not a good husband --" Li Chengxin stood with a wooden face, and didn't respond to her hug. He wanted to make himself like before, catering to her enthusiasm and embracing her tightly, but he still had resistance in his heart, unspeakable resistance.

It's not that Ou Xiaoli is bad, it's not really, but that his heart has gone far, really far away.

It's time to take it back?!

"No, no, Cheng Xin, don't say that --" Ou Xiaoli said immediately, "I've never been disappointed with you, really not. You are always my pride, the pride of our family, my parents, the pride of the whole Ou family and Li family. Cheng Xin, I love you! Love in the past, love now, love in the future, love you all the time, love you forever

Oh, my God! Li Chengxin closed his eyes. He didn't know whether he was in reality or in a dream!

How could it be like this tonight?! How could it be such a tender one?! What's wrong with that?! How did Ou Xiaoli suddenly change?!

Li Chengxin felt that he had an indescribable feeling in his heart. He was moved and helpless. He wanted to accept and resist——

All kinds of entanglement mixed together, really let him can't control his behavior, is the warm acceptance or the cold resistance?!

He still closed his eyes, his hand was still numb, there was no response.

Ou Xiaoli's mood has already come up. She has long been full of expectations for him. Now she leans on his chest and smells the man's smell on him. She has already gasped slightly. How she hopes Li Chengxin can respond to her warmly and tell her personally - I love you forever, Xiaoli!

However, she raised her head, eager eyes to see is the wooden closed eyes of Li Chengxin——

"What's the matter with you, Cheng Xin?" Seeing the tangled expression on Li Chengxin's face, Ou Xiaoli's excitement and expectation surged up in her heart. In an instant, she was pressed back more than half!

Women's hearts are sensitive.

Especially now, Ou Xiaoli is more sensitive.

Her heart to Li Chengxin's this sentiment is also very tangled, she both loves him, and hates him! She not only hopes that he will return, but also thinks that Li Chengxin can make a mistake in front of her, apologize, and sincerely repent for his own behavior, and then live a good life with her from now on, never to happen again!

However, she knew that it was very difficult, and her expectation was almost extravagant. Now, as long as Li Chengxin can return, she will win more than half!

Therefore, at the moment, even a small movement of Li Chengxin will make her have a lot of associations.