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Liang Xiaosu felt that his nose was sour in an instant! There are tears in the eyes——

She thought of the days when she was with Li Wang last year, the days when they were together day and night, the days when Li Wang accompanied her to dinner... Every time he would give her soup, and then said the same sentence: "girl, drink slowly --"

This warm feeling, like the current of happiness, spread all over her body in an instant, and her heart was softened in an instant!

However, she did not dare to let him find, can not let him find!

She lowered her head. Her long hair covered her cheek and her eyes. Li Chengxin was sitting on her side. She couldn't see the change of her expression. What's more, she was beginning to cry now!

Liang Xiaosu's hand holding the spoon is still a little trembling, her hand betrayed her!

Li Chengxin looked at her slightly shaking hand and knew that the girl's heart began to tremble again. She is a delicate but fragile woman, she is a very sensitive but feigned strong woman, he knows her too well!

"Girl -" Li Chengxin gently pressed her long hair on her ear with his hand. He found that there were crystal tears on her long eyelashes!

"Girl -" Li Chengxin put his hand around her shoulder and rubbed her warm hands on her shoulder. "Do you know how much I miss you?"?! Girl -- "

She pursed her mouth and tears came out uncontrollably. She wanted to tell him: I know, I know! I miss you,too!

But she couldn't say it! She only felt that there was a huge resistance in her throat, blocking her heart words in her chest, making her heart very depressed!

"Girl, look at me --" Li Chengxin put his hands around her shoulder and let her face him, "tell Li Wang, do you want to miss me?"

She bowed her head and didn't dare to look at him. She was afraid that if she only looked at him, she would completely melt herself!

However, her tears were gurgling down her cheeks.

"Girl, why do you want to embarrass yourself so much?! Why do you want to avoid me when you think of me?! Why? " Looking at her, Li Chengxin said painfully, "it's torture to you and me. It's a great torture."

She tried not to cry, but there was a choking sound in her throat. The depression in her heart almost swallowed her up!

"Girl - I'm sorry, it's me! I know that it's Wang Li who has hurt you and tortured you. I can't blame you. I can only blame myself. Do you know, girl, because of this, although I miss you very much, I dare not contact you. I dare not give you information and tell you when I miss you, I hope you can immediately appear in front of my eyes - "Li Chengxin hugged her and held her tightly in his arms.

Liang Xiaosu feels like a puppet, in front of him, in his arms, completely controlled by him, she has been unable to control herself!

He was familiar with the taste of men, so that she suddenly intoxicated! She is so eager for his warm and strong chest, she is so attached to him to bring her this sense of security, but - but this sense of security is not safe at all, not safe at all!

She used to think that behind him, she could have the world and become the safest and happiest woman.

However, she was wrong, she not only did not get the safety and happiness, but became the most miserable and painful woman in the world!

She lost everything she wanted, everything in an instant!

No, she can no longer revel in his arms, this is the gentle trap!

She closed her eyes and told herself firmly in her heart, let's go, Liang Xiaosu! Can't go back!

So, just when Li Chengxin was also intoxicated with the taste of her body, she pushed him away so firmly and broke free from his arms!

Li Chengxin originally closed his eyes to feel the long lost warmth. As soon as she pushed him away, he woke up instantly! Open your eyes and look at her!

Liang Xiaosu looked at him tearfully, his face full of tears, with endless pain and tangle, and his eyes full of sorrow and helplessness——

"Girl -" Li Chengxin looked at her, "say what you want, don't hold it in your heart! If you want to scold Wang Li, you can scold him happily. I understand your mood, and I can feel your pain - because your pain is also my pain! Girl -- "

Liang Xiaosu shook his head. In his eyes, Li Wang's appearance blurred. His short hair seemed to be mixed with silver hair, so obvious and dazzling——

Li Wang is old. Li Wang is thin. She hasn't seen him for several months. In her eyes, the tall man is old and looks so tired and haggard!

She remembered that she had said that he was not allowed to grow old, that he could not grow old, that he would never grow old, that he would always be young.

It's all dreamtalk. How ridiculous! Years make people old, everyone will be old, and no one can escape the laws of nature. However, Li Wang's aging is so fast, in front of him, it seems that he is getting old many years at once.

Before, she never felt that he was old, that he was so young, full of strength and charm. He is the male god in her heart.

However, why is the present Li Wang suddenly a lot older?! Is there really something wrong with your body?! Or is it because the relationship between them has come to such a half dead state today?!

Liang Xiaosu is not sure whether it is because of their feelings. However, she remembers that Ma Lili told her that it's easy for men to forget about their feelings, and only women can get lost in a relationship.

However, no matter what kind, in the face of Li Wang who suddenly aged, her heart was still so hurt——

She couldn't help reaching out and stroking his cheek, but she couldn't say a word——

Li Chengxin knows that the girl's heart is unable to forget him, more unable to abandon him.

He gently covered the back of her hand and held her hand tightly in his palm——

"Girl - I love you, I love you very much -" he looked at her and said, his eyes were moist with fog.

"Li Wang"

Liang Xiaosu finally sent out these two words from her throat, which were extremely difficult and sour. These two words brought her more tears——

"Girl -" Li Chengxin reached out and gently wiped away the tears on her face, "Li Wang wants to tell you, give Li Wang some time, let me handle my own affairs well, I will give an account of our feelings, OK?"

Liang Xiaosu was deeply shocked when he heard this! This is the first time that Wang Li said such a thing to her! Before, he never said, never said to give an account of the feelings between them! What does he mean by that?! Divorce his wife?! Really free and come with her?! Is that possible?! How is that possible?!

However, Li Wang is not an easy person to promise! Why does he say that?! Has it really begun to do so?!

"What are you talking about?" Liang Xiaosu looked at him and asked in amazement. She didn't quite believe what she had heard was true.

"Give Li Wang a little time and let me handle my own affairs well. I will give an account of our feelings, OK?" Li Chengxin looked at her again and said that his eyes were so firm.

Liang Xiaosu closed her eyes and shook her head again. She couldn't believe it. She couldn't believe it!

"Li Wang - I know that you love me and I love you! I know that neither of us can let go of the other, but - Wang Li, do you know? I love you as much as I miss you

Liang Xiaosu felt that his heart was tightly pulled together again, and he was in severe pain!

Her mind, her heart, constantly reverberated with her most familiar and sad song, the poem of Tagore——

The furthest distance in the world

It's not the distance between life and death

It's me standing in front of you

You don't know I love you

The furthest distance in the world

I'm not standing in front of you

You don't know I love you

It's obsession

But I can't say I love you

The furthest distance in the world

It's not that I can't say I love you

But I miss you so much

But can only be deeply buried in the bottom of my heart

The furthest distance in the world

It's not that I can't say I miss you

It's about loving each other

But not together

The furthest distance in the world

It's not about loving each other

But not together

It's knowing that true love is invincible

But pretended not to care

The furthest distance in the world

It's not the distance between trees

It's a branch of the same root

But can't depend on each other in the wind

The furthest distance in the world

It's not that the branches can't depend on each other

It's stars looking out at each other

But there is no track of intersection

The furthest distance in the world

Not between the stars

But even though the tracks meet

But in the twinkling of an eye there is no place to look

The furthest distance in the world

It's not that there's no place to look for it in an instant

But not yet

It's not meant to be together

The furthest distance in the world

It's the distance between fish and birds

One in the day

But one of them went deep into the sea

……………………

She felt that between her and Li Wang, it was so sad that they loved each other, but could not be together! Clearly Acacia, but can only be buried in the bottom of my heart! Between them is not the track of the stars, even if occasionally meet, but also in an instant nowhere to find! Between them, one is in the sky, the other is deep in the sea!

Between them, is the furthest distance in the world!

"I know, girl, I know! How could I not know? " Li Chengxin once again a force, and put her tightly in his arms, "your heartache I feel, every moment, I will think of you, can't see you, long night, I often think of you in the dark, think of you, there is sweet in my heart, also have deep-rooted pain! Girl, I'm sorry -- "

Liang Xiaosu's face is deeply buried in his chest. Her warm and generous shoulders make her unable to extricate herself! She wanted to break free again, but she was held tightly by him!

She can only cry in his chest, all the grievances and pain, repressed so long miss, surging out again! She put her arms around his neck and began to cry——

"I'm sorry, girl --" Li Chengxin stroked her hair and kept comforting. He held her tightly in his arms and never let her out of his arms again. He cherished it like a lost and recovered treasure and did not dare to relax.

She cried and shook her head in his arms. She didn't want him to say sorry! Love has never been sorry! It is her willingness to fall in love with him, and it is her own will that determines her step by step to the present. In this love, she gave all her love, and also gained a true love of Li Wang. She didn't blame him, never blame him!

However, she complained about God's teasing, why let her meet him, why let her fall in love with him?! Since they have been given the opportunity, why should they take away their most beloved child so cruelly and let her experience the darkest and most painful pain in her life that can never be erased?!