Privacy of female teachers

Secretary Liang

Hello!

It's still a bit awkward to call you this way. Many times, I call you "Xiaosu" in my heart. I like your name, but I never dare to call you this way in front of you. Besides, I've only met you twice and I don't have a chance to call you. Let me call you this way in my letter, OK?

Xiaosu, I wonder if you can guess who I am when you see here? Please don't look at the final signature first. I hope you can guess who I am.

I'm sorry, I don't want to play riddles with you, I just want to talk to you from the bottom of my heart. I hope you and I have such feelings. I hope that as women, we can be intimate friends——

(seeing this, Liang Xiaosu can't help but raise her heart. She probably guesses who it is. She feels chilly on her back, with a gust of cold wind——

But she still plucked up the courage to look down

Xiaosu, in fact, we are all miserable women. I am. So are you.

Maybe if I say that, you will feel uncomfortable. But, you are as hard as I am.

My hard life comes from my body. I was born doomed to the misfortune of my life. Can a woman with an incurable heart disease be happy in her life? impossible.

But I didn't think so before. I thought I was a happy child. My misfortune is that God's jealousy makes me get such a disease.

Because I was born with a golden key. As soon as I was born, my father was promoted, and since then he has been promoted step by step. Dad loves me very much. He says I am a lucky star. Because of my coming, his official career is so smooth, so he is very good to me. When I was a child, I said I wanted stars and moon, but my father would not say no, he would try his best to satisfy my wish.

My arrival not only made my father's career prosperous, but also enabled our family to have a second child, my younger brother. Dad said, I brought my brother, without my illness, there would be no my brother.

Therefore, my father later said that he would take me to the United States for medical treatment. No matter how much money he spent, he would cure me. Even if he gave me his heart, he would like to.

However, my heart disease is not ruled by law. The doctor said that my disease will not be fatal, but it is better for health care. I can't suffer the slightest blow and injury, suffer the slightest pain, and suffer the slightest depression——

When my father was in power, my life was like this. No one dared to offend me or make me angry. My life is as beautiful as flowers, sunny every day. Including my love, my lover, is what I like, is what I want.

Although my family dotes on me so much, I am not arrogant and domineering, because I am a sister and I have a younger brother to love. I love my younger brother like everyone else.

If the only person in the world who dares to confront me directly, it is him. My younger brother is willful. No matter what he says, I won't be angry or take it seriously. I have known since I was a child that I am a elder sister and I want to let him. My younger brother is not sensible and doesn't mean to say anything.

But my world has changed since my father's accident!

My brother was caught, my mother was sick, my lover changed face!

Father and brother were caught, I can do nothing, mother is sick, I can't take care of her! Because I'm a patient myself. My mother didn't let me take care of her at all. She went back to her hometown alone and lived with my aunt in a small county.

I thought that I lost my father and brother's love, my husband's love, and a home of my own, which can give me some comfort.

But I was wrong! This heartless man, from the day when my father had an accident, was indifferent to me, and more and more indifferent day by day, until he moved out of the house and disappeared in my sight.

He changed from a man of love to a brute. He forced me to divorce, used cold violence on me, and made my life worse than death!

I hate him! I don't agree to divorce, I don't want to be abandoned by the whole world!

But, I know, it's no use if I disagree. I have no capital to keep this man.

I have no beauty, no health, not even the ability to be a mother.

I once thought that even if I was looking for famous doctors all over the world, I would have to leave a child for myself and my lover. Even if it took my life, I would not hesitate.

However, God did not give me this opportunity, I took a lot of medicine, still not effective.

I also know that he does not love me, he has never loved me. He loves the power of my father and the power of the rest of our family.

When this weight disappears, I become a waste, a real waste that hinders the eyes everywhere. He wants me to disappear, and he wants me to leave his world immediately.

I wanted to fight him to the end. I am a patient. As long as I don't want to divorce, as long as I go to the court to sue him, and go to the women's Federation to cry that he abandoned me, this marriage will not disintegrate.

But what's the use of not disintegrating? I can't keep his people, let alone his heart.

He can stay away from home for many years, and the marriage has long existed in name. This lonely and cold home is like a cellar, without any vitality, just like a tomb of the living dead, which makes me shiver.

He rents a house and looks for a woman outside. He does what he likes without fear, regardless that he has not divorced!

In order to achieve his goal as soon as possible, he came back many times to force me to divorce, and spoke to me like a devil. Step on my dignity, let me not even the last bit of courage to live.

My heart died long ago, when my father had an accident. By doing so, he will only arouse my hatred.

Grow so big, I did not hate people, because I was in love bubble big. It was Zhou Jiaqing who taught me to hate, and made me hate this society. Hate the man, hate all the heartless things.

When it comes to hatred, I also hated a person, a woman.

But I don't hate her anymore.

Because I know that she is a kind woman, she also paid a heavy price.

Xiaosu, I want to thank you for coming to my house to see me. You don't know how surprised I was that time! You give me flowers, I have been placed until it all withered before taking away to throw away; I want to thank you, thank you for having a meal with me, listening to my heart, so that my once depressed mood has been properly relieved.

You are the only one who has given me care and trust in Xinjiang city. You are a good person and a good woman.

Xiaosu, this is my first and last letter to you.

I hope you don't tell anyone when you see this letter. This is my letter to you and my last words from my heart.

There is also a letter, together with some very happy photos, I sent to Secretary Qiu of discipline inspection of Xinjiang city. I think he will handle it impartially!

Thank you again, Xiaosu! Thank you for the last ride. I think about it, only to give you this unlucky thing, I hope you don't blame me!

I will pray for you in heaven, I wish you a good life of peace, I wish you can find their own happiness as soon as possible!

Yu Nailin's last stroke

Bless The Child

Liang Xiaosu finished the letter with tears in her mouth.

Yu Nailin's letter is not sad, but after reading it, it is so distressing.

Liang Xiaosu can imagine under what circumstances Yu Nailin wrote this letter.

This poor woman must have been struggling for a long time before she finally chose such a determined road of no return. In the case of contacting Zhou Jiaqing, she chose to find Liang Xiaosu.

If she doesn't call Liang Xiaosu at the last moment, it is estimated that she has killed her life, and no one will know in a short time, then what a miserable thing it will be after her.

Although she is a patient, she is more magnanimous and healthy than Zhou Jiaqing.

At the end of her life, she still has to leave with dignity.

This is why Yu Nailin wrote this letter to Liang Xiaosu and why he called her.

But, Yu Nailin said, Liang Xiaosu, like her, is a hard-working woman.

This sentence directly poked into Liang Xiaosu's heart.

Although Yu Nailin did not mention anything she knew in her letter, Liang Xiaosu felt that Yu Nailin might have known the truth behind Yu Minhong's fall for a long time.

Women are the biggest victims in the political contest. This is Liang Xiaosu's sorrow.

If there is no contest between Li Wang and Yu Minhong, she will not be exposed, and Ou Xiaoli and Ou Xiaomei will not know the truth of the matter, and she will not be fatally hit by these two women when she is pregnant!

No if, that's retribution. It's the retribution of falling in love with someone she shouldn't.

After reading this letter, Liang Xiaosu's inner pain accompanied by tears, gurgling down.

She felt sorry for Yu Nailin, for Zhou Jiaqing, such a heartless man, it is not worth giving up her life;

Also for their love and cry, because love Li Wang, because can't give up this feeling, she paid a huge price for this!

In principle, she should abandon this relationship decisively and start her new life rationally.

But why can't she? Why do you always remember Li Wang? Why?

Yu Nailin went on this road of no return because she was sad and desperate. Liang Xiaosu didn't have the courage. She had to continue to live because it was a responsibility to live, not just for herself——

However, she did not know when she could get rid of the "misfortune" that Yu Nailin said? Or do you want to be an unfortunate woman all your life?

Leaning against the chair, Liang Xiaosu let her tears flow freely enough, which is not only a farewell to Yu Nailin, but also a vent in her heart.

But when Liang Xiaosu's tears were still flowing heartily, the telephone ring on the desk startled her.

When she opened her eyes, she came back to the real world in a trance.

She picked up a paper towel to dry the tears on her face before she answered the red inside call.