Pursuit of the Truth

She is a little girl whose mother died without fatherly love.

From small to large, she did not see her father's slight smile, did not feel a little bit of love from her father, from the moment she was sensible, at night, she had to cover her own quilt, during the day, she should be careful to avoid the father's The house, because once she met, she saw her father’s indifferent gaze.

The indifference in the gaze seemed to blame her why she did not die, although she was still a child, she understood...

She has no friends. Only the son of a teacher who grew up together is her childhood friend. If I add one, maybe it is the teacher who teaches, he educates himself to do good, educates himself to read, and should be his father to do. The matter, I have to bear it.

As she grew older, she stopped crying at night because she knew why her father didn't like herself, and she killed her mother. It was all for her own sake.

She rarely leaves the yard where she is, she is not willing to go out, because every time she goes out, the eyes of her father after returning seem to contain grievances. The meaning of grievance is to question, why, she is back, why... not to die outside !

She was very scared and very timid when she was living in such an environment. But today, she decided to go out for a trip. Because in the classroom of Mr. Teach yesterday, she heard that saving a life is a good thing. She is going to go with her childhood. Like the partner, go to the fisherman and beg the fisherman to let go of the fish.

Therefore, even if there is a dark cloud in the sky, it seems that there will be heavy rain for several days later, but she sneaked out and went to the fish station by the lake, saw the fisherman sitting there, and next to it. On the pillar, a large fish struggling in the lake, hanging in the fishing net.

"Grandpa, can this fish give me?"

The little girl whispered to the fisherman who was facing away from him and fishing.

"It's so pitiful, don't eat it, beg you to give it to me, let me put it home..." The little girl begged for the opening.

The fisherman turned and turned, this is an old man, a very kind old man, he looked at the little girl and laughed.

"You little dolls, a little guy a few days ago came to beg and let go of the fish. You are here today, but if the fish is let go, the grandfather still wants to live." The fisherman smiled and retrieved. The fishing rod, after putting the bait, broke into the lake.

"Grandpa, the one you said is my brother. You let him let go of the fish before. I promised me one time today. It is very pitiful. Its father and mother must be very anxious..." Step, look down at the pillar and look at the fish in the net.

"Who said that I let him go, the little doll saw me disagree, and ran away with anger." The fisherman said with a smile.

The little girl glimpsed, but the look was firm, and behind the fisherman, simply raised his little hand and knocked on the younger generation, a very cute look.

"Grandpa, beg you."

The time passed slowly, and the little girl’s pleading continued for more than an hour. The fisherman smiled and shook his head, and looked helpless. He got up and walked to the pillar with the fishing net, and opened the net, and immediately the fish inside. Suddenly swam into the lake, a flash into the water, disappeared.

"Well, let it go, that's it." The fisherman smiled and patted the little girl's head. In the little girl's eyebrows, she turned and continued to catch the fish.

The little girl had a happy smile on her face, and with a silver bell-like laugh, she ran away from here.

At a young age, she didn’t even know that when she left, the fisherman’s fish slammed up, I didn’t know if it was just let go, or another one. In short, there was another big fish that was caught up. Installed in the previous network, re-hanging on the previous column.

The little girl took the excitement and ran back to the county seat. She passed by a noodle booth. She did not notice the big stone sitting there. An old man sitting with a complicated look looked at the little girl’s distance and gently On the ground, knocked on the cigarette pouch.

Under this knock, the little girl who had already ran away, her footsteps suddenly changed. She saw that the world in front of her eyes became a fragment, rolled into a whirlpool, and integrated her body. I don’t know how long it took. When the fragments in the vortex were recombined, they became a deep lake.

The fish, swimming in the lake, the lake is very deep, I don't know where to go, the fish swayed in the water, seemingly unconsciously swimming back and forth.

It is a fish in this lake that I have not known how many years have survived. It does not have much memory. If it is said, there may be seven breathing time.

It only remembers things within seven breaths, others are blank.

Day after day, every year, you will swim in this lake, sometimes revealing the water, watching the wind and snow of the outside world, watching the passage of the spring, summer, autumn and winter, there have been some times, it wants to rush Going out of the water, looking at the sky and looking at the earth, but this thought is often just emerging. Before it is paid for, it has become a memory, more than seven breaths, so much so that it is ……forget.

It is only remembered in seven breathing hours. I don’t know what sorrow is, and I don’t know happiness. Because the time of the seven interest is too short, even if it is sad, and at most, it will forget why sorrow.

Even if it is fast, and at most seven, I forget why I am happy.

So most of the time, it is a blank in his mind, no memory, no thoughts, only instinctively swimming in the lake, watching his companions, watching the dark, watching the future without future.

Until one day, a bait sank into the lake and was seen by it.

It knew what it was, but it still bite forward, when its body was caught by the hook, it was picked up, it saw the blue sky, saw the world outside the water, but unfortunately... it The memory is only seven breaths. When it is loaded into a net and hung on a pillar, it can only struggle in the water in this net. It only struggles at most, because... it forgets that it was Someone catches...

I also forgot the lake where I live. It shouldn't be only the size of a square inch. There shouldn't be such a network that it can't leave, so it is very leisurely to swim in the net.

Until this net, after being lifted up, it left the water, in the constant struggle and suffocation, saw a little girl, the little girl is carrying the net, is the culprit to make it so uncomfortable.

It stared at the little girl in disgust, and in this constant struggle, in time, it forgot the reason why the little girl had to lift up the net she was in. It only remembered that it was so uncomfortable for him. little girl.

Although this memory has only seven interest rates, he forgets that he was caught in the lake when he broke free from the gap that was suddenly opened in the net. He forgot that he was being loaded into the net and forgot that the net was not Its home, it only remembers, the first interest in memory, the little girl brought pain to herself, so after returning to the water, it re-emerges, it does not know why its body can When I got bigger, I took the little girl into the lake...

Time seems to be slowly passing away. It never knows how long it has been, maybe it is only seven breaths of time. In short, at this time, it sees the hooks hanging down in the lake.

I forgot the danger of the hook, and I knew that the hook was what it was. After it was bitten again, it was once again caught in the water, once again loaded into the net and put into a limited lake. Inside, it is the same as before, forgetting the beginning of this story, just remember the end.

This time, it didn't see the little girl, but after I didn't know how long, when the net opened, I swam out of the net and returned to the lake. It came out of the water and looked at the fish platform and stood. The old man and his side, the little girl who seems to look at herself...

It watched the little girl go, until the time of the seven breaths, it swam in the lake, but this time, it seems to be thinking hard, until it bites the hook again, once again Catch out... until the moonlight falls and leaves the water. It forgets the beginning and forgets the ending. It is carried by the fisherman and sent to a noodle stall. Until this time, it opens its eyes and sees through the net. An old man with a cigarette bag, with a leaf weaving a grass doll, is looking at it.

"You are what I saw, the sixth one..." This is the old man's words. This words with a vicissitudes of life, a slow sentence, tells the time of the whole seven-seven, so that the fish can hear it completely. It became the eternal memory, turned into a roar, and seemed to think of something, followed by the collapse of the whole world in the eyes of the fish, the fragments of the collapse formed a whirlpool, this whirlpool, took away that The last consciousness of the fish, it can not see the recombination of this piece, can not see a world, and appeared in front of the eyes.

Zhang article, this is his name, a name that looks very vulgar, but actually has such a hint of charm, the name is his father, as a son of a teacher, Zhang article feels that the name is not bad. .

At the very least, when the name is read, he knows that he is a scholar.

In fact, he doesn't like reading very much. He likes some foods made by himself. For example, soups, such as making some pasta, may be the reason for this hobby. As the body grows up, he is not like that. The name is as weak as it is, but it becomes a young man with a fat body.

His round face looks a bit thick, but the light that is sometimes revealed in the eyes can be seen. This person is a little clever, but it is just that. After all, the cleverness that can be seen is often Deliberately revealed, it is a kind of self-respect that does not want others to feel that they are not smart. (To be continued. Please search for astronomical literature, the novel is better and faster!)