Qingming College

[Chapter 138] What do you want most?This question made me a little bit astonished. I don’t seem to think about this question seriously again. Of course, from a certain angle, I find it difficult to answer this question because my life is very long and I am always learning about new things. Things, it’s hard to say what they have, they are what a person wants most.

For example, when I was young, I might have dreamed of a toy, but when I look back when I grow up, I don’t even bother to pay attention to that toy even if I put it in front of you.

For another example, I used to think that the most important person in my heart was Yi Xiqing, but after meeting Zhao Qingshi, I realized that she was just the first love in her youth, and Zhao Qingshi is the girl I really like, and When Lin Luoyan and I got together, I really understood who the most important person in my heart was.

"I don't know, I think this answer is always changing."

I thought for a moment and said.

"Then what do you want most at this moment?"

Zhang Yiyu did not stop, and continued to ask.

At this moment, what I want most is you, Yuyu. I sighed in my heart, chuckled and said, "At this moment I...I just want to walk around the Aegean Lake forever."

Zhang Yiyu's pretty face blushed slightly. Of course she knew what I was saying was that she and I were walking around the Aegean Lake.

"What about you, Yuyu, what do you want most?"

I asked softly.

"Me? I hope that the resistance between me and Baiyishan can disappear, and he and I can go down smoothly."

Zhang Yiyu stared at the lake. I couldn't see her eyes. I wonder if the expression on her face was melancholy or sad.

I suddenly felt that I was a bit abhorrent. If there were no white hairs, Zhang Yiyu and I would never have any intersection in their lives. At most, we are only an alumni, and we may not be able to say a word in our entire life. But in the face of their feelings, I Not only did I not find a way to help them, but because of my greed for Zhang Yiyu, I have been trying my best to dismantle them.

The two of them went quiet again, the atmosphere was a little awkward, the surrounding environment was quiet, only the sound of the breeze blowing the reeds, the calm lake surface was like a piece of smooth jade under the reflection of the moonlight, and the silver moonlight shone on Zhang Yiyu, exuding a kind of The brilliance of holiness makes her like a goddess aloof.

"Do you know what I am looking for you?"

In the end, Zhang Yiyu broke the silence again.

"do not know."

I shook my head and asked, "Is there something urgent? Seeking me so late."

"Su Qingchan's injury suddenly worsened."

Zhang Yiyu said.

"Oh, how can I help?"

I asked without a look on my face. According to Liu Xiaoyao's plan, the news that Su Qingchan and Yan Qingwu's injuries had worsened was deliberately revealed to Zhang Yiyu in order to let Zhang Yiyu take the initiative to find me.

"Maybe you can help."

Zhang Yiyu said.

"What do I need to do?"

I asked calmly, but I felt very nervous. If Zhang Yiyu asked me to take out the Enlightenment Sutra, how would I propose it and let her exchange it physically? How could she not be too disgusted with me? Especially since she just explained her love for Baimao again.

"Let's talk about this later, you know the four big families, do you know the source of the four big families?"

Zhang Yiyu stood by the lake, staring at the ripples on the lake and asked.

The source of the four major families?The first time I heard the term "Four Great Families" was in Luo Suhui's mouth. I only know that these four families have been entrenched in the entire country for more than a thousand years, and each of them is a bottomless behemoth, and it can even be said , Our so-called thousand-year-old country is basically in the hands of these four families.

"Is it related to the Warring States period?"

I asked tentatively, this suspicion has long been in my heart, Qin, Chu, Qi, Yan, these are the names of countries in the Warring States Period, and it is very likely that they are the ancient families handed down in the Warring States Period.

"You are really smart."

Zhang Yiyu exclaimed.

I got the affirmative answer. The shock in my heart is beyond description. For me, it has caused a great impact on the outlook on life. Of course, I am very familiar with the Warring States Period and the Zhou Dynasty. I can even say that each one is slightly Anyone who has read a little book knows, but in my understanding, these have been crushed into dust under the rolling wheels of history, but now I know that they not only continue to exist, but also in the real history. , Has been firmly in control of this country behind the scenes.

"this is too scary."

I sighed: "It's crazy, then the dynasty change over the past two thousand years is not just a game on the board."

"Not as powerful as you think. In fact, the sadness experienced by the four major families over the past two thousand years is beyond your imagination. Even the mighty dynasty can only last for hundreds of years. In order to continue, they are drifting in the storms of history. The ups and downs in the middle, the strong enough to control the universe, when the weak is also lingering, it is said that the last dynasty, barbarians into the Central Plains, the four big families almost annihilated, until modern times, after the battle with the sun empire, taking advantage of the chaos of the world , The four big families regained control of the country."

Button-up skirt: Zhang Yiyu looked at the lake and said.

I feel a little bit better in my heart. To be honest, if thousands of years of history are nothing more than illusions, it would be too unacceptable.

"If it is the seven countries of the Warring States Period, what about Zhao Weihan? Why are they missing."

I asked suspiciously.

"In the beginning it was indeed the seven big families, but Zhao Weihan was divided into three families. Compared with the other four countries, the background is naturally insufficient. It is so difficult to pass on for thousands of years. Therefore, they have all been annihilated in history. Today, only left Four big families."

"What about your family? If the four major families are actually passed down by the Seven Heroes of the Warring States Period, if I remember correctly, the historical origin of Zhang's surname is Ji."

I asked.

"You guessed it, my family is inherited from the Ji family of Zhou Dynasty, so in a sense, the four major families are originally our retainers. Of course, as early as two thousand years ago, they were already Don’t take us seriously."

Zhang Yiyu said with some fascination, as if he was missing the glory of his ancestors thousands of years ago.

"What about the Qin Dynasty? Didn't Qin Shihuang eliminate the six kingdoms and dominate the world? Then why is it passed down in the form of a family?"

I asked, urgently wanting to know the truth of history.

"The so-called Qin State's destruction of the six countries is just that these seven countries must gather the power of the world to plan a major event. That is why Qin was allowed to dominate the world. Qin's violent expropriation was only to accomplish this major event. Even the Qin Dynasty was overthrown, and even the Qin Dynasty was overthrown. The royal families of the Seven Kingdoms have been passed down quietly, and until today there are only four families left."

"What's the big deal?"

Zhang Yiyu didn't answer me directly, instead he split the subject and said, "Chen Xiao, look at the lake in front of you, how beautiful it is, but do you know what it was before? "Isn't it always a lake before? ?"

I asked strangely.

Zhang Yiyu squatted down and picked up a small stone, threw it on the lake, splashed some water on the lake, and then shook waves in circles.

"It was actually a mountain before."

"a mountain."

I said in surprise.

"Yes."

Zhang Yiyu nodded, and Tan Dan said: "Actually, this is not a secret. Many older teachers in the school know that the Aegean Lake was not a lake but a mountain 20 years ago. Of course, my mother was also Qingming College. When she was young, she said that this place was still a mountain. She often went to this mountain with one person, but now it has become a lake. Do you know what I want to say?"

Zhang Yiyu turned her head to look at me, waiting for my answer.

"You mean to say that nothing in this world is eternal."

I sighed softly, walked a few steps forward and stood by the lake, closing my eyes, and feeling the wind blowing over my body.

The scale of the Aegean Sea is not large. If it is daytime, standing here can clearly see the opposite, the vicissitudes of life, even if it was a mountain twenty years ago, it is not uncommon.

It’s just that when I stood in front of it, I imagined that it used to be a hill, full of lush trees, where the birds would make their homes, and the screaming and crying ceaselessly. At that time, Qingming College’s Seniors and sisters, maybe they will also come here at night for a tryst, but now it has been dug into a lake, and everything that everyone experienced here has disappeared, which is simply unimaginable.

"Yes, nothing in this world is eternal, even love is the same, do you know who dug this mountain into a lake?"

Zhang Yiyu asked seemingly casually.

"Will it be your mother?"

I asked in surprise.

"It was her. She fell in love with a man back then, and she often went to this mountain with that man on dates, so she later dug the mountain into a lake, she thought that would make her forget that man."

Zhang Yiyu said in a tan, a sneer smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

I remember Zhang Yiyu mentioned before that although her mother married her father and lived together for 20 years, she kept thinking of another man in her heart. Now, it seems that this man’s position in Zhang Qiaoqing’s heart is better than I thought. More importantly, even the place where you used to date will disappear in this world.

"Very strong."

I sighed in a deep tone. I didn’t expect Zhang Qiaoqing to look like a fairy-like character, but he was so resolute in doing things. Of course, what worries me more is that the more important the position of that man in Zhang Qiaoqing’s heart, the more I get her. The more difficult it is.

"Now answer your question. Two thousand years ago, what major event they were planning. Do you remember the question I asked you in the first place?"

Zhang Yiyu said sternly.

"What is the most desired thing."

I replied.

Yes, what a person wants most? This question is like you said. The answer is always changing. It may be wealth, power, fame, or a treasure, a woman, even you If you really get something like this, there will be new things you want to get.

The most important thing is that no matter how much you get, you will eventually lose it.

Because nothing is eternal, whether it is a prosperous dynasty, or the wealth of an enemy rich, or countless beautiful women, as long as a person dies, then everything he possesses will disappear.

"Zhang Yiyu said. Zhang Yiyu's words made me feel an inexplicable chill. Death is an eternal topic facing mankind. I am now young and graceful, and naturally I rarely think about death. I always feel that it is still far away from me, but I also understand that sooner or later I will have to face it, especially after I drank Liu Feisheng’s poison, death can be said to have gone with me. I used to be alone, sometimes thinking, I die when I die, it doesn’t seem to be a big deal, but when I have The more people there, the more I feel that death is a terrible thing. Huang Qiaoyu, Liu Xiaoyao, Jo Xier, Jiang Muyan, Qi Mengni, An Zhishui and others, what beautiful bodies, I can enjoy them as much as possible now, but once I am dead, no matter how loyal they are to me, I will lose them forever. Even if my poison is cured this time, when I get old, I still have to face death, and eventually I will lose all my possessions Everything, I suddenly understood this. "Do you now know what major event they are planning?"

Zhang Yiyu asked.

I think of a history when the Emperor Qin Shihuang sent Xu Fu to search for the fairy island. There are even legends that today's solar empire is just the offspring of the five hundred boys and girls brought by Xu Fu.

What did Xu Fu look for for Qin Shihuang?I finally know what I want most?"Living forever."

I whispered.

ps: happy new year