QT: I Bent The Male Lead

Jason and Davy travelled together into town. Jason wanted to revisit his old high school to see whether or not he could remember something more of the person that he used to know. He had all that he needed to track down the author in his head, he just needed to trigger those memories and get recall everything.

The car parked at the school's parking lot where they got, seeing the place that Jason brought them to Davy frowned. He had wished never to gaze upon the building ever again in his life. It was a place full of deceit and lies.

"Let's go," Jason said excited. He was overenthusiastic about learning more about the author. Just the thought that he went to the same school with the man and that they could have been friends was making his stomach turn with joy.

He pulled Davy towards the school building not wasting anymore time. Davy watched Jason pull him towards the school, just that simple move brought back memories from the past. There was no one around as it was the weekend. 

It reminded him of the days that the older male used to pull him into the school on Saturdays, it was there thing, where they would spend the day in the library reading and passing the time until noon when they would go to the beach.

Thinking of such happy times made his heart ache in pain. He had not anticipated that after four years on a Saturday the older male would be pulling him towards the same school. It felt like déjà vu, of a bad memory he would rather never relive again.

He followed Jason silently not saying a word. He was curious why the man suddenly dragged him out of bed so early in the morning to go to school. But he didn't complain. Today was the day that Zillon's plan would be put into action and he will be able to let go of the past forever.

'Why do I feel like I am about to lose something important?' Jason asked himself. 

He was a step closer to finding the author of the book but with every step that he took. It felt like the most important thing of all was going away from him. The feeling was overwhelming, the only time he ever felt like that was four years ago. 

A few weeks after recovering from the accident. Nothing happened in his life at that time but he felt like something that meant the world to him was gone from him. And today again as he was walking down the same hallway that he used in the past the feeling was growing fresh in his mind.

"You are going to miss me when I am gone," he heard from down the hallway. 'When that day comes, you will neither be able to hold me or talk to me. Then you will know what I truly meant to you, Jasy."

Jason froze, he didn't do anything and the memory just flashed before him. It was like a goodbye message but the person wasn't talking to him but talking behind him. At the time he ignored it since he wasn't aware that the person was targeting him with the message.

It was the day that he felt so low, the day thee he couldn't help but feel like he had lost something. It turned out that he had lost someone instead. He was too occupied in his own thoughts to see Davy staring at the same place he was looking at.

He was so sad, that was the place he had said his goodbyes to Jason but the older male didn't care enough to even try to stop him from leaving. He had just threatened to leave hoping that it would help the older male to finally man up and ran back into his arms but the opposite happened.

Jason did not even seem affected by his decision. He was forced to live up to his threat, deep down hoping that Jason would send him a text or call him and tell him that he missed him. But none of that ever happened.

Jason completely broke him and left him with memories that only aided to cause him more pain. He wished that the older male had played with his heart the way that he did. That he didn't make him believe in forever when he was going to break him in only a few months.

The older male cleared his mind and pulled him to the library. He figured that he could at least check the year book to see if he could find a person that looks familiar in them. Entering the school library, Davy felt his lungs closing in on him. 

Instinctively Jason led them to their favorite spot and had Davy seat down as he marched away to find the year book. Davy watched his disappearing back and wondered if it was a coincidence or the man brought him there intentionally. 

He had changed a bit in four years but if he could recognize the older male in a second then he was certain that Jason did too. It made him wonder why the male brought him back to the school where he once considered his favorite places.

He was interrupted in his thoughts when his phone rang. He checked to see who it was that calling and was happy to find his partner in crime being the caller. He answered the phone immediately. He wanted to know the progress of their plan. It was of utmost importance that he be up to date with everything.

"Yes," he spoke out.

"Everything is ready," Zillon let out on the other end of the call.

Davy set the phone down and rested his head on his hand. He closed his eyes letting a deep breath. He had not been to the library in so long, the smell of books and dust surrounded him everywhere. 

Jason returned with a few year books from the time that he was a senior at school. It was the first step to finding out who the real Alperx really was. He was filled with happiness and very nervous. Whatever was waiting for him on finding out who the author is was unknown.

There had to be a reason why the man was no longer in his life. A lot of possibilities ran through his mind, they could have fought, grown apart, had a very big misunderstanding or grown to hate each other. There were a lot of reasons that could explain why they are apart. He just hoped that it wasn't something bad on his part.

The author held his life and love in his hands so it was important that they be on good terms with each other. "This is so exciting," he let out.

Davy scoffed. He was far from excited, he felt so suffocated in that place. So many memories were made between them on that very table. But all of that seemed to be unimportant to Jason since he didn't even seem to remember. That offended the man a lot.

It wouldn't have hurt Jason to at least pretend that the times they spend their together meant something to him. Seeing him act like nothing happened was worse than being ignored by him years ago.

It was like being reminded that the most important part of his life was nothing but a joke to the older guy. Unaware of the emotions that were going on in Davy's mind, Jason went ahead to look at the pictures of the students who attended school with him. 

He started with his class hoping that seeing on the photos would remind of the boy whose voice he couldn't get out of his head. He was hoping that just as he was pulled to the painting, he would feel the same attraction when he sees the boy's face.

"What are you even looking for?" Davy dared to ask. The way that Jason was concentrating on looking at the photo's one would think that he was going to get tested on who was in the yearbook. It was one if the things he used to love about him.

When they would study, he would always look so concentrated and it was attractive. He sighed.

"Someone important," Jason replied.

Davy removed his head from his hand and glanced intently at Jason. The man sure was strange, he used to think that he was the most important person to him. But then he found out that the reality was worse than what he thought.

The after the novel, he was under the impression that the crown prince was the most important but now he was learning something else. He shook his head in disappointment, he loved Jason so much that he failed to recognize this side of him until it was too late.

It was good that he decided to let go.. It was better than holding on to someone who can't be loyal.