Let's Laugh at This Beautiful Day

The quiet and misty words are like her eyes, with a sense of emptiness that makes people cry.

"That's it... don't... go on..."

As if she was enduring something, her voice was extremely unnaturally stable.

Word by word, she spit out the words slowly, as if supporting a building that was about to collapse.

"……because I……"

It was a needle-like response that pierced the listener's heart.

There was a sad gleam in her eyes, her slender eyebrows were slightly tightened, just like him who just tried his best to confess his love, she also spared no effort to present to him the feelings that should have been answered long ago.

Although cruel.

But it was the final judgment she came to after careful consideration.

...Maybe the ending between him and her is here?

This is also... impossible.

Go ahead... let's just say it.

In this way, let's draw a break for the relationship between the two.

Hmm... Megumi Kato, you can do it!So don't stop, don't worry about the sore nose, don't care about the throbbing heart, don't care about the urge to hug him tightly.

Say it with a blank face, just like when you first met him.

Just like... the first self.

Watching her leaking emotions disappear as if on purpose, He Quanming's fingers suddenly clenched tightly.

Welcome, the last answer.

"Because I—do not want to reject you."

Don't want to, after you say that sentence, reject you.

Chapter 85 Because I Like You

(This chapter is Kato Megumi's confession)

——Since when did you get used to being alone?

...I don't know, maybe it started when I knew my own sense of existence was weak?

No matter who will ignore it carelessly, no matter who will skip it inadvertently, like a bystander in the crowd, this is me, Megumi Kato.

A seventeen-year-old girl with a low sense of existence.

...Well, it always feels a bit strange to say that myself.

I consider myself to be a very ordinary person, neither have any expertise, nor do I particularly want to do, and my grades are even more ordinary, no matter how you look at it, it is very inconspicuous.

If you are interested... play on mobile phones, often read popular magazines, go out to buy clothes and watch movies during holidays, and listen to pop music, does this count?

Of course, it's all a person's activity. After all, I'm often dismissed because of my low sense of existence, so as time goes by, I get used to going out shopping alone.

You don't mean to complain, do you?Honestly, I think that's pretty good too.

Although no one person is the best, and the group is weak, but it is surprisingly relaxing when I am alone!You don’t need to listen carefully to what other people say, and you don’t need to bother to reconcile the interpersonal relationship around you. You don’t have to endure the helplessness of being ignored all the time. It feels really good to go shopping alone.

Although there will be times of loneliness, after all, I am just an ordinary girl, and I also look forward to hanging out with my friends and so on.

Ah, of course it doesn't mean that I don't have friends, I still have friends in general, and I haven't been squeezed out at school-because everyone didn't notice me-it's a pity that when I participate in friends' group activities, if I don't If I remind them all the time, those friends will naturally forget me. Several times they were surprised by the inexplicable addition of one participant.

So now I have very little contact with them. Even if I am used to the feeling of being ignored, I still feel a little sad when encountering this kind of thing.

That's right, although it doesn't appear on the surface, I think I still have a fragile girlish heart... It's really strange for me to say that.

Hmm... I have my own ideas about what is often said to be facial paralysis, and it doesn't matter if you have more expressions-I think it's okay to express emotions in a moderate way?It doesn't matter if you don't have to deliberately make exaggerated expressions, right?

To be honest, every time I see other people talking loudly with exaggerated expressions, I always wonder if they are tired like this, why do they have to be so excited just to say something?

Well, I don't know, and I don't bother to know.

Anyway, I can just be myself, as long as I don’t bother others, they won’t bother me. If I think so, I don’t have any reason to change.

Maybe my whole life will be spent in such an ordinary way?

——Then, the ordinary life was broken.

...What is this person like?All of a sudden, he kept staring at me, and said that there seemed to be no one sitting next to him. Anyway, I have been in the same class as you for more than a year, and I always sit next to you?Isn't this kind of reaction too rude?

Although I don't mean to be angry with him, but this person is really strange. He looked like he was going to die before, seeing that he was either sleeping or rushing to work all day long, and his grades were still at the top. He was always with someone in school. They all acted like they were too lazy to get in touch, how could they suddenly become this kind of virtue after a summer vacation?

And this guy, his speech is really annoying...

What?A solution to my low presence?I don't need him to meddle in his own business... I've lived in peace for seventeen years and nothing happened, so why should he worry about it?Still using that strange reason to justify...

Amplify the sense of presence?self hypnosis?This is too strange... Hey, I heard that there is a disease that has no cure called the second disease, so he must be a terminal patient, right?

...Although I listened to him in desperation and followed through, and because of this, I found that I really have a strange ability to eliminate the sense of existence, but I still don't think he can find me who has become like air...

——It turned out to be discovered?

is that a lie……