What to Do if You Look Too Fierce

"Because of him, I deprived me of the meaning of existence." Saeko Busujima lowered her head with a wry smile, and murmured, "Since I was born, I have been dubbed the successor of the Busushima-style swordsmanship. , there is nothing left."

"Do you know... the me I used to be, I really hope that it would be great if he could disappear in this world." Saeko Busujima's words were a little cold, she raised her head, and looked at Aoki Division's eyes with some uneasiness, but she was still frank spoke the truth.

"Because I really can't bear the feeling of being gradually surpassed by him." Saeko Busujima raised the corners of her mouth and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I'm very jealous of him, jealous of his father's appreciation, jealous of his mother's love, From the bottom of my heart, I hate the feeling that I am gradually being ignored."

"An older sister who is jealous of her younger brother, I'm sure Su will feel... a person like me is very annoying." Saeko Busujima didn't dare to look into Aoki's eyes, for fear that there would be disgust in his calm eyes .

She stared at the floor blankly, her eyes a little trance: "Yes, you are right. I... hate my brother."

Aoki Si quietly watched her fall into silence, and after a long while, he said softly: "Xuezi."

This is the first time that Aoki Tsukasa did not add the word "Senior" after Saeko. This sudden intimate address made Busujima Saeko's body tremble slightly, and she raised her head in surprise, but saw Aoki Tsukasa's gentle eyes.

"Why, the meaning of your existence is for the so-called 'Doo of the Sword'." Aoki Division keenly pointed out the problem.

"Why does Saeko live for other people's expectations?" Aoki Si calmly explained her problem: "What exactly is Saeko jealous of?"

"Are you jealous of his kendo talent? But without kendo, is there no meaning for senior sister to exist? Are you jealous of your parents' concern for him? If your parents only care about him because of his kendo talent, then this kind of love is true." Is it what senior sister wants?"

Aokiji's words made Busujima Saeko's eye sockets slightly red, and her emotions became a little agitated. Her white fingers were tightly clasped, and the veins on the back of her hands were exposed.

"Since I was born as a member of the Bujima family, I don't know what I have to bear." Her words were a little cold: "Since I was born, apart from my parents, the first thing I saw was a wooden knife."

"And, if there is no way of swordsmanship, what else do I have?" Saeko Busujima gritted her teeth, her body trembling slightly.

If no one needs me, then what is the meaning of my existence?Saeko Busushima closed her eyes in pain.

Aoki Si suddenly got up, and stretched out his palm to her: "Xuezi, come with me."

Saeko Busujima opened her eyes and saw his white palm in front of her eyes, her lips trembling slightly: "What, what?"

Aoki Si bent down, grabbed her wrist, pulled her up from the floor, and walked straight to the outside of the Kendo Gym.

"Let go, let me go." Saeko Busujima only felt her brain go blank, and the calmness she used to have disappeared under Tsukasa Aoki's sudden action. The melancholy and pain just now were disrupted by the violent heartbeat, and she didn't even know what she was talking about ,doing what.

Aoki led her to the door and pushed open the door of the Kendo Hall.

Outside the door, the sun was shining brightly. Many students were chasing and fighting on the corridor leading to the playground from the kendo hall. The autumn leaves of the trees planted by the roadside were withered and yellow, falling with the wind, like a thin layer of blanket was spread on the road.

"Xuezi, look." Aoki Si let go of his hand, and stood with her at the entrance of the Kendo Hall.

The autumn wind blew past Saeko Busujima's Taoist uniform, and the trouser legs swayed slightly, exposing her fair ankles, and the coolness went all the way up the ankles, making her body shiver unconsciously.

What are you looking at?Saeko Busushima stared blankly at the all-too-familiar scene in front of her.

"Has Saeko really taken a good look at this world?" Aoki Si looked into the distance, not knowing what he was looking at, and said calmly: "Have Saeko noticed the couple's names engraved on that tree?" ?”

"The students laughing over there, what are they discussing, has Saeko listened carefully?"

"In addition to the few clouds that can be seen in the kendo hall, there is also a clear sky." Aoki turned his head and looked at Saeko Busujima: "Saeko, don't be bound by the narrow way of the sword, your life is not for the way of the sword, no For the approval of others, not for your father's approval."

"It exists for yourself."

Saeko Busujima's eyes shook violently. When she looked at Aokiji, his handsome and hard-faced cheeks were particularly sharp in the sunlight, and the fierce aura of the past disappeared at this moment, leaving only a piece of gentleness and tranquility.

On his big eyes, only Busujima Saeko's dumbfounded face was reflected.

"Si... obviously don't know anything." Saeko Busushima's voice trembled weakly.

"Indeed, I don't know what kind of suffering senior sister has suffered, and I don't know how lonely and sad senior sister was before."

Aoki Division faintly smiled: "But, isn't that already a thing of the past?"

"Si... obviously don't understand anything." Saeko Busushima's trembling became more obvious, she buried her head deeply, her magnificent purple hair shone like gems, hiding her expression.

"Yes, I really don't understand how senior sister feels." Aoki Division just looked at her.

"But am I also lonely in this world, without relatives?" Aoki Si narrated the facts: "But I am not alone. Because there are many people around me who are worthy of love and reward."

"They didn't take the initiative to appear in my life." Aoki Tsukasa smiled: "It was to find them hard."

"Senior just imprisoned herself in a small kendo gym and didn't want to come out." Aoki Si said firmly: "As long as senior thinks, as long as senior is willing to come out, senior's life will definitely be completely different of."

"Si Mingming doesn't understand me at all." Saeko Busujima raised her volume, and she could even describe her voice as a roar. She raised her head, her eyes flushed.

Aoki Division just smiled softly: "Indeed, I don't know Senior Sister yet."

"But... Saeko, if you need someone who understands you, I hope that person is me."

This almost confession made Saeko Busushima stunned.

The purple hair was blowing by the breeze, Saeko Busujima didn't know whether it was tears or the ends of her hair that disturbed her vision, everything in front of her eyes became blurred, only Aoki Tsukasa's bright eyes became clearer.

"If senior sister can't find the meaning of her existence, let us find it together." Aoki Si smiled, his cheeks flushed slightly: "Anyway, I always feel that it is great that Saeko exists in this world. "

this world……

With my presence...

that is really good?

Saeko Busushima bit her lower lip tightly, and buried her head deeply.

"My company."

"Let's stop here today, I want to be alone."

"please."