What to Do if You Look Too Fierce

Aoki Si began to sit at the desk and sketched out key words one by one.

"With the passing of Saeko's mother, the appearance of her younger brother deprived her of the little care she had, and all this became more serious after his younger brother showed his talent in swordsmanship."

"Father began to give all expectations to his younger brother, and Saeko found out in horror that no matter how hard he tried, he would still be surpassed by Toshio Busujima..."

At this moment, what is she feeling?

Aoki closed his eyes, and in his mind, there seemed to be a purple-haired little girl squatting in a corner with a wooden knife, crying silently but never being comforted by anyone.

At first it was anger.

to jealousy.

to despair.

Finally... low self-esteem.

"The reason why Saeko came to Japan is to escape that kind of life." Aoki Tsukasa turned the gel pen in his hand, his eyes were solemn: "That feeling that my younger brother may be surpassed at any time, that no matter how hard I try, I will never lose my life." A reality doomed to no effect."

"At home, what Saeko feels the most is neglect. In the process, she has almost lost herself."

"In the eyes of outsiders, she is a perfect woman with outstanding kendo strength, gentleness and humility."

"But to Saeko, she is just a loser who is ignored by her family, no matter how hard she tries, she is just a foil."

"Then what does she desire most?"

Aoki Division wrote down the word longing on the draft paper.

Saeko Busujima said not long ago, the words "I want to win" are repeated endlessly.

Then, I wrote out possible answers one by one: agree?Sense of accomplishment?prove?

In the end, Aoki Division circled everything.

"For Saeko, being able to beat her younger brother proves that she is not a failure in the eyes of her father."

"Perhaps deep down in her heart, she is also looking forward to regaining her father's approval after she wins over her younger brother."

"Then what will her bloodthirsty impulse satisfy her?"

Aoki Si closed his eyes again, substituting himself into Saeko Busujima, when he fantasized that he was stepping in a pool of blood and watching others wailing and screaming on the ground, he suddenly opened his eyes in cold sweat.

"...You guessed it right."

Aoki put down the gel pen in his hand.

By hurting others, you can gain your own inner satisfaction—let yourself feel a sense of existence, strength, and accomplishment.

Maybe it was the moment in junior high school, the moment when Saeko Busujima swung a knife and destroyed someone for the first time, what she felt was all the feelings she longed for.

The lack of sense of existence due to being ignored by the family, the lack of sense of accomplishment due to inferiority complex because of being surpassed by the younger brother...

Aoki Division tore up the draft paper, threw it into the trash can, threw the gel pen into the pen holder, and looked out the window with a slight frown.

He has direction.

The trouble should end it.

Who is the culprit who makes Saeko Busujima suffer so much, like an empty shell, the answer is ready to come out-her family.

The sense of identity Saeko Busujima lacks, the care she needs, Tsukasa Aoki will try her best to fill the void in her heart.

As for the scars given to her by others, the oppressive dark clouds that made her unable to breathe, the mountain that made her unable to straighten her back in her heart, Tsukasa Aoki and Saeko Busujima would hold the wooden knife side by side... and smash them together!

If Saeko could face the difficulty and break it with her own hands, maybe she would no longer need to feel what she lacked from other places.

The problem called "violent impulse" and "bloodthirsty desire" will naturally disappear as her heart is no longer empty.

She needs to find herself again.

prove yourself.

And the rest will be handed over to Aoki Division.

Aoki Division took a deep breath, clenched his fists tightly, and the new pressure on his shoulders made him not only not feel tired, but felt full of motivation again.

Happiness is never easy to get.

He gave up in his previous life.

In this life, he has tried his best to hold it tightly in his hands.

"You confessed everything to me, and I took it all."

"You trusted me, and I will definitely not live up to that trust."

Aoki Division made an oath alone.

Because, since Saeko Busujima accepted his favor today and confessed without reservation, the happiness of the two of them will no longer be separated from each other.

Wow, Aoki Si drew the curtains.

"Work hard today, and try to learn all the skills in the special training room of medical scriptures before the new year comes! Then, while starting to treat Qiong's body, prepare for boxing matches during the day, and study swordsmanship in the dream training room at night! I will work hard with Saeko for the whole next semester, and I will definitely beat up Toshio Busujima when the summer vacation comes!"

"If it's not enough for Saeko to regain her self-confidence, then go to the country of America and beat up her father too!"

Aoki Division re-established his goal, and closed his eyes contentedly.