"No, it's the sixth time." Zhulong said: "The fifth holy soul is me, and the sixth holy soul... is also me."
"I don't understand." Bai Jue frowned: "You want to say, I have experienced two reincarnations? But I have a total of seven holy souls... Then it shouldn't be seven times in total, and I have a total of eight times That's right."
"Your seventh holy soul is not the seventh holy soul...it's the first holy soul, but it's empty." Zhulong said: "Maybe I couldn't bear it and chose to kill myself. The reincarnation we know started from the white tiger. At the beginning, so there are six times in total... And you are right, I have experienced two reincarnations in total, so I have the power of two holy souls..."
It raised its huge dragon head, and said in a solemn voice: "Do you understand what I want to say? You haven't failed completely yet... You still have a chance to break this cycle!"
The logic is perfect and self-consistent, and the pit of the holy soul is also filled.
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"Breaking reincarnation..."
When Bai Jue heard these four words, he was not as excited as he expected.
He just remained silent for a long time. Originally, he didn't have a deep understanding of the so-called reincarnation. He thought that all his battles ended here, but all of this was only in the opponent's calculation.
This severely hit Bai Jue's self-confidence.
He let out a long sigh: "I thought that everything I did was my own decision, but it seems that I was in the plan of the snake from the beginning to the end. I have never escaped from his grasp, since the very beginning. To the final end...the beginning and the end are connected to form a reincarnation, and repeated five times..."
He stared at the holy soul, at the past selves: "I don't think I am so good. If you have failed to do it many times in the past, I may not be able to do it this time... You should know that I am actually the best." Very lazy and very cowardly."
He laughed at himself: "In the final analysis, I am just a weak person. Without your help and lack of strong strength, I actually have nothing left. Even the self-esteem and persistence that I am proud of are just me. What I got in the emptiness, all my persistence is because of the curse bestowed on me by Sister Han, and if I don’t even have that curse now, I don’t think I can persist for much longer.”
Candle Dragon fell into silence, and it asked: "Do you... want to give up?"
"I'm just... a little confused." Bai Jue leaned back, sat on the empty ground, and smiled bitterly: "I can't accept all this in such a short time... It's true, so what did I do all for? What did I do? Or didn't I do anything... I just made myself a laughing stock."
Life is not a hot-blooded cartoon.
Not everyone can always maintain a high fighting spirit like the protagonist in the shonen manga.
After several changes, several twists and turns, several reincarnations... Bai Jue's heart has already formed a deep hole in some places that cannot be filled, and his heart is already dilapidated...
Yes, who can withstand such a blow.
As if who gave him doom, time and time again shattered his seemingly strong fragility.
Bai Jue once thought that he could be invincible, and his will to protect the world would never collapse... But in the end, in order to save the regrets of the past, and to save Sister Han, he chose to give up all his persistence in the past... He betrayed himself.
He defined that proud persistence as the result of a curse, and at the same time he completely abandoned it, he personally shattered all his self-esteem and all his persistence, making everything he promised in the past become It's so ridiculous.
At that moment, Bai Jue thought that he was so ugly, after throwing away everything in the past, what was left of him?That place called the residue of the self, in the end, there is nothing left.
The only thing it brings is pure peace.
Bai Jue felt that she would be very relaxed. She completed the task and ended the last regret. She can just close her eyes and sleep forever. Don't wake up again. No one will remember him again. Give yourself the most severe cruelty, create The bright future of others can at least sleep peacefully in this self-satisfaction.
But when he left everything behind and decided to restart, he jumped out from the past again and told him...what you did was just vain; told him...you were in reincarnation; told him...you Just a fool, can't get anything done, can't save anyone.
This is so cruel.
Bai Jue didn't say anything, but he didn't want to accept anything from the bottom of his heart, he didn't want to hear anything, he was about to fall into autism, but the bloody facts didn't even allow him to look away.
"It's normal to be unacceptable for a while." Bai Hu sat down on the spot: "You can choose...to wait like us, but maybe it's just reincarnation again and again."
"That's how it is. You are me, and I am you. The reincarnation is different, but the mood is the same. It's nothing... just wait again." Fenghuang also said calmly: "I'm even used to it."
"I..." Fenrir raised his paw.
"Hmph..." The bronze golem snorted, didn't say anything, just closed its eyes silently, like a silent stone statue.
But Zhulong lowered his head, and said in a low voice: "You really have no fighting spirit? Are you really willing to lose so thoroughly?"
"It has nothing to do with being willing or not." Bai Jue shook his head: "I just don't know what I should do, and I don't know what I can do. If I continue, I will just struggle in the mud. It's better to start from the beginning. Just don't stand up again..."
"The Bai Jue I know...is not such a person." Zhulong raised his head: "You should be more proud than anyone else, you should be more unwilling to give up easily than anyone else, you would rather struggle than choose anything None."
Bai Jue laughed at himself: "That's just a simple unwillingness to give up... I feel guilty, so I want to make up for it at all costs. All I have done is relying on your strength. Without your strength, what am I going to do?" I can't even do it, I can't cross so many singular points... Standing at the end of the reincarnation, I have already received countless gifts."
"Is it really just... the result of power?" Zhulong asked again: "Do you think that the salvation you did in the past was only because of the impact of that curse?"
"Otherwise what else could it be?" Bai Jue asked coldly.
"You are despising yourself." Zhulong saw the most vulnerable part of his heart: "Just like us in the past... despising your own powerlessness, despising your own weakness! And the reason why you despise yourself is not because That curse, but your sense of guilt...whether the curse has already caused your guilt, or you are born like this, none of this is actually important!"
"The words that Su Yuhan said to you may have been the beginning of everything, or they may have made you a long time ago...but it was not the reason you used to prevaricate your failure, let alone belittle and despise yourself."
"Bai Jue, how about telling the truth?"
"You just can't accept this failure!"
Zhulong's voice was like thunder and thunder, and a question pointed directly at the deepest part of Bai Jue's heart: "You just think that you have lost too badly, so you doubt yourself... because you think that you have never lost once so far, this time you lost You are so thorough, so you are worried about whether you will lose again, so! You are wondering if you have made a wrong choice! Are you regretting it?"
The body of the dragon hovers above the mortals, making people look up but cannot see its whole picture.
"I..." Bai Jue gritted his teeth, and he said every word: "I have never regretted it!"
Despite the oppressive force given by Zhulong, Bai Jue's answer was still sonorous and forceful.
"... Well said." The white tiger raised its eyes, and it said, "So you have never changed."
"That's right, you haven't changed from the beginning." Fenghuang also said in harmony: "You are still you."
"Yes," said Fenrir.
"You are yourself, and only you." The bronze golem seemed to be grinning.
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