Intruders of the Moon World

Shen Er raised his eyebrows, and then heard Shirou say: "But I think I'm fine as I am now, and I don't want to make any changes."

After wiping the floor, he wiped his sweat and turned around and said, "Anyway, I don't expect anything in return from them. It doesn't matter what they think."

"...That's why I hate you, Emiya."

Shen Er's face became menacing: "If you continue like this, you will push yourself into the abyss without external force!"

"Is that so?" Shirou was taken aback, then smiled, "Why does it feel like what Ye Qing said."

"That guy probably figured it out." Shen Er naturally also knew Ye Qing who often came to visit, after all Ye Qing was considered a celebrity.

"I can see your terrible nature!"

Shen Er unceremoniously pointed at Shirou with a rag: "Listen up, Emiya. It is right to help others, but it also depends on whether the person is worth it. If the person is hopeless Scum, then leave him alone and let him die."

"You are so merciless."

Shirou himself knew that what Shinji said was probably right, but he just couldn't get rid of his habit.

"Hey, Shinji." Shirou said while wiping the floor, "I probably didn't help others for any noble reason, but in fact, it should be in a kind of...selfishness? In the end, I just put myself Indulging in the fact of 'helping others' has been drugging myself."

After a pause, Shirou said a little lonely: "If I don't do this, I don't know what to do... How can I become a 'partner of justice'?"

"I have been worrying because I really can't see the future path. What do I want, how do I want to do it, and where do I want to go? I have no clue."

He scratched his head and said embarrassingly: "like this, is there really any point in doing trivial things every day? - I often think so myself. But there is no way, for me who is confused Said, this is the only consolation. Without the relief of these little things, I would probably have gone mad by now."

Shen Er was silent for a long time, calmly wrung out the rag, and started to work without saying a word.

But after only three minutes, he became impatient, threw the rag casually, and sat cross-legged watching Shirou busy alone, without any thought of stepping forward to help, nor did he feel ashamed at all.

"Cut~ It's really annoying." Shen Er's mood became quite bad, and even his face became gloomy.

"This way of life...is just like that man."

What Shinji thought of was a man who existed deep in his memory, and that person would often show an expression similar to Shirou's.

In terms of blood relationship, he should call that person uncle (Shen Er thinks so), but in Shen Er's subjective impression, the image of that person coincides with the word "father".

His uncle was... how should I put it, a wonderful and strange man.

While revitalizing the family business, he is also keen on charity. A small half of the entire Fuyuki related facilities are contracted by the construction company under the name of Matou.

Reorganize the company and find a reliable agent, so that Shen Er, a young heir, can retain considerable rights even if he does not directly participate in the company's decision-making.In addition, try to spare time to accompany Shen Er, so that his childhood is not distorted by family factors.

In Shen Er's memory, that man always had a smiling face, and for some reason he looked a little illusory and tired.

Despite his busy schedule and his poor health, he will try his best to find time to take care of Shen Er.It can be said that during Shen Er's childhood, this person played the role of parent and teacher at the same time.

It is also because of his influence that although Shen Er has an awkward personality now, he has not degenerated into a villain.

"I think being able to recognize the fact that you're human—that's a very valuable thing."

Yes, he thinks he is a person without talent, so he lives in the way of ordinary people and helps others within his ability.

In the end, he ushered in his own death.At the end of his life, only Shen Er was by his side.

Shen Er knew that he had been secretly in love with his childhood sweetheart, but he never tried to contact him until his death.

"That's good. I'm satisfied knowing that their mother and daughter are safe."

That way of life is too selfless and too cruel. Shen Er, who watched him go to the end, made up his mind to turn himself into a selfish person, and he must not take the same path.

Despite loving his uncle, hates this type of human.

But... In the end, Shinji can only make friends with such people, such as Shirou, no, only Shirou.

Glancing at Shinji who was lost in thought, Shirou sighed helplessly, then smiled, picked up the bucket and walked out.

While changing the water, he had nothing else to do and looked around casually, and stopped when his eyes glanced at a certain small building.

"Huh? People... Is there anyone who hasn't left at this late hour?" subconsciously strengthened his eyesight with magic power, "It's him..."

Turning off the faucet, Shirou walked into the small building and climbed onto the roof terrace.

"Why don't you go home, Ye Qing?"

It was Ye Qing standing there, at this moment he was standing on the edge overlooking the scenery.

Hearing the voice, he turned around: "Oh, it's Wei Gong-kun, good evening... I'm blowing the wind, so I can relax."

"It's late at night...it's dangerous there." Shirou was a little worried that he would jump off suddenly.

"There is no threshold in this world that cannot be crossed, so be careful."

Ye Qing was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing after he realized it: "What, you came here because you were worried about me committing suicide by jumping off a building, but I'm being too sentimental... Don't worry, I'm not that fragile yet."

"Even in the hopeless and bright situation, I persevered and worked hard to finish my life." Ye Qing said with some nostalgia, "Now it is different from before. I have the strength to resist fate, and I have also experienced With so many things, it would be too worthless to be defeated by setbacks like a joke at this time."

PS: Originally, it was supposed to be chapter by chapter, slowly presenting Ye Qing’s ideas, but the response to the first two chapters was not very good, so in order to improve everyone’s reading experience, I will add another chapter to let everyone read in advance. Know Ye Qing's thoughts.

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Although Shirou couldn't fully understand Ye Qing's lament about his previous life, he still nodded in agreement: "That's good, that's good...Actually, if you find it very hard...try to talk to them How about clarifying the relationship?"

Shirou is not stupid, he can vaguely guess that Ye Qing is in a relationship crisis.

"It's a little difficult." Ye Qing thought for a while, "The relationship is too complicated..."

"Standing on two boats?"

"...Four, no, about five... There should only be five." Ye Qing was a little bit unsure.

Shirou, who doesn't have a girlfriend yet, his eyes turned cold instantly: "Then you deserve it, what's there to complain about—the extent of your scum is far beyond my imagination."

Ye Qing gave him a subtle look.

"Ahem, let's not talk about the number of people. Isn't the most important thing for you now is to make it clear to them and clearly refuse those dishes that will kill people?" Shirou was puzzled, "If you continue like this, you will die."

"And then? What happens after the rejection?"

Ye Qing asked calmly: "Advising them to put down the kitchen knife and pick up the hatchet instead?"

Shirou was taken aback, Ye Qing sighed helplessly: "Huh~~ I'm not a piece of wood, I can probably guess what they think of me."

"Those guys... like, or 'love' me."

Ye Qing looked at the night in the distance: "I owe them something in this matter, because they fell in love with me unreservedly, but it is impossible for me to repay them with the same heart - I am not cunning, but just That's the reality."

Shirou was puzzled: "Choose the one you like the most to associate with, and break the relationship with others..."

"Probably some people can't bear it."

Ye Qing said lightly: "I'm not arrogant, but these people really can't do without me, and some people even have nothing but me... It's impossible for me to choose someone and just watch The others are going to die."

"So I'm waiting, I'm patient!"

"Wait for what?"

"Wait until they get familiar with each other's existence and develop a sense of companionship." Ye Qing took a deep breath, "At the very least, we must give up our hostility and rejection towards others."

Shirou was confused: "Does this have anything to do with what you are going through now? All I see is that you are being tortured alone."

Ye Qing took a deep look at him and said, "I... am not a smart person."

"Like the male protagonist in anime or TV series, he can deal with multiple women calmly and freely, passing a leaf among thousands of flowers without touching himself-I can't do things like that."

"I can't make these people let go of their prejudices and coexist peacefully... Hehe, it's probably because I'm clumsy."

Ye Qing laughed at himself: "I can't understand why male protagonists in the harem can control their own harem with ease, and I also don't understand why female protagonists with different personalities can live so harmoniously under the same roof without conflicts."

"I'm a clumsy guy, so I can only change it in a clumsy way."

Shirou was thoughtful: "Did you... treat yourself as a sacrifice?"

"No, no, it's not that serious..." Ye Qing smiled wryly, "It's just that I have to bear the punishment I deserve."

"In the beginning... more than a year ago, I really wanted to escape from that horrible cooking, but I gave up later."

"Why? Are you shaking M?" Shirou took two steps back.

"Because there's no point in doing that!"

Ye Qing's face darkened: "Cooking is just a superficiality after all, why they are so eager to cook for me is the most fundamental reason."

"They themselves should also realize what the hell they are doing, but they still can't give up, and they still persevere... The reason is probably pressure."

"pressure?"

"Yes, stress." Ye Qing exhaled, "Everyone will experience stress, it's a normal thing. And they...have anxiety because of me, and then accumulate a lot of pressure—— This is also a matter of course.”

"You said, what will happen if I refuse those dishes?"

Ye Qing asked himself and answered: "Without this channel to release the pressure, they will only feel farther and farther away from me, and the pressure will continue to increase... No one can say what will happen in the end!"

"It's the same now. When so many girls gather together, when they know that they are not 'unique', their uneasiness will shake their minds, and their spirits must be extremely unstable...

This is something that can't be helped. People with distinct personalities collide with each other and have the same goal that cannot be compromised. If there is no conflict, there will be ghosts! "

Ye Qing said solemnly: "They all come to bully me and release the pressure on me. Although it's a bit hard for me, it's better than them killing each other with hatchets—don't doubt, they can really do it!"

"Then you don't feel aggrieved?" Shirou said in disbelief, "It's too aggrieved to live!"

"The 'cause' you planted by yourself, you have to swallow the evil fruit you have borne!"

"In the final analysis, I brought them to this place. It's impossible not to take responsibility!"

Ye Qing gave Shirou a white look: "Furthermore, I didn't say it would continue like this..."

"They are both good girls in essence, but they were too lonely and shy of strangers before. As long as they get through this running-in period, they will be able to understand each other... I hope so."

Seeing Ye Qing talking to himself there, an idea suddenly flashed in Shirou's mind, at first he thought it was unbelievable, but the more he thought about it, the more something went wrong, so he tentatively asked.

"Well, Ye Qing, you... Could it be that this was not an accident, did you deliberately push yourself out to attract firepower?

Think of yourself as a stabilizing wedge... sort of. "

Ye Qing glanced at him, couldn't help laughing, didn't answer directly but said to himself: "If I want to escape, let them compete with each other, it's actually very easy to keep myself out of the matter.

As long as everyone says nice things, coaxes them, says they're single-minded, 'I'm not paying attention but you're the one I love the most' or something - but that's shameless!I can't do this kind of thing! "

"Then it's best to take the initiative to stand up. As long as you guide me intentionally or unintentionally, the girls who pay attention to me will naturally not devote too much energy to others...Don't look at me like this, in fact, I It's pretty strong."

"The girls' offensive looks terrifying, but they are not as strong as me fighting alone, and it is not life-threatening to me.