Solomon Who Doesn't Want to Be a Doctor is Not a Good Roman

Zi Yakumo wiped the tears off her face with her hands, then hugged her knees and curled up.

Although it is said that he is sleeping, he is not in the Lost House, but in his own gap.Even if Lost House is her own home, with Orange and Lan there, Yakumo Zi still feels insecure.

Dispelling the eyes around her, the surroundings were completely plunged into darkness, Yakumo Zi began to reminisce about the dream just now.It was not a happy experience, but even so, Yakumo Zi was willing to indulge in that sadness.

It cannot be said to be a dream, but to be more precise, it is my own memory, an image of the past.

The scene in the dream was also the last time Yakumo Zi saw her father, and at the price of her own existence, she erased her past existence.While destroying her own body, she also dealt a heavy blow to her who used to live on her father's "existence", causing her to be defeated by the angry master, and finally succeeded in saving humanity.

However, although Renri was saved, Zi Yakumo lost his father forever.

It's ridiculous to say, why did she destroy humanity in the first place?

After his father got the Holy Grail, he made a wish of "becoming an ordinary person" and returned to the world from death.However, he abandoned his strength, his body, and even his daughter.That's right, Zi Yakumo was mercilessly abandoned by her father.

——"You should swim in the wider world, not stay with me."

Leaving only such a sentence, she was abandoned to the unknown world.

The man she once admired, the father she once respected, just left her like this.Fear, anger, and resentment filled Yakumo Zi's heart. After traveling through countless worlds, she decided to take revenge on the man who abandoned him.

She was a monster who lived on her father's "existence", and followed her father in Akasha more than once, and she was already familiar with everything.Even because she was so familiar with that man's imprint, in just a few years, she found his world from far away.

Then, she got the man's body, held that same abandoned power in her hands, and then realized the cruelest revenge on the man who was addicted to the ordinary world-burning human reason.

Literally, she burned all human beings to death.Not only humans, but everything on the ground was burned, and the world was buried in the flames.

She succeeded, succeeded in destroying human beings, destroying the thing that man loved the most.Then, she failed, and the man chose between "daughter" and "human being", and finally destroyed himself with his own hands.

It wasn't until that moment that Yakumo Zi realized that her hatred was entirely based on love.Seeing her father disappear with her own eyes, she was in agony, and even lost the motivation to live, and was exiled to the infinite world.

She travels through the infinite world, trying to find clues about that man, as long as she has a little bit.However, all failed, that person was as if he had never appeared, no one remembered him, and no trace was left anywhere.

She then returns to the world of her birth, only to sense the man's presence on the moon unexpectedly.For this reason, Yakumo Zi gathered the power of monsters to attack the moon at all costs.

She wanted to tell him that she had surrendered.

She wanted to tell him that she was wrong.

She wanted to tell him that she regretted it.

However, when he saw the man on the moon with his own eyes, all the words he had prepared in his heart could not be uttered, Yakumo Zi, who was holding indescribable hope, completely fell into despair.

The man on the moon is not her father, but just a trace of obsession.

In the end, Yakumo Zi was knocked down by that shadow without any resistance, and fell from the moon to the earth.

At that moment she woke up, that man would never come back again.

From that day on, Zi Yakumo lived a life of walking dead.In the eyes of many monsters, she was hit by the failure of the lunar war, but no one knew that Yakumo Zi had completely fallen into sadness and despair.Until one day five hundred years later, she found her childhood experience from her memory——

——"A place called 'Gensokyo', and it is also a place I will definitely go to in the future (Chapter 73)."

She clearly remembered that when she was young, the promise her father made was for a certain girl.

Like a drowning man catching the last straw, Yakumo Zi desperately searched for a place called "Gensokyo", but Yakumozi searched the whole world, but finally could not find where "Gensokyo" was.

Soon, Zi Yagumo came to her senses. She realized that the time she was in now was five hundred years earlier than the time she was born, and perhaps the so-called "Gensokyo" hadn't even appeared yet.

Since there is no "Gensokyo" in this world, let me create "Gensokyo".

If she created "Gensokyo", then one day, that man will come back here.Even Zi Yakumo felt that maybe the reason why "Gensokyo" existed in the first place was what she did in this timeline.

Therefore, once again gathering the power of the monsters and persuading the Dragon God who hindered her, Yakumo Zi finally created "Gensokyo".From the day when Gensokyo was built, she never left Gensokyo again, waiting for that man to appear every day and every second. This phenomenon even circulated in Gensokyo that "Zi Yakumo can't leave Gensokyo "This rumor (Chapter 55).

But it doesn't matter, there is no need to care about Gensokyo or anything else, just need to maintain the existence of Gensokyo, and wait for that person to appear in front of her one day.

She kept waiting, kept paying attention to Gensokyo, kept paying attention to the outside world, and finally one day, she saw that man.

That was his father, a father who hadn't grown up yet, weak to an insignificant level.If Yakumo Zi didn't feel that her young self was on him, maybe she would have ignored him. Fortunately, she finally found him.

However, she couldn't leave Gensokyo, Yakumo Zi couldn't meet Romani Akiman at this time, because she couldn't foresee what would happen when the two met, even though the desire to meet in her heart was stronger than ever strong.More importantly, the current father is not the father she wants to see. What she wants to see is the unknown hero who sacrificed himself to save humanity but is not remembered by mankind.

But, can she just wait like this?Really do nothing?Will father really come back?

After the birth of her young self, Yakumo Zi's thoughts began to be messed up, and she kept falling into self-examination, and then began to move around.

She saw her father disappear in front of her eyes, the traces of the past completely disappeared, and he would never come back to life.So what if she changed the immature Romani Akiman now?If Romani Akiman's life starts to change now, will it follow the same path in the future?

Yakumo Zi cannot meet the current Romani Akiman, however, she can change her young self.Just like an Archer who participated in the Holy Grail War, as long as he kills his past self, the present who became the guardian will disappear.If I change the path of my childhood self now, when I grow up, I will not take the path of revenge against my father, and my father will not sacrifice himself to save humanity.

Unlike others, Romani Akiman and Yakumo Zi, who have separated from Akasha, are unique existences, and there are no equivalents.

So Yakumo Zi secretly manipulated the mutation to connect Kaguya Hime to the outside network, and at the same time lure Romani Akiman to corner everyone in the form of the network.

So Yakumo Zi let Emperor Inaba, the witch Patchouli, and Ibuki Suika of the ghost clan leave when the mutation happened, and let them contact Romani Akiman.

So Yakumo Zi introduced the three gods of Moriya Shrine into Gensokyo, avoiding what she had experienced, and Romani Akiman spent his whole life with Dongfengya Sanae in the attitude of "ordinary human beings".

So Yakumozi allowed Horaiyama Kaguya and Yayi Yonglin to leave Gensokyo.

Even, in order to change Romani Akiman, Yakumo Zi did not hesitate to change her young self, and finally caused the young Xiao Zi to fall into a deep sleep.

She has done everything she can, and as for whether to change the past, she can only leave it to fate.

Yakumo Zi opened the gap, got out from inside, and lay in her room in a daze, her mind was empty.She didn't know how long she stayed in the gap, maybe it was only one day, maybe it was a month, maybe it was a year, staying in the gap would make time blurred, and Yakumo Zi spent a long time , so that she cannot measure well the short time.

The door was pulled open.