My Boss, the White-haired Nun

"You never said that." However, the blue-haired girl just gave him a blank look, "But you have exposed too many flaws."

"Huh?" The man tilted his head, motioning the girl to continue talking about love.

"...Just like what you just said, in the past, the gifts you gave me were always related to knowledge. It was not the crystallization of wisdom, but the representative of truth." The blue-haired girl smiled at the man. Said so.

"Only this year, the gift you gave is a peaceful and beautiful life."

she said in a low voice.

"And what you said... Nicholas, we have lived together for more than ten years, and you do have a lot of secrets, and I dare not say that I understand you completely. But at least, I still have some of your habits. Know something."

She shook her head.

"To be honest, if it wasn't for something, you would never have said these things to me today. [Knowing too much is not a good thing], I have never seen anyone who believes in this rule more than you people."

"Because I also think about it from time to time." The man laughed. "If I know less, will my life be happier, and I won't have to work so hard."

"So what's the result?"

"Of course it turned out to be impossible." Gong Ming smiled with a trace of complacency and helplessness on his face, "It's not that I'm boasting or anything else, I just want to come. If everything else in this history remains the same, except for the few According to my words, it should be very difficult for human beings to get to this step..."

"I am not an inevitability of history. Without Nicholas, there would be no such thing as King Gulas and Li Gulas. No matter what achievements or evaluations, I am an indispensable person in this history."

"..."

The girl was silent for a moment, got up from the man's embrace, turned around and sat on the man's lap, stretched out her hand to hold the man's cheek, and made him look at her with those golden eyes.

And Gong Ming was not afraid to look at her, and looked at her with a smile, his eyes were full of light and tenderness.

"Can you not go?" Einstein asked softly, although he already knew the answer in his heart.

"No~" Gong Ming smiled and shook his head.

"Although it may be big or small, light or heavy for everyone, as long as you live in this world, you will always encounter some things that you can't do."

"This matter may be very difficult, it may be difficult to do, and it may put a lot of pressure on you. Even, sometimes this matter may be very dangerous, so dangerous that you may die because of it."

"You will be anxious, troubled, panic, and want to escape. You feel that there is no way to do this thing, and you feel that those who force you to do this thing or the reason are persecuting you and trying to kill you."

"But you will do such a thing in the end, because you will eventually realize that there is no one else who can do such a thing except you. And those things that happen after escaping are yours. I don’t even want to face the ending.”

His eyes were bright, like stars twinkling in them.

"I'm not assuming that you really escaped such a situation, although for many people this situation is not uncommon, and even can be seen everywhere. But at least, for you, for me, this is a completely An unacceptable outcome."

"Even if I dare not call myself a hero, at least I can't be a coward, right?"

"You always have a lot of reasons." Even though the girl admitted in her heart that what the man said was reasonable, she still said in a self-defeating manner.

"Because I am on the side of justice and justice." The man rubbed her hair and said with a smile.

However, the girl did not continue with his words.Just looking at the chocolate that Gong Ming gave her on the bedside table, she was a little lost in thought.

"What are you thinking?" Gong Ming asked softly.

"I'm thinking, if I hadn't received such a precious gift, if I hadn't poured out that drugged cup of tea at night and woke up tonight, if what happened tonight had never happened, would tomorrow You won't leave?"

She lowered her head and her voice was a little low.

"It's a completely unreasonable and unreasonable idea. But it's something a little girl would think about." The man laughed and raised his hand to scratch her nose. "But you know that's actually impossible, right?"

"That's why I didn't say it." She tightened her grip on Gong Ming's collar and shouted at the man.There was already a faint cry in the voice.

"But I can't restrain myself from thinking this way! But that's how I feel in my heart! Who can't say beautiful words! Who can't speak great truths! Do you understand what the hell is going on?! I might just I'm going to lose my most important person, do you know that! In the end, you can only say these beautiful words?!"

"..."

The smile on Gong Ming's face slowly faded away.The arms that were loosely placed behind the girl became stiff, and the fingers trembled slightly, as if trying to hold something tightly, but finally let go.

He knew exactly what the girl wanted him to say, and he knew it from the very beginning.No matter how much reasoning is used to embellish and how many beautiful words to cover up, this fact cannot be changed.

But unfortunately, he didn't have the capital to say those words.

From earlier than the so-called "beginning", no.

"...Sorry"

The corners of his mouth curled up a little bit, he was a little dazed and didn't know what to say, wanted to comfort but didn't know where to start, in the end he could only lower his head under the disappointed gaze of the girl, and was silent for a moment , only squeezed out three extremely dry words.

Yeah, why did he teach those kids so many things?Why should he ask those children to be a reasonable person?Why did he want those children to have a forgiving character?

After all, isn't it because of fear?Afraid that he could not meet the requirements of those children, afraid of the disappointed eyes of those children, and afraid of the disappointed expressions of those children.

Even if those requests are not suitable, in fact, those disappointments are not reasonable, even if those losses are not actually responsible for him...

He's such a bad guardian, because he can't satisfy the children's "even a little bit" of capriciousness when real problems arise in front of them.

"Sorry..."

The man repeated the sentence again—he seemed to have nothing more to say.He could only apologize dryly, as if he had really done something wrong.

The room fell silent, and the two of them were completely silent. Neither of them said even a word, only the sound of each other's breathing was still slowly ringing, clearly audible in the quiet space.

"...do you have anything else to ask?"

The first ray of light in the morning came in from the window and shone on the faces of the two, the fluff on their faces was clearly visible.

Don't say it like I'm going to die...