My Boss, the White-haired Nun

"..." The blond Valkyrie just listened silently, not even knowing what to say to comfort him at this moment.

"I once thought that I had stepped out of the shadow brought by that man. Because when I became a Valkyrie, I haven't experienced the severe pain during exercise for a long time." Rita said while lying on her side.

"People's self-protection mechanism will make people forget the too painful past. At that time, I can't even remember the appearance of the man I thought I would remember when he turned into ashes. Only the monster covered in black scales is still engraved on me. in the mind."

"I used to naively think that I could get out of it. Even if I was carrying blood and deep hatred, I could still try to have a normal life. I could have a partner who trusts each other, and a lover who is attached to each other." Her voice was very soft Said, the self-esteem of the words is full of powerlessness that penetrates into the bone marrow.

"However, the node of fate will eventually come. At that moment, the goddess of fate will come one after another, sneering at the world at the other end of the silk thread, and tie the spinning thread in her hand into an inextricable knot."

"In the Quantum Sea, I met the person I shouldn't have met in my life, and fell in love with him so hard that I couldn't die. I even handed over my first kiss without warning." She said When he was here, he glanced at Youlandelle with a half-smile.The blond girl knew she was referring to the time she caught the two of them kissing, but the smile still gave her the creeps.

"At that time, I was really naive. Although we were looking for a way out, in my heart, I felt that it was very possible that we would never be able to go out in this life. We must stay in this place for the rest of our lives. .” Rita suddenly laughed, with a sincere smile on her face.However, her expression was full of awe just now, and the smile at this moment appeared a little sick in the eyes of Youlandelle.

"Actually, when I first realized this, I found that the feeling that came out of my heart was not anxiety but joy. Because this means that I will make a complete separation from the past me. From then on, everything outside, our past Everything in the outside world has nothing to do with me now. I finally have a grandiose reason to convince myself—”

"Look, Rita, it's not that you don't work hard, nor that you have forgotten your hatred. You just lost the opportunity for revenge because of the barrier of space, and you let go of revenge only because you were forced to. If you have the opportunity, you can find your enemy again. If you don't, you will definitely kill him, but now you can't find him, so you are so slack."

"..." Ulandal remained silent, not knowing what to say.

"Hatred is poison. It is not only a source of strength, but also a heavy burden." Rita sighed faintly. "Who would want to live with sin karma all his life, let alone such a difficult hatred."

"With that in mind, did you choose to start a relationship there?" the blond girl asked in the dark. "So after searching, you finally chose Nicholas?"

"It's not that I choose. Things like love are two-way. An old man after a serious injury, a girl who is deeply in revenge, in such a strange place and at the same time at the same time, they both got rid of the pain they couldn't get rid of. Fate, when licking each other's wounds, made some common mistakes."

She suddenly fixed her eyes on Youlandelle and said. "Don't look at the fact that the two of us accompanied you to find a way out, but in fact, Nicholas and I already felt in our hearts that this matter was impossible. At that time, we felt that the quantum sea was a pure land for us. It's just that we didn't Thinking about it, it turned out to be a trick of fate in the end."

"...So you finally realized the identity of this man at the end of that story, but when facing your lover, you still stabbed that sword resolutely, didn't you?"

After a moment of silence in the darkness, the blond girl spoke hesitantly.

"Did you...really not hesitate?"

"...Although I really don't want to admit it." Rita was silent for a while, instead of answering the question, she changed the topic.

"But after stabbing that sword, I should have died in the energy turbulence that exploded in his body. It was he who saved me and changed my blood. This is the second time."

"After that I realized that I couldn't kill this man. The first time in Siberia he killed my whole family but saved me. I hated everything he did but knew that we owed each other. So even in Quantum Under such a relationship in Haili, I can still stab him with that sword calmly. After stabbing that sword, I owe him a life. After he dies, I will pay him back with my own life. He and I are still It's not owed to each other. If there is really a hell, I don't mind being a ghost couple with him."

"But it was different after that. I wanted to kill him, but was saved by him again. Even if I didn't succeed in killing him, it doesn't matter, but in the end, I still owe him my life."

Her voice was faint and a little cold.

"That's very troublesome. If I owe him a life, I can't kill him. I have to pay this life back. Then what can I use to pay back this life?"

"...Child?" Urandale finally understood what Rita meant, her complexion changed drastically, and she instantly turned pale.

"You've been wanting to give him a child since Quantum Sea... Is that what you mean?"

She looked at her best friend like a psycho, as if she had never known her.She never thought that there would be people in this world who would have such a distorted and weird world view, and would have such bizarre and tortuous emotions.

She only saw the ambiguous relationship between Rita and Gong Ming, and thought that they were still in love with each other because they were trapped in various unspeakable situations, so she wanted to create opportunities for the two of them on her own initiative.But she never thought that what was hidden under this ambiguity was such a cold calculation, the revenge of a lunatic full of paranoia.

"I admit that I love him, but that doesn't stop me from hating him. I've tried my best to give him a baby, but the moment the baby is born, I'll bite his throat and kill myself. Follow him."

Under the moonlight, the gray-haired girl chuckled, one eye was a charming purple, and the other was a cold golden pupil.

Like representing love and hate respectively.There is a clear distinction between Wei and Wei, and they will never blend.

"Now, you who know everything..."

"Do you still want to persuade me to go to him for a ring that represents marriage?"

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"..."

The conversation between the two seemed to be over, because the room fell into a long silence, as if they had already fallen asleep, without a sound.

"You still like him, don't you? The kind of liking that is higher than your own life, for which he can even sacrifice his life, am I right?"

Just when Rita thought that today's night talk was over and Ulandal had given up on this question, she suddenly heard such a question from the opposite bed.

"I'm not denying this." The girl admitted the matter frankly and nodded calmly. "I am willing to die for him, no reason is needed."

"Then it's him, he likes you too, am I right?" the blond girl asked immediately.

"Although this body is just a maid." Rita smiled. "But Rita doesn't doubt her own charm. About this, I still have confidence."

"Since we like each other! Let's be together!" Urandale shouted suddenly. "Since they are willing to risk their lives for each other! Then why hesitate to deal with these inexplicable things! Then talk! Let's be together!"

In this night talk, it was Rita who was always excited before, so that at this moment Ulandal suddenly shouted, and the girl who could post was a little dazed for a while.

"Why do people who are still alive have to worry about people who have already died! How much time do you have in your life to squander like this! Do you know that it is ridiculous for you to be so paranoid!"

They were partners who had fought side by side for more than ten years, but this was the first time Rita heard the blond girl scolding her so angrily.

"If you have to hate someone for someone who is dead, then hate me! What is this inexplicable emotion? For the four years when you were young and you don't remember Will the following decades and hundreds of years be wasted?"

Urandale had already sat up from the bed, glaring at her best friend and said loudly.

"Who do you think you are torturing! You are torturing yourself, do you know that! Your parents were dead soldiers at that time, do you know?! You have been a Valkyrie for more than ten years and you still don't understand What exactly is it? Not to mention Gong Ming, even if you travel back and stand there by yourself, you will kill them, don't you know?! Otherwise, do you think they will be soft when they kill you?!"

There is nothing wrong with Rita's story itself, if everything is true, it is indeed a compulsion to love.However, at the beginning of this story, there was a problem that Rita deliberately ignored, that is, what Gong Ming did was definitely not just "from his standpoint", but "from anyone's standpoint". "No problem at all!A dead man is a dead man!It's a corpse!It's a zombie!What Gong Ming did at that time was not "he killed my whole family" as Rita said, but simply wiped out a few corpses that had been corroded by the Houkai!Even the people from China who are most taboo about this kind of thing will not hold grudges because of it, let alone Rita!

"Wake up, Rita! You just hated him for a long time and made it your goal in life! When you find out that you shouldn't hate him, you should continue to hate him even if you pretend to be stupid." Ulandal was heartbroken.

"If your goal in life is wrong, change it! If you make a mistake, correct it! I never thought that you are such a cowardly person! You don't even have the courage to admit your mistakes!"