Obviously in so many memories of him, her smile is always so bright, and even in many cases, she looks more like a carefree child than Ying Lili.
Happy like a child, naughty like a child, funny like a child, but also mature and more things that he can't explain that a child doesn't have, such Sayuri Sawamura was very attractive to him back then.
Even now, Sayuri is full of charm to him. Although he admitted that he did have some pink memories of her, Ye Zheng is very clear that the charm he felt at this time did not carry any ambiguity breath.
Compared with the idiot Eriri of the same age, Sayuri Sawamura, he yearns for the childhood memories before he knew Xiaobu.
However, no matter what kind of assumption it was under, Sayuri who looked like this at this time never appeared in his mind.
This made him unable to hold back his urge to hold her in his arms.
Softly speaking some meaningless words to comfort her, caressing her pair of ponytails hanging down weakly, feeling distressed and pity.
Ye Zheng knew very well that whether it was due to the embarrassing difference in their identities, or the almost irreversible atmosphere before, such impulses should be absolutely forbidden.
Moreover, his rationality did not disappear because of the facts, and even, because of listening to her narration, his slightly blurred eyes seemed to gradually become clear.
"Ye Jun...?"
Sawamura Sayuri's slightly surprised voice sounded, her narration was actually over, but Ye Zheng didn't know how to speak, that's why the scene became so quiet, although, such silence was actually her more accustomed.
Curling up on a chair is actually not a comfortable posture, and she usually doesn't behave like this, but, following her narration and the silence that followed, she involuntarily hugged her legs.
It seemed that all the emotions had disappeared. Someone had heard her narration, and she seemed to feel a lot better in her heart. Even the daze that was going on now seemed to be a lot more relieved.
Until, that somewhat unfamiliar yet slightly familiar aura enveloped him from all directions.
Chapter 702: Drunkenness is a good reason [Adden-Book List 80]
In fact, although she was a little wronged, a little regretful, and maybe even regretted it once, Sayuri Sawamura actually thought that she had already seen everything.
Every time I think about it, although I can't help curling up into a ball, the depressed mood can obviously be adjusted quickly.
However, perhaps because it was telling rather than recalling, or because someone was listening at the moment, Sayuri Sawamura let her mind go blank, just silently staring blankly.
Until when, or because I was in a daze and tired, or because I was hungry, I felt sleepy after staying up late for a long time...
All in all, she can still get out of that state, and no matter what, she can wake up at the normal time in the early morning of the next day. After all, her stupid daughter can't cook. If she doesn't get up, Ying Lili will be hungry .
It was so barren that people would misunderstand whether she was malnourished, how could Sayuri Sawamura be willing to let that idiot go hungry?
It has always been faced with a laissez-faire mentality. Since accepting this kind of life, Sayuri Sawamura has never thought about making any changes. She just wants to watch her stupid daughter grow up healthily. After all, she no longer has the youthful rebellion she once had.
What's more, I made such a choice when I was young, and now facing such a reality, how can I find the reason and courage to change it?
For some reason, Sayuri Sawamura had various thoughts in her mind, but there was no doubt that they were all trying to convince herself that it was right to maintain the status quo, yes, there would be nothing wrong with this.
Her eyes were unfocused, her chin rested gently on her knees, and from the angle of her line of sight, she could just see the empty goblet. As the level of the wine-red liquid gradually rose, under the illumination of the light, It seems to be flickering with moving light.
The crimson eyes seemed to be in a trance, and the slight halo attracted her gaze.
This night is not bleak, even though her heart is depressed at this time, and she seems to have a sense of desolation far away from everything, but she feels a heat.
As if it was not an illusion, it came from all directions, her dazed eyes blinked, and then, she smelled a breath that was undoubtedly not unfamiliar.
Although, his smell was actually not familiar to her.
I was hugged by that little bastard again?
In Sayuri Sawamura's mind, although she hadn't fully recovered from her daze, such a clear realization had already flashed across her mind.
Different from the accident just now, this time, without any precautions, he was hugged actively like this?
Maybe it's because her brain is not fully awake yet, Saidura Sawamura didn't react at all, she didn't even blink her eyes, only her slightly trembling eyelashes might be able to explain her inner unrest at this moment.
Her heart beat faster involuntarily, but she pretended she hadn't reacted yet, and quickly glanced around secretly, at least to have a little understanding of the current situation.
In fact, from the moment her heartbeat accelerated, Ye Zheng could clearly feel that he had noticed his movements, and she had also noticed.
I don't know how to explain my behavior, so let's describe it as a coincidence.
Seeing Sayuri Sawamura like this, he was obviously in his own home, but he seemed like a homeless stray animal. His rationality was probably completely pushed down to the floor by impulse, and then he gave up struggling.
In fact, he was just planning to drink with her to relieve his sorrows, so, after drinking the wine for the first time, Ye Zheng filled his glass again, and at the same time helped Sayuri's empty glass. Pour it into the cup.
Her expressionless gaze followed the slightly swaying liquid surface, raising it little by little, as if she was yearning cautiously.
Lively, lively, full of the beauty and naughtiness of a young and beautiful girl, obviously that is what Sayuri Sawamura should look like in his memory.
However, at this moment, under her petite body, there seems to be only a little bit of loneliness left, and even that burgundy light is worth yearning for her...
Putting down the red wine bottle in his hand, Ye Zheng didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't know what his brain was trying to control his body to do.
It's just that he moved forward slightly for a little while, the movement was so soft, as if even the slightest noise would disturb this helpless little animal-like Sayuri Sawamura.
Standing, bending knees, one knee seems to have touched the ground, Ye Zheng didn't know whether he was half-kneeling or squatting at this time, there was only one thought left in his mind.
He held out his hands towards her.
One hand behind the back, one hand in front of the body;
The hand on the back gently patted and caressed, and the hand in front of her brushed her white forearm, and then bent it to ninety degrees. The palm covered her head and placed it on one side of the twin ponytails. Clinging tightly to her body, arms, thighs, cheeks...
I don't know if it's because he didn't want to give her time to react, and didn't want her to have a chance to refuse. Ye Zheng put one hand on Sayuri Sawamura's back to soothe her, but the palm of the other hand slightly exerted force, making her side face Slowly approaching himself.
"Ye Jun?"
Saidura Sawamura's face turned towards him, but her eyes were flickering and dodging, although at this time, his eyes were also slowly wandering away from her direction.
Ye Zheng heard her voice, and also felt the faster and faster heartbeats of each other, but he didn't seem to have any intention of stopping at all, nor did he have any intention of covering up.
Probably, just want her to have a place to lean on - not her own knees, but his chest.
"Ye Zheng!"
The tone of his voice raised slightly, but he seemed to be a little helpless, and he didn't seem to be angry, at least, it was in his feeling.
"Well, I just drank too much and felt a little dizzy."
His gaze still didn't seem to dare to set her on her.
Sayuri Sawamura's eyes froze, and some panic and struggle appeared in her purple eyes.
Now she is not as distraught as she was before, and even the drunkenness seems to have dissipated a lot with the narration and memories just now.
But he was different, from the very beginning, he seemed to have something on his mind, staring at the wine glass closely, it seemed that he had been drinking all the time, so he was confused after being drunk...
As if there was an inaudible silent sigh, the crimson eyes were gently closed together, and a faint blush slowly emerged.
"Me too, a little drunk..."
The little face that was tense just now seemed to relax slightly, and the trembling eyelashes showed that she was not at peace at this moment.
Chapter 703: "Huh... idiot..."
"Actually, I don't know how to drink much, and I didn't drink much before."
"If you didn't drop out so early in college, maybe you would drink better?"
"Obviously I just drank a little bit, but I'm already in a trance, this is the first time I feel like this."
Leaning in Ye Zheng's arms, Sayuri Sawamura said to herself with her eyes closed, as if she wanted to emphasize again that she was just too weak to drink, so she took a short rest like this.
There is no ambiguous atmosphere, nor is it trying to cross any taboos, it is just because of drinking too much, so there is such contact that is not controlled by the brain, everything is not driven by her and him, but alcohol Act on the body.
She spoke softly, and some of her own memories were mixed in from time to time, but at this time, she was not as depressed as before.
With the recollection of her brain, even her voice when speaking seemed to carry a little of her youthful atmosphere.
I don't know when it started, Ye Zheng's hand on her back has stopped moving, but is supporting Sayuri Sawamura's shoulder, and her hands that were originally hugging her legs have also become arms hugging him .
Although enjoying the feeling of head-touching is very comfortable, Sayuri Sawamura always feels that she is like a child.
There were two people sitting on the not-so-large chair, but it didn't look too crowded. With her petite figure, she could actually be said to be sitting on his lap.
It's just that I'm in a daze after being drunk. Everything is the autonomous behavior of the body without the participation of the unconscious brain. Moreover, it is completely reasonable to lose some memory fragments after being drunk.
Holding Ye Zheng's straight arms with both hands, and hiding her whole body in his arms, Sayuri Sawamura closed her eyes gently, but kept talking about various things in her mouth.
She hugged his hand tightly. Anyway, she has a flat chest, so she probably doesn't have to worry about the beauty or embarrassment that the touch of hugging too tightly will bring.
Therefore, compared to the possible ambiguity of such contact, of course, such a sense of security is more attractive to her.
If I wasn't flat-chested, I probably wouldn't have such courage, would I?
Inexplicably, Sayuri Sawamura seems to have found a benefit of the poor breasts attribute, although she also knows that this is deceiving herself, after all, how could they really feel nothing when they hug each other so tightly.
She's just the kind of skinny with slightly protruding breasts, not completely flat and skinny!
However, at this moment, for her and him, isn't everything like deception?
"Well?"
"Ye Jun, what are you doing! Have you been silent since the beginning?"
Sayuri Sawamura swayed slightly, as if she didn't care at all, she was holding Ye Zheng's arm in her arms, and she seemed to have forgotten that no matter what kind of relationship it was, this kind of behavior was actually a bit too intimate.
The option of cheating has never appeared in Sayuri Sawamura's mind, not because he still has deep feelings for her husband, nor is it because of how traditional her character is.
After all, her rebellion because of love back then gave birth to Ying Lili early, and she dropped out of school and got married for this reason. In a sense, it can fully prove the little bit of madness hidden in her tradition and conservativeness.
Sayuri Sawamura knows very well that their mother and daughter are indeed alike in some respects, just like Eriri, in the depths of her weak personality, there is actually a little hysteria hidden.
In fact, she is not a good girl. When she was young, she was more like a "virgin bitch" in the mouth of the otaku. Of course, there may be a little paranoid in her character, otherwise she probably wouldn't be so impulsive in love. decisive.
For more than ten years, I have always wanted to be a good wife and mother. Although I didn't seem to be very successful, it was fine as a good wife. Anyway, no matter what she did, he would only dislike her later.
As for the good mother, although she is indeed a housewife and tries her best to take care of Ying Lili, she is more like an unscrupulous mother to that idiot.
Although, the little bastard next to her seemed to think so too.
Cheating is impossible, even mental cheating does not exist, she and him are just confused after drinking too much, and it is just her desire for someone to confide in, who can bring her a little sense of peace of mind.
That's all, for this point, Sayuri Sawamura is extremely clear-headed.
The face of the stupid daughter, and Ying Lili's feelings for this little bastard, these things never disappeared from her mind, even when she teased him by accident before.
With enough courage and bad taste, she dared to tease him and tease him, but she would never cross the line, which was what she firmly believed in her heart.
Although Sayuri Sawamura knew very well that she was playing with fire, and she was playing with fire while walking on a steel wire, and even that self-confidence was completely blind...
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