The Two-dimensional Life of the Traveler is So Salty

Because of Ying Lili's existence, he hesitated about the divorce, and then so many years passed in a blink of an eye.

It was because of my own greed that he hesitated and indulged this bastard again and again, even somehow, it seemed that she had provoked it on his own initiative.

Even though he found that the problem existed, and could clearly perceive the possible danger, he still struggled and hesitated again and again, and then reached the point of helplessness at this moment.

I don't know what to do anymore!

Sayuri Sawamura didn't make any movements, she could clearly feel the undiminished hardness and heat even through her clothes.

Even though, the hand that was resting on her belly at random seemed to be the hand to prevent her from falling, but for some reason it seemed to be slightly shifted.

She couldn't lie to herself any longer - it wasn't the same hand at all!

Sayuri knew very well that the hands of that little bastard had turned into hugs at this moment.

The range of temperature changes spread from her crotch, maybe because it was summer, maybe because of her petiteness, Sayuri felt that she must be covered by his whole body.

The beating speed of her heart became faster and faster, Sayuri Sawamura couldn't help but want to hold her chest with her hands. After all, this feeling seemed to be able to jump out in the next second, but she found that she couldn't do it. arrived.

In a daze, she had already clearly felt the strength of the embrace that became more and more obvious, this little bastard, hug her so tightly!

What should I do?

A daze flashed in Sayuri Sawamura's eyes. She should break free quickly, but she felt a sense of security inexplicably, because the sense of restraint from his hands seemed to be exactly what she wanted.

What suddenly occupied her mind was not the "dangerous" situation she was in at this time, but the enlightenment she had just had—what was Sayuri Sawamura thinking all this time.

There is no doubt that the only meaning of her life is to care about Ying Lili, and this idea has never wavered.

However, in life other than this, there seems to be no pursuit, which seems a bit too sad, although, the wife with two ponytails named Sayuri, she is very clear that the truth is indeed the case.

There is nothing I want, family or love, or friendship.

Because of the rebelliousness and impulsiveness at the beginning, even though Eriri is already this old, even if time has proved her mistake, the conflict between Sayuri Sawamura and her family, even though she knows that such conflicts have been eliminated by time, has always been I don't have enough courage.

She would rather confine herself in this narrow space than go out, not only her relatives, but also her former friends. Otherwise, there would be no chance for Hiratsuka Shizuka to become his guardian more than a year ago Woolen cloth.

The most suitable candidate for this little bastard's guardian is undoubtedly her own, and if she becomes the guardian, there will be no such entanglements.

What's more, since this little bastard is a hopeless sister-in-law, adding a righteous sister to Ying Lili will undoubtedly increase the odds of winning for the idiot daughter.

It's a pity that although she does have a lot of nostalgia for the past, Sayuri Sawamura can't really be like the original, that young, lively and mischievous girl, after choosing to drop out of school on impulse, she probably won't be able to go back. .

Even the root cause of all this, the so-called love, has already completely dissipated over time.

Mrs. Sawamura is extremely free, and she also knows that in the mind of this little bastard holding her, her image is probably like a salted fish doing nothing, loose and free, leisurely and casual, as if unrestrained.

But all that is false!

Under such strength and heat, the dark purple eyes shone with a dim light, which seemed to be extremely contradictory, but a real bright light.

Undoubtedly, although she doesn't hate this kind of life, she is still very young. She really doesn't want to be confined to the identity of "Eriri's mother". "The breath of life.

Although the scene she imagined was definitely not Sayuri Sawamura being held in the arms of a little bastard, but from a day she can't remember, she was like a kite with a broken string, unrestrained, but she didn't know what to do. Where to go.

Eri Sawamura, this idiot daughter, maybe it can be said that she is concerned about it, or it can be said that it is a burden tied to her kite irresponsibly. Fortunately, because of such existence, she was not caught by reality The wind blows away.

No matter what kind of things she encounters, whether it's because she cares about Eiriri, or because she's worried about this idiot daughter, Sayuri Sawamura can be extremely strong, but this is not the same as the so-called destination after all.

The most intuitive thing is that Sayuri, who is already a mother, of course knows that it doesn't take too long for Ying Lili to fall in love with a certain boy, and she may even fall out with her because of him...

The previous experience seemed to stab herself unbearably. The stupid daughter would find her home. At that time, what was the meaning of Sayuri Sawamura’s existence? Sometimes, she looked very young , and even a little like a child, but some of Sayuri's thoughts are already like an old man who is dying.

Even she herself knew that this was just a momentary paranoia, but she couldn't help but care about it.

Unable to move her hands, Sayuri Sawamura's mind is gradually regaining consciousness. Of course she knows that it is because of the little bastard's embrace of her. Although she is very clear about the danger and fear of her thoughts, the feeling at this time is like another part of life. A thread was connected to him again...

"That's wrong, isn't it...?"

Almost inaudible, Sayuri Sawamura muttered to herself.

ps: A month ago, when the recommendation of the large banner on the bookshelf ended on July 7, the collection had 27w+ a month passed, and now it is only in the early 2.5w, and almost 2.3 collections have been dropped in a month, which is not a small blow...

ps2: From now on, the author has given up talking to himself, and has become a machine that only updates code words regularly~

Chapter 929: So, she and he both made choices.

Ye Zheng didn't know what was wrong with him - why did he do this, as if he couldn't control his impulse completely.

Maybe subconsciously don't want to let go?

He tightly wrapped his hands around the petite wife, as if he also knew that such an action was too much, he buried his head behind her neck, as if he didn't have the courage and face to meet her eyes.

It's not just the amount of strength used, Ye Zheng is very clear, although his ten fingers have not moved too flexibly, but the palm has already followed the curve of the body, and carefully measured the slight wrinkles of the lavender kimono on Sayuri's body.

It only needs a slight movement of the wrist, and Ye Zheng knows that he is very close to the place he once grasped with his own hands. Even if he adjusts the direction of his palm a little, the wide neckline will not be able to stop it. , perhaps it can be said to be an unforgettable touch.

It shouldn't be unfolding like this, for this scene at this time, Ye Zheng's mind is too dazed, whether it's his impulsiveness, or Sayuri's connivance.

However, even though he didn't know it yet, during that period of time, both of them fell into a trap called memories, and they could be described as "terrible" memories.

I feel a little regretful—it's not unexpected to have such a mood, whether it's Ye Zheng or Sayuri Sawamura, after all, such a scene has never appeared in the imagination of the two of them.

Of course, compared with regret, he and her at this time are actually more in a dilemma, facing such an extremely embarrassing reality.

It is undeniable that Ye Zheng found that he didn't want to let go. Although he regretted his impulsiveness, he didn't want to do more actions that would make the woman in his arms misunderstand even more.

In his childhood, his memory of the childhood stage is of course very vague, but Ye Zheng at this time clearly knows that the reason why he doesn't want to let go has no doubt that it has nothing to do with it.

Even if such feelings are absolutely beyond the so-called taboos, even his thoughts about Jing's cuteness seem nothing compared to the scene and actions he is in at this time, but since then, Ye Zheng has been no longer A normal person now.

"Anyway, I'm such a bastard, scum, pervert..."

I don't know if he is answering, or just talking to himself, every time Ye Zheng's lips open and close will be accompanied by a little bit of breath flow, Saiduri Sawamura can feel it clearly, as if a slight movement will touch, It seemed that in the next second, her skin would touch his lips.

She didn't dare to make any moves, although she didn't know why, it was because she was worried about being kissed by him, or it was simply because her heart couldn't be calm, because it was difficult for her brain to regain consciousness.

I have clearly felt it. The emotion and courage of the little bastard behind her is inexplicably moved, but more of it is panic. There is no doubt that this may be what she once hoped to feel in delusion, but as long as she is awake I absolutely don't want to see it actually happen.

But the reality is like this, full of helpless drama, so that she doesn't know what else to do besides being caught off guard, whether she breaks away immediately, or stops him quickly, or chooses to pretend that she doesn't know anything , or even cater to...

No, the last item is impossible. A hint of firmness flashed through her crimson eyes in the mist. Sayuri Sawamura was sure that even if this little bastard really dared to do something, she definitely didn't have enough courage.

However, in fact, she also discovered that, except for insisting on some small details, Sayuri Sawamura has no idea what it feels like to "take the initiative".

In fact, the wife of the Sawamura family is not really that bold. The mother and daughter of Sawamura who have inherited almost all similar genes, how could there be such a big difference in character between her and Eriri.

When she really encountered something she couldn't bear and didn't know how to solve it, her first thought was to run away, just like the idiot daughter who inherited her genes. They are all the same.

The only difference is that Sayuri Sawamura, as an adult, as a mother, as a wife whose marriage can be said to have failed, she is much more mature than the idiot Eriri, at least, she also chooses to avoid things Yes, but it would not be embarrassing to run away directly.

At least she doesn't mess up a lot of things.

Although Sayuri Sawamura is very clear that the relationship at this time is actually a mess, and the source of the problem cannot be said to be this little bastard, she is very clear that the current situation can be said to be completely self-inflicted.

However, the reason why she dared to tease him and liked to tease him, besides her confidence in taking advantage, was of course her familiarity with him, but the reality was somewhat different from what she had imagined.

He is no longer that little boy who looks like a little grown-up, but is actually easily molested and blushes. He is an extremely daring little bastard!

Moreover, his courage is not only effective in the face of Ying Lili who is easy to bully, but only in front of that idiot childhood sweetheart. Rather, compared to Ying Lili, this little bastard is more lustful towards her. lust...

It seemed a little too late for such a realization, and Sayuri Sawamura didn't know how to deal with the intuition that had already been embraced by him in the face of this somewhat unbearable reality.

Slowly, with seemingly endless struggle, her twin ponytails drooped for the first time, her long eyelashes trembled twice, and then, as if her eyelids had become extremely heavy, they gradually moved down like this , a long sigh, accompanied by her movements...

Even though he couldn't see her expression, Ye Zheng could guess the change of Sayuri's mood. After all, he could feel her pulse when he hugged him so tightly.

He has been unable to coordinate to synchronize. In such a situation, he doesn't know whether he should breathe a sigh of relief, or feel sorry. Perhaps, it is both. After all, no matter which extreme it is, he seems to have never done it well. Enough mental preparation.

Just like what he has always believed and practiced, whether it is a temporary escape or self-deception, although it is shameful in retrospect, it is a real and effective method.

Sayuri in his arms may have similar thoughts to him, from her heartbeat gradually becoming calmer, from her rather meaningful sigh at this moment...

However, Ye Zheng is also very clear that if he chooses to back down this time, he will probably never have a future, so he...

Chapter 930: If there are no chapters, will you still post?

The girls in Sawamura's family are all cute idiots, although Ye Zheng only knows this mother and daughter.

It is undeniable that his feelings for Ying Lili are indeed somewhat complicated. To be precise, they only became complicated after discovering her feelings for him. Before that, this stupid childhood sweetheart was just a childhood sweetheart, even because of the existence of Xiaobu , so that he didn't pay too much attention to her now.

After all, although Ying Lili did leave many indelible memories for his previous life, it was not such an unforgettable and profound relationship. Compared with Xiao Bu, she and An Yilun also, The impression of "childhood sweetheart" may be more profound.

But when he found out that everything was just his own wishful thinking, in fact, the person Ying Lili had always liked was himself. It was inevitable that many emotions, including guilt, were concentrated in his heart at once.

Ye Zheng is very aware of his contradictory and unified advantages and disadvantages. If he didn't pay too much attention to feelings, and sometimes even developed into a pathological attachment and possessiveness, maybe he would not become such a scumbag.

Eri Sawamura, such a stupid childhood sweetheart, especially since he has enough understanding and understanding of her, at least in Ye Zheng's view, some of her seemingly bad character traits are actually what makes her lovely.

Being cute as silly is also cute, what's more, Ying Lili is not stupid, saying she is stupid is just because of her character, if it is not like him and Sayuri, even An Yilun, who used to be like a confidant with her, would be the same It's hard to understand.

For Ye Zheng, he and Ying Lili have enough memories in common, and also have a very strong fetter and past. It’s fine if he didn’t know it clearly before. Because of myself, I can become a little different, such courage...

There is no doubt that this is not considered "love", at least when it refers to the relationship between lovers, it is the urge to hug him no matter what, Ye Zheng knows that his feelings for Ying Lili are not completely that kind of.

Like her, of course there is no doubt, but it is not the preference when treating lovers. Even the "old father" seems to care more about the "stupid daughter" than the "girlfriend" obvious.

Perhaps he had harbored ill intentions towards Sayuri long ago?

When I was a child, I always said things like "I want to marry you when I grow up" to my close elder sisters and younger sisters. The difference is that although Ye Zheng didn't say such words at the beginning, but Similar ideas have always remained.

That's why, when he was a child, he took care of Ying Lili so indifferently. Even if it was clear, many of the contents were obviously Sayuri's pranks?

The thoughts that came to his mind made Ye Zheng feel like he couldn't laugh or cry, although it was more of an impulse to laugh. If he really thought like that, there is no doubt that he was not a good boy since he was a child. Nah.

But of course that is impossible, no matter what he will not admit it, it seems that at this time, no matter how Sayuri wants to escape, no matter how perfect her plan is, the relationship between the two can be restored to a similar level. Nothing happened.

However, Ye Zheng knew that he absolutely could not approve of such a thing.

Even he doesn't know how to deal with such an inexplicable relationship between the two, and how to deal with it, but there is no doubt that there is no way to treat it as non-existent.

Delusion that everything is the best of both worlds, if not, there probably wouldn't be so many scumbags emotionally, Ye Zheng is a scumbag, so of course his choice is so obvious.

"Sayuri's drinking capacity is really bad."

It seems to have become his habit, even if the one he is holding in his arms is not Shi Yu's wife, nor the cute little sister, but Ye Zheng also dawdled lightly with the pen tip twice.

The tickling feeling, and more importantly, his sudden opening seemed to catch her off guard again.

Where the delicate skin was in contact with the tip of the little bastard's nose, there seemed to be an electric current flowing, which immediately made Sayuri Sawamura panic, and swallowed the words that were almost on the verge of her mouth involuntarily.