Chapter 1133: The Guilty Ying Lili (4/5)
Kato Megumi thinks she is a very ordinary girl.
She is now a member of the home club who did not participate in the club, and the family situation has made her not consider working part-time for the time being. A girl who is only a freshman in high school does not plan to work hard so early to consider going to school...
If you don't consider your meager sense of existence, Kato Megumi feels that everything from his birth to the present seems to be nothing special, and of course he can't understand what An Yilun also thinks.
She is obviously not a beautiful girl, but she became famous very soon after entering school, and her popularity has risen so fast that she can almost surpass Eri Sawamura's classmate Ai.
Why, after he thanked him in a very ordinary way, he pestered himself like that?
Be his heroine...
Kato Megumi felt that even if he was himself, the most he could do was not to care about it, and try not to be angry. After all, An Yi was really annoying.
If she keeps being entangled like this, she might really agree to it. Of course, it only includes the heroine of the game that the other party said.
It wasn't because she was moved by An Yi's enthusiasm, but rather, she just wanted to reduce some troublesome things. Anyway, she usually has nothing to do, and Kato Megumi is still very confident in her sense of existence.
She could just sit back and do her own thing if she wanted to.
After all, classmate An Yi is not as powerful as someone, even if she deliberately reduces the possibility of being discovered, he can still easily find herself directly.
If there was no news from Sawamura-san, she might agree in the future.
Megumi Kato isn't entirely sure about that.
And... when I saw him again that day, it seemed that classmate An Yi was also there. Although she knew that it should be a coincidence, the girl still couldn't help but have some different thoughts.
Next time, can there be such a coincidence?
Such thoughts always make her feel a little delicate, and Megumi Kato himself knows that the possibility of this kind of thing happening again is better than going to someone's house to try her luck...
She obviously wanted to be indifferent, but she couldn't help but do it every few days. Fortunately, she obviously gained something today.
Although, this seems to prove from the side that a certain person seems to have forgotten himself.
There was an obvious, very unhappy expression on the girl's face, but unfortunately, such a moving expression did not leave anyone with a memory.
Even Kato Megumi herself didn't realize that her expression could be so honest.
In a sense, she does have similarities with her,
Even the reasons and the form of expression are very different in essence, but they are not frank enough. Although it is said that Eri Sawamura, who is usually called a "tsundere model", did not say this time, the textbook arrogant words.
Regarding Kato Megumi's reply, Eiriri not only did not say "I don't care about Ai Lunya's affairs", but even directly apologized for the meeting.
Perhaps because of her own experience, Ying Lili still felt a little guilty about her speech in the afternoon.
After all, she herself didn't have the courage to resist the pressure of the environment before, so how could she ask others for it.
If she had such thoughts, wouldn't she be the same as An Yilun in the past?
Being too egotistical is a character that shouldn't appear in the first place. Even Ying Lili knows that she is far from this characteristic, rather it is the opposite side.
Feelings of guilt...
Eri Sawamura clutched her chest, because thinking of this, her mind involuntarily resurfaced, what An Yilun also said-"she betrayed their dreams".
It is undeniable that Ying Lili felt the emotions he had expressed several times before, but she couldn't make any rebuttal words.
There is nothing wrong with your choice.
With such a concept, Ying Lili has been very firm since that bastard Ye Zheng explained it, but what happened back then, in Ying Lili's view, she did have problems.
So, until now, Ying Lili knows that she still has this feeling of guilt towards him.
She didn't care about An Yilunye's invitation at all, but, just like what the bastard Ye Zheng and the unscrupulous mother described, she is an idiot. Now that she has made up her mind, she can't give up halfway of.
After completing the current work, I will seek the opportunity to debut as a cartoonist with my own strength.
In the past, her and his interests had little overlap, so the two of them would be alienated unknowingly. If it wasn't for this reason, how could Tu Jianbu have the opportunity to intersperse into the world of her and him.
Sawamura Eriri has never been stupid, but no matter at home or outside, he will help her think about it, and she only needs to be a fool...
But it's different now, no matter whether Ying Lili is willing to admit it or not, she can clearly feel the never-changing relationship between the two.
Because she has never changed, that's why she feels powerless. Today, she is no longer a young girl who doesn't know anything. Although she can't be called very smart, Ying Lili can feel it. emotion.
He really likes himself, but that kind of liking is more about pampering...
That's not what she wants to like!
Ying Lili did not know how many times she shouted in her heart, but apart from the roar in her mind, the girl didn't know what to do.
After all, she also knew that apart from the oldest childhood sweetheart relationship brought about by the date of birth, there seemed to be no other deeper bond between the two of them.
In such a situation, Ying Lili is not willing to continue. The joy brought by the reunion has long been able to restore her calm. The experience during this period of time also made her want to use her brain.
It is impossible to admit defeat. Although he is a bastard, Eiri Sawamura will never back down about this bastard-Eiri Sawamura is extremely firm in this kind of thinking.
Even though, she only dared to think about these things in her heart, and didn't have the courage to say them out loud. Even if it was a confession, it should be that bastard who worked hard.
One day, if after the bastard Ye Zheng's confession again and again, she reluctantly chooses to agree...
Eri Sawamura is an idiot. Even she herself does not have the confidence to deny this kind of thing, but because she is an idiot, it is impossible to give up on things that have already been decided.
Even if she does feel guilty towards An Yilun, that doesn't mean she is willing to make time for it - from the already urgent busyness.
Moreover, after hearing about the specific things from Kato in the afternoon, Eriri couldn't help being even more grateful for the firmness she showed in the face of An Yilun.
Chapter 1134: She Hasn't Hesitated Anymore (5/5)
What kind of person is An Yilun?
Regarding this issue, Ying Lili feels that she should be regarded as one of the people with the most say.
Recalling the "story" that Megumi Kato told in the afternoon, after thinking about it for a while, she was able to confirm that what Kato said was indeed very likely to happen.
After all, it doesn't matter whether it's enthusiasm, self-sacrifice, or even unscrupulous, what An Yilun is determined to do will definitely be achieved.
Eri Sawamura certainly remembers the "achievement" brought about by his character in elementary school.
If it was out of guilt, Ying Lili felt that she should provide a little help, such as persuading the girl on the other side of the phone at this time.
However, some other emotions in her mind provided her with another, almost completely different idea.
Choosing to help An Yilun is actually not a good thing. After all, Ying Lili has not forgotten that his goal also includes himself.
Instead of giving him hope, even if it's just a little bit, An Yilun will definitely pester him tirelessly.
If it was before, then forget it, because of the guilt in her heart, and because he was her childhood sweetheart, Ying Lili felt that she would probably not refuse.
However, in her eyes now, apart from the fact that she can only accommodate the work she is creating, how can she have time to waste with him.
Even if Ying Lili knew that if it was An Yilun, he might be able to succeed in the end, the beautiful girl game he said made people feel heart-pounding.
But what did that matter to her?
The thought was a bit selfish, and even made her feel a little bit more guilty about him.
Ying Lili was not sure whether her actions would make An Yilun feel as a betrayal of him again.
However, even if she thinks so, it doesn't seem to matter, because she knows that that bastard supports her.
What's more, Ying Lili is not stupid at all, but she is still unwilling to admit some things.
For example, that bastard Ye Zheng has always liked me, and the role of my younger sister is just a substitute for my childhood sweetheart...
This kind of thinking, not to mention other people, even Ying Lili herself didn't believe it at all.
Going back to the matter between her and An Yilun, she may not have thought about it from that angle before, but the words her mother conveyed made Ying Lili's thoughts clearer.
Ye Zheng, that bastard, could have said this kind of thing directly to himself, but he seemed to have forgotten the existence of his childhood sweetheart.
If her mother hadn't told her later, Ying Lili wouldn't even be clear about how she, a bastard childhood sweetheart, would have made such an evaluation of her and An Yilun's affairs.
Although Ying Lili was a little angry, because that bastard didn't seem to care as much about him as he did with his mother.
Moreover, Ying Lili also knows that the reason why the two can have such a tacit understanding, and there are so many topics, is entirely because they both like to bully themselves, and even get a lot of fun from it...
Faced with such a situation, it's no wonder that Sawamura Eriri is still happy!
However, excluding these factors, Ying Lili really couldn't deny that there was nothing wrong with what that bastard said.
Maybe he also has a little bit of jealousy in his heart, after all, his childhood sweetheart used to have a good relationship with other boys...
In that bastard Ye Zheng's heart, there would probably be some feelings of regret?
However, after thinking about it carefully, Ying Lili can be sure that in his evaluation, there is no prejudice against An Yilun, nor is there any intentional smear.
On the contrary, it was her unscrupulous mother. In her narration, there were obviously many paragraphs, where there were different tone.
It has been more than ten years since I have known Mrs. Sawamura, who has a bad taste. Eriri Sawamura has enough confidence to be sure that those things must be the things of this Obasan, her own embellishment.
The childhood sweetheart actually didn't have much jealousy towards that matter, because that bastard didn't seem to care too much about "beauty" towards herself...
The shock of this discovery made Ying Lili feel a little powerless, although she was quickly distracted by other things.
Eri Sawamura, she has never been a fool, this kind of emphasis, the girl did not know how many times she repeated it with her mother and that bastard.
For Ying Lili, the reason for her past performances was because although a certain bastard always made her angry, he would help her think about problems since she was a child...
At least, after she got to know An Yilun, and as time went on, a common topic about the second dimension arose in two days, which resulted in alienation. .
But Ying Lili knew that it was only because she didn't ask the question herself, otherwise, that bastard Ye Zheng would probably act more anxious than her parents.
"I am not wrong."
One of Ying Lili's hands was tightly grasping the already dimmed phone screen.
She murmured, as if giving herself the last encouragement, and of course the necessary courage.
"Even if there is a betrayal, it is true for both of them at the same time."
Perhaps after finally convincing herself, the girl breathed a sigh of relief. Although her chest didn't fluctuate much, the emotions that had changed drastically in her heart were real.
His eyes moved to the paintbrush on the table, and the drafts scattered on the side, and there were many writings on it.
Ying Lili is still very confident in her painting skills, and the super popularity of the fan artist Eri Kashiwagi is enough to prove her ability in picture performance.
However, no matter how arrogant she is, she will never deny that she has always felt powerless about the plot of the story.
It is precisely because of such a situation that although she has been working hard, she has been hesitant. In the past six months, Ying Lili even found out that even her own painting skills have fallen into a bottleneck.
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