The Two-dimensional Life of the Traveler is So Salty

The day she called him to come home, even though Spencer was the cause, he excused that he didn't have time to participate in the sale of Yinglili's book on Summer CM...

Sayuri Sawamura's mood is not right, she wants to find someone to share the depression all the time, of course, Ying Lili can't, after all, the reason why she perseveres is because she wants to bear all the bad feelings alone.

If that "encounter" hadn't happened, if Sayuri didn't know that he was actually there, and only needed a phone call from her, she would probably be like the countless memories of those years before, and end up alone in the room .

When it was time to wake up Eriri the next day, Sayuri Sawamura was youthful and beautiful again, as if she would always be very lively...

However, Xiaojing's unknowing behavior made her discover another way besides being responsible alone. Although Sayuri Sawamura never thought about it, he could tie herself to this kind of thing, but At least someone could listen to her words.

Who knows, it will turn out like that.

God knows why he stretched out his hands, and what kind of obsession it was, she chose to lie in his arms.

But the little bastard didn't "make persistent efforts".

At least, in Xiao Baihe's view, the so-called taking advantage of the opportunity should mean that he would take the opportunity to change his habits, and then let her change slightly to adapt to his shape.

But no, there were some excessive behaviors in the middle, which were just normal physiological behaviors, of course, maybe they could be regarded as self-defeating, especially when he woke up the next day.

It can almost be said that he fled in despair.

Obviously so dishonest after falling asleep, but after waking up, he was "scared" by himself and slipped away non-stop...

(ps: Volume Six, Sayuri Line.)

Rather than saying that she was taken advantage of by him, it is better to say that under the stimulation of Spencer's behavioral differences over the years and the final alcohol, Sayuri Sawamura showed a little bit of courage, and she was once very active His rebellion—it was she who took the initiative to hide in his arms...

After all, in the years after Ying Lili was born, her husband's sense of existence became less and less, and the only person who filled her heart was Ying Lili, and then, she was childhood sweetheart with the idiot daughter, that little bastard. !

If you really want to describe it as taking advantage of the situation, then probably before the young bastard was even aware of it, he had already entered his heart by "taking advantage of the situation".

However, at that time, even if Sayuri was a hundred times more rebellious and crazy, she would never have imagined that she and him, and perhaps Ying Lili should also be counted, would become like this one day, and they didn't know how to do it. describe the situation.

Standing at the door of Eriri's room, Sayuri Sawamura was in a very complicated mood.

Although she encouraged Ying Lili in a way, she was actually very uncertain, especially when the little bastard leaped closer to the distance.

If you ignore this mother-daughter relationship, if you get rid of all worries and let her become pure rivals in love, the childhood sweetheart who should be at the end can only work hard at this time, and still follow the direction she leads.

She obviously inherited all kinds of traces of herself, but she seems to have overlooked this inexplicable "ability", although Sayuri doesn't know how to describe it, the increasingly ambiguous intimate relationship between her and the little bastard.

But she knows very well that if Eriri is like this, she probably doesn't need to hesitate too much. If Erili has a strong combat power, Sayuri Sawamura will not be so entangled, maybe she can experience it secretly, That sweetness called love.

Sayuri Sawamura blinked her eyes. The figure of her stupid daughter who was working hard to create made her gradually regain her sobriety, so that she would not let the emotions in her mind dominate her body, but she was so sober that she couldn't help but think about more things.

If, she stopped deceiving herself...

If I think about it carefully, it seems that there was not a single second that Sayuri Sawamura was able to complain without guilt, saying that she was taken advantage of by the little bastard.

Because... There are indeed traces of him in her heart, not as a childhood sweetheart with her daughter, but as an independent individual.

"This is really bad..."

Holding her forehead, Sayuri had a slightly bitter smile on her face. She knew very well that she didn't feel like this towards him at the beginning, but it was all because of her experiences over the years.

The problem with the Sawamura family...Even Eriri must have noticed it.

Shaking her head, Xiao Bai didn't want to think about this issue, although she also knew that too many problems were originally caused by lack of communication.

But even so, Sayuri Sawamura is willing to speak out at this time, and let Eriri know all the contradictions from beginning to end. After all, if possible, she hopes that she will never have to come into contact with different people in her life. Good thing.

No matter how much she despises Spencer, it can't change that he is Ying Lili's father, and in Ying Lili's heart, the relationship between this father and her, except that as he gets older, he also becomes busier. There are no other bad memories.

After all, Ying Lili has no chance at all to leave more memories related to her father in her mind. The reason for this can only be asked by herself.

Sayuri Sawamura can probably guess what kind of psychology that person is, but she can't understand it, whether as a lover or a wife, she can't understand it, although she also knows that she cares more about being a mother.

Can't understand it, and don't want to understand it anymore, Sayuri knows very well that this kind of thinking is actually wrong.

The Sawamura family, or between her and Spencer, will become like this at first because of lack of communication, otherwise, the superficial marriage will probably be able to last longer, so that even Eriri will not understand the problems of her parents .

But, that won't change the fact that the two are drifting apart. After all, the biggest problem is their personalities. Perhaps because of this, Sayuri Sawamura is more certain that the so-called love at first sight is not reliable. , just like the result of her initial rebellion.

As time went by, she noticed more and more that she was not familiar with Spencer, and this should be considered a misfortune, or a kind of luck.

Chapter 1168: Sayuri: "...What about me?"

When I was young, I always thought that I had grasped love, but I didn't expect that what I really held in my hands was just a short-lived mood.

If it can stand the test of time, it may eventually become a good ending. However, Sayuri Sawamura knew very well that she was too impatient at the time.

"At least, I still have Yinglili~"

There was no feeling of depression in the words, in fact, Sayuri Sawamura had indeed been able to adjust her mood well.

Anyway, it wasn't a sudden problem, so she was used to it, and the marriage was irretrievable.

In comparison, the headache about Spencer, even if it was magnified a hundred times, was nothing compared to the problems that little bastard brought her.

After all, she has long been able to "abandon" Spencer at any time, and he probably knows this situation, and is also getting away from the lives of their mother and daughter little by little.

But that little bastard is different, even if Sayuri is allowed to choose, she will only want everything, no matter if it is the idiot daughter or that bastard.

Children only make choices, and adults have long lost the opportunity to choose. No matter how lively and young she is, she knows that it is impossible to have the best of both worlds.

In fact, Sayuri Sawamura never had a choice in her heart. What she always cared about, or should be said, what she cared about the most, was undoubtedly Eirari.

"That's why you can't, you shameless wife, hopelessly stupid mother..."

Obviously he was laughing at himself, and he didn't use the kind of words that could make people take it lightly, but it didn't seem to affect Sayuri Sawamura's mood.

Pushing open the door, she walked in softly, and looked at Ying Lili, who was still wearing a green coat, lying on the table again, waving the paintbrush seriously.

For such a scene, Sayuri Sawamura was not surprised at all, after all, she knew exactly what kind of mood Eriri was feeling at this time.

Not only did he understand, but he could even say he felt the same way, and his face was suddenly flushed with a deep blush.

Of course Sayuri Sawamura couldn't forget that she prepared so many dishes related to red wine by mistake.

What are you talking about sneaking in? Her behavior like that is basically seducing, and she is still an adult little bastard.

The daughter's childhood sweetheart, the boy her daughter likes, the children she has taken care of...

Thinking about it this way, Sayuri felt that she was simply a hopeless pervert. That kind of behavior, which was already bad, could be called a crime plus countless things.

Sayuri's memory of what happened that night is not clear, after all, she also drank a lot of wine, and she was not fully awake when she moved him to Yinglili's bed.

However, the memory of yesterday afternoon, even if she closed her eyes tightly most of the time because of guilty conscience, she will never forget how that little bastard treated her.

In fact, no matter how many acceptable excuses Sayuri thought of, she couldn't deceive her heart. After all, those subconscious behaviors, in a sense, seemed to just explain her true thoughts.

All the struggles and efforts are just deceiving myself.

Sayuri leaned against the door, and she didn't make a sound. Yinglili, who was concentrating on creating at this time, also didn't notice that the gaze from her mother was very different from most of the time she remembered. It seems a little bleak...

I don't know if it's the inexplicable emptiness in her mind, Sayuri Sawamura's thoughts are very complicated, it's all kinds of contradictory issues that she can't sort out clearly, and are chaotically changing.

No matter what the reason was, she didn't seem to be able to raise any resistance to his excessive behavior every time. The last time, in retrospect, can only be described as luck at this time.

If the little bastard didn't choose to restrain himself in the end, she didn't know what kind of scene it would turn into. Anyway, it would definitely not be a situation she could accept.

Saimura Sawamura knew the seriousness of this situation, and she was also aware of the possible reaction of Eriri, but when she really had to face it, she was able to discover her own powerlessness.

He seems to have grasped the rhythm of every intimacy, although it can be said that she took the initiative to initiate the scene at the beginning, and the performance of that little bastard undoubtedly shows that he will never give up easily Determination.

That is, she chose to be weak again and again, which is why he had a "misunderstanding".

Sayuri Sawamura can only deceive herself like this, pretending that there is no intention of crossing the line for him in her heart, and everything is just a beautiful memory he imposed on her.

If his behavior was more impatient, Sayuri felt that it would not be such a problem at this time. After all, she was probably just driven by her rebellious personality and actively wanted to seek excitement. As long as she made a mistake once, she would definitely be able to restrain her emotions.

But that little bastard, I don't know if he guessed her mood, but he chose to play tricks, making her involuntarily, as if addicted to, that kind of silent charm.

Last time, she closed her eyes and pretended to fall asleep, and let him play with her body, even though she had already guessed that her whole body had become naked.

Under such a scene, the little bastard was still able to control herself, obviously her skin could clearly feel the rough breath from his mouth and nose...

The reason why the little bastard is able to control himself must have an even more unspoken purpose. At least, he will not be satisfied with a one-time indulgence of his body as she thought.

little by little...

Sayuri Sawamura can hardly deny it, let alone waiting for that little bastard, it seems that she herself, can't wait, and wants to capture herself.

Next time, will he not be satisfied with simple kneading, but...

For example, reliving childhood memories in the "small cafeteria"?

As for what she told herself before, that was the last indulgence, and there will never be a next time... Although she always thought so in her heart, Sayuri didn't believe herself at all. If she really faced it again, she would probably lose it again. All resistance.

Similarly, she didn't believe that little bastard could really hold back from getting close to her. When he got close to her body again, Sayuri didn't know what kind of mood she should use to face it.

Sighing lightly, Sayuri Sawamura glanced at Eriri who was still drawing. Recently, she has been working hard, and she is full of high-spirited vitality every day.

Although there was indeed stronger pressure during this period than before, Sayuri knew that Ying Lili was actually extremely happy in her heart, because she had already made up her mind and found what she wanted to do.

"But... what about me?"

No one could hear Sayuri Sawamura muttering to herself.

Chapter 1169: "Stimulation" with Xiaobu all night

"Yeah, Oni-chan, hurry up, hurry up~"

"Huhuhu..."

Ye Zheng panted heavily, of course he heard his sister's urging clearly.

"Try harder, idiot Oni-chan!"

"No, no, not there."

"Oni-chan is so stupid~"

The girl's face was full of dislike for her brother. Of course, at this time, her little face also showed other emotions, flushing due to excitement, and the tip of her nose exhaled hurriedly. Due to the excited movement, her body Sweat dripped from the temples...

"Well, it's over again..."

Xiaobu looked at Ye Zheng with obvious disdain in his eyes. Although he still remembered the feeling of taking care of O'Neill, Ye Zheng could clearly feel his sister's disappointment towards him.

"Well, Xiaobu... Oni-chan, I..."