New Show Time

"From beginning to end, I only live for myself and die for myself. You can't influence me..."

"break down!"

The next moment, the magic circle shone with fluorescence, and Weston's body instantly disintegrated into countless starlight dots.

Particles of starlight disperse in less than a second.

It comes from adults who know the awe and the importance of life, which may be called the body's instinctive defense mechanism called "instinct"...

The body begins to restructure.

……

"I can't die..."

A few minutes later, after being reorganized from molecularized magic particles to a physical body, there was a moment of silence, and Weiston, who was lying on the carpet, had a few fluctuations in his eyes.

Memorized the magic skill and used it instinctively.

Even the knife wounds on his wrists were repaired by him.

"Maybe I'm just a hypocrite."

Pretend to see through life, see through society, see through everything, but the essence is just a small and ignorant existence!

"Why do you want to stop me!" Weston asked the Virgin Mary on the ceiling mural.

In the castle in the middle of the night, there was no one around, and he was lying on the carpet like a madman, roaring at a painting.

Even if the Virgin Mary is resurrected, she will not respond to this self-deceiving guy.

He got the new life he wanted as he wished, but just because he found that he didn't like it after enjoying it, he started self-mutilation and suicide.

How many people envy the life, he abandoned it and longed for new changes.

How cowardly...

The new life has not brought him any changes, he is still the same as before and in the past.

Desiring, getting, and continuing to crave for new things, pursuing infinite desires among infinite desires.

The new life never came in the first place, and his longing to return to the spirit world was nothing more than an excuse to escape reality.

In this world without any fetters, the lonely heart cannot be filled by games, novels, or comics.

"Maybe you should go out and have a relationship." 'Holy Virgin Mary' finally couldn't see it, and responded scribbled.

Howling ghosts and howling wolves in the middle of the night is really annoying. Since this guy moved in two months ago, he can't even concentrate on painting.

Her voice was very weak, and it seemed to be coming from the headset. It sounded like a soft and cute girl, which made Weston who was lying on the ground startled.

……

noon the next day.

Weston got up, brushed his teeth and washed his face, sat in front of the computer and started programming.

Self-mutilation or suicide did not awaken him to "the weight of life" or "cherish the present moment".

It was the 'Holy Virgin Mary' last night that made him wonder if the neighbor next to the house was annoyed by the noise.He knew that on the opposite side of the house was a pair of brother and sister. The elder brother seemed to be a novelist, a warm man who greeted everyone when he saw him.

My sister is a squat at home.

He has no intention of talking to the other party, and he doesn't care whether the other party is happy or unhappy with his daily noise.

The act of suicide, and last night's "The Virgin's Response" only made him realize one thing, the new life is not just games and novels and manga animations.

Um--

And real life.

Although he is in this world, he doesn't have any friends.

But you have to go out, you have to make friends... New life is like this!

For some reason, maybe just the familiar number 302, he immediately thought of the glasses girl Shimazaki Setsuna not long ago.

"new life……"

Weston sat in front of the computer and muttered to himself, flipping through the only number in the address book with his mobile phone.

【moment】

call over?

He has said that he appeared in the other party's life with a new identity, but the original plan should be to help himself increase his "recognition" here and be responsible for the illustrations of his novels.

But now, he just wants to try to make friends with each other.

"To make friends, you need to get to know each other a little bit, so that you can talk, right?"

Weston felt that to understand the other party's thoughts well, he should infiltrate the Bunkyo District's network on the computer and search for Shimazaki Setsuna's files.

Shimazaki Setsuna's name appeared in a folder memo from the police station.

2017, April 4.

Reporter: Setsuna Shimazaki.