The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

Su Bai was kind and generous: "Thank you for waiting for me for so long, I'm back, Lianhua..."

She said again: "Say it again..."

Su Bai continued to repeat, she continued to ask.

I don't know how many times I said it, as if I wanted to complete all the reunions in these ten thousand reincarnations.

But every time she spoke, Lianhua's voice became softer and lower. She turned her face from sideways to completely turned her back to Su Bai, and stopped saying anything. Her voice trembled slightly, fearing that even if she said a word, she would make her feel uncomfortable. vulnerability is revealed.

She is a strong girl, but also a fragile girl... She was strong enough to overcome the trials of thousands of reincarnations, but she was weak enough to be broken by a single sentence.

It's not easy to persevere for one person, so why hasn't her emotion filled half of this sea of ​​dreams?

Su Bai stepped forward and hugged her shoulder: "I'm back...so, it doesn't matter if you cry."

Lianhua's stiff body slowly relaxed, she squatted down slowly, knelt down in the sea of ​​flowers on the other side, but stubbornly gritted her teeth: "I won't cry... I'm not waiting for you... I'm just... happy .”

"Well, I know, you won't cry, you are a strong girl." Su Bai gently stroked her hair.

"I'm many years older than you... I'm not a girl anymore." Lianhua lowered her head and said with a suppressed nasal voice.

"I have more than ten thousand, still care about this?" Su Bai smiled disapprovingly: "You are not the you of the past, and I am not the me of the past, and I am no longer the Su Bai of the past, but this has another meaning. What's the relationship? That's [-] times of reincarnation, how can there be any unchanging people and things? Even this Myriad Flower Mirror has accumulated a lot, and it has become a vast ocean."

"You always say that." Lianhua raised her head and put her head on his chin: "You always say these words with an attitude that sees through the age of the world, but I know you don't think so at all..."

"……Why do you say that?"

"Because you don't want to change, not every time." Lianhua closed her eyes: "But you have to change."

"You know me very well." Su Bai's eyes are full of flowers of the other side: "Sometimes what I say is different from what I think, just like now, I don't know what to say, I really want to say sorry, But you don't like to hear it."

"Because I'm sorry is a very pale sentence, but also a very raw sentence." Lianhua said softly: "How much do you think I know you? I have seen every reincarnation of yours, I have seen you crazy, crazy, joyful, When you lose, suffer, fail, succeed, and finally watch your emotions being crushed little by little in the cycle of reincarnation, falling into a cold and rational machine..."

Su Bai asked: "But you haven't touched it once?"

"I've touched it, but you won't remember it." Lianhua raised her hand, and a red butterfly stopped on her fingertips: "You will soon forget it, forget it completely, every time you meet, every time you part, you will remember I don’t know, only Wanhuajing will remember.”

Su Bai didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he obviously tried hard to recall something every reincarnation, but he never recalled Lianhua once, she hid her very well, like a passerby, a stranger.

But he couldn't complain, he just left a faint sigh: "It would be great if I could know, this journey is really lonely."

"Yeah, very lonely." Lianhua hugged her knees: "I think I don't want to experience this feeling again in my life, but I still embrace it in the end."

"Isn't that right..." Before he finished speaking, Su Bai's chin was pushed against her head.

"Don't apologize...Moreover, what I have endured is nothing compared to what you have experienced." Lianhua raised her eyes, and she said softly, "If both of you are lonely, then this kind of loneliness will only be It's the second half...Sometimes watching you go back and forth to die, watching you crazily making noise, I also find it interesting or sad, but no matter what, our mood is the same."

She leaned on Su Bai's chest, and could hear her heart beating: "It is because of the pain that we share half of each other, even if you don't know it, even if I can't tell it, it's all meaningful, not a meaningless journey, you I remember every step I took... So, don't apologize, you have supported me through these ten thousand reincarnations."

Su Bai's nose was a little sore, he raised his head and closed his eyes: "..."

There is a person who is willing to accompany you through tens of thousands of reincarnations, and is willing to wait for you to remember her. This feeling is so fulfilling and happy.

It was like returning home, and when I hugged her, I felt alive in my heart.

"I don't even know how bad my performance in reincarnation is." Su Bai smiled wryly.

"It's terrible, but so what?" Lianhua tugged at the corner of his clothes: "To me, those are all indifferent pasts."

"I'm a merciless scum..." Su Bai wanted to say, if he couldn't hold on to it himself.

"Even so, it doesn't matter." Lianhua said softly: "The emotion I hold for you is no longer such a thin and simple emotion as liking and love... It's a kind of attachment, a kind of feeling that you can't live without pursuing it." The directionality of going down."

"As early as the beginning, from the moment you rescued me from the butcher's knife, you have already broken into my world, and injected the power to live and the reason for my existence into this puppet that was once empty, then Chasing candles is my destiny as a butterfly."

"No matter what, I want you to live, even if you lose yourself in endless samsara, I am just a dream guard who exists for this. I don't need any thanks and apologies. All I expect is..."

She raised her face, Su Bai also lowered her head, her two pairs of eyes stared at each other.

In Lianhua's eyes, Su Bai's eyes are as dark as the night sky, deep and bottomless, without starlight embellishment, just like a mirror reflecting the lonely world; but in Su Bai's eyes, Lianhua's eyes are like gemstones Opal, the clarity imprints the red of the other shore flower and the blue of the sky.

They both saw themselves through each other's eyes.

All I wanted was...to see you again.

……

Leaving the blooming sea of ​​flowers on the other side, I returned to the dolls.

Su Bai returned to the present world. This time, as if in a lifetime, nine out of ten of his powerful mental power seemed to be consumed in this dream, and he even turned pale, as if so long had passed, but in reality it was only Just three or four hours.

The reincarnation sits among the dolls, and he shook his hand. Although he is a little weak, he can feel the power flowing in his body, which is different from his mortal self. Here he has crossed six reincarnation worlds, Very strong... strong enough to kill gods, but is this strong enough to cross reincarnation?

It was precisely because he had experienced the sense of oppression brought by Serafim that Su Bai questioned the strength of his strength.

In the world of final reincarnation, is there a standard for measuring power?Facing the God of Creation, do you have even a slight chance of winning?

If there is no chance of winning from the beginning, then what is the continuous reincarnation for?

Lianhua watched Su Bai's movements, and said softly, "Take a rest first, you look very tired, and your mental strength is exhausted."

"I'm just a little confused." Su Bai said: "The Wanhua Mirror is not a real artifact, but an artifact that can be improved with the blessing of Baiye Pavilion. The spiritual power is almost exhausted... It's hard to imagine, in the world of final reincarnation, what kind of monsters are the people who hold real artifacts, how many such existences there are, and that mysterious god."

Lianhua shook her head quietly, only the seventh world, the final reincarnation, she cannot reach, and she is unaware of everything that happens there.

But she still raised her hand, gently pressed Su Bai's shoulder, and put his head on her knee: "Don't think about it, just sleep for a while."

For a moment, Su Bai seemed to see a doting smile on her face, but it was fleeting: "I'm not a child..."