The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

It is clear that he has already decided in his heart to dedicate himself to the underworld...

Mingming has already said countless strong words in his heart...

But why can't the tears stop at this moment?

She is a very emotional goddess. When telling stories before, she would put her emotions into it too many times, and even couldn't let go of it many times, asking Su Bai to tamper with the ending of the story.

She may think that she is strong, just like many people think that they are strong enough...but this kind of strength is so fragile.

Everyone has the softest part in their hearts, no matter how wicked they are, there is a soft spot, and the goddess is the same, even if human beings can't understand the thoughts of the goddess, and can't understand how the long and noble existence spends such a long time long time.

However, after all, the emotion of loneliness is the same, it is a pain of being isolated, like a slow poison that gradually seeps into the bottom of the heart, and finally even the deepest part of the soul is soaked in the color of loneliness.

As long as this wound is touched, even breathing will hurt.

Even gods weep.

Ereshkigal was very quiet when she was crying, she just buried her head in her knees, even if it was a terrifying ghost body, her movement looked a little cute, even more pitiful.

After Su Bai finished singing this song, it took a long time before she raised her face, her mood had stabilized, she just looked at Su Bai, and said seriously: "You actually made me cry, since the age of mythology, I have never cried... this responsibility must be taken seriously."

Su Bai didn't answer, but just smiled and said, "Crying, will you feel much better?"

"Well... a little bit, the pressure has been released a lot, that song is very good... Although it is a language I have never heard before, I can understand what kind of emotion is in this song. Although I am lonely, I am not desperate. like very much."

"As long as you like it." Bai Ge said.

Ereshkigal nodded slightly, she lowered her head, and said coyly, "Actually, actually, I have something to tell you, my appearance is..."

The voice became smaller and smaller, until it was almost inaudible.

"Actually, I have something else I want to tell you." Su Bai failed to hear what Ereshkigal wanted to say, he straightened his words a bit, and said solemnly: "Ailey, I want to go back to the ground... you Would you like to come with me?"

In an instant, Ereshkigal's expression froze, all her emotions froze instantly, and her voice became emotionless: "You said... what?"

Chapter 88 Life is always ups and downs

"I want to go back to the ground, but I still have something to do." Su Bai said solemnly: "You are so yearning for the scenery on the ground, then leave the underworld."

"...What are you talking about..." Ereshkigal whispered.

"I know it's not easy. As the goddess of the underworld, you have been adhering to your responsibilities for many years. You have sacrificed almost everything to protect the order of the underworld, but... no one can understand this dedication." Su Bai said with a sigh. : "Too strict self-discipline prevents you from letting go of the burden, and no one will take on this responsibility... But ah, Ai Lei, sometimes persistence does not necessarily mean correctness, and sometimes even if it is difficult, you have to try lay down."

"...Let it go?" Ereshkigal clenched his fingers: "Do you want to persuade me to let go of my duties as the goddess of the underworld? Leave this dark underground and embrace the sunshine?"

"Yes." Su Bai nodded.

"It's because you don't want to stay here." Ereshkigal said softly: "Yeah, I also understand this kind of feeling. In the underworld, it is empty and deserted. There are only rocks, silence and faces. The ferocious goddess of death...Compared to this gloomy world, anyone will feel that the ground is better, I understand...you are no exception."

"I don't deny that I still have unfinished business, and I will feel unwilling to just stay here to waste time." Su Bai knew that lying would only make the situation worse, so he had to persuade her to agree: "But not only It's me, and you are the same, looking forward to the world on the ground. If so, why are you so obsessed with the underworld? You are clearly not greedy for the power status as the goddess of death..."

"Don't say any more." Ereshkigal scolded: "I will never agree! I will never leave the underworld!"

"Why?" Su Bai asked.

"...It's very simple." Ereshkigal stood up, staring at Su Bai with empty eyes: "What I hope...is not the respect and love of human beings, let alone your sympathy and pity...I am Goddess, stay in the underworld because of her pride and dignity, dominate this silent world of death, give the soul the final rest, this is my mercy, and what I can do for mankind."

"You think I'm lonely...yes, I'm lonely; you know that I'm longing for what's on the ground...yes, I'm longing for that freedom; but I'm not pitiful, nor pathetic! Duties and obligations I chose to bear it myself!"

"I am the goddess of the underworld, the cornerstone chosen by the gods to dedicate to the underworld, but I... love the underworld, love death, and deeply love the souls of all human beings who fall into the underworld! They are all me belongings!"

She spoke her truest thoughts majestically.

"A wish is a wish, a desire is a desire, but in reality I will not change!"

"Even if it is pain, I will bear it all! I will never choose to covet happiness and abandon the earth I love so much!"

The Garula Spirit let out a sharp roar, the icy dead air spread, and even hot thunder burst out, the magic power and power illuminated the underworld for a moment, causing Su Bai's face to alternate between light and dark.

After a while, Ereshkigal's anger quickly diminished, and she knelt down gently: "So, don't say any more about these words..."

Although she couldn't see the facial expression, she should be smiling quietly: "I'm really happy that you want to know me, the terrifying goddess of death...but since you fell into the underworld, your The soul is already mine, and I won't let it go."

She begged in a low voice: "You are a human being living in a dazzling era, and I am a goddess longing for the dazzling light. Human souls are the brilliance of this underworld, just like stars... Although I haven't seen it with my own eyes, it must be the same scenery ...You are the most dazzling light I have ever seen, and you are also a star to me, so please don't run away from me..."

For Ereshkigal, human souls are precious things, as bright as stars, so she works so hard to preserve them carefully.

Among the souls of this group of human beings, Su Bai is the most dazzling soul. In this underworld without light, he has a star-like light.

This is a kind of substitution in thinking, but for Ereshkigal, it is a precious thing that will never get a second time.

She didn't want to imprison Su Bai, nor did she want to hurt him, she hoped that he would just stay by her side.

So she asked.

But Su Bai still shook his head.

"Sorry, I have to leave the underworld, something I haven't done yet."

Ereshkigal was silent, and there was a slight sigh in her empty eyes: "What is it that makes you so sorry? Did you fail to kill Jin Gu, or did you fail to save more people? Actually, in my opinion , you have done a good enough job."

"Excellent is not complete...I have to go back."

"You are already a dead person in the underworld, and everything in the past has nothing to do with you."

"If it's because of death and forgetting, you can choose to let go of it, that's really happy." Su Bai shook hands, then let go: "But in fact, I can't do it, no matter how many times I repeat it, I can't do it. "

Ereshkigal realized that he could not convince Su Bai, so he wanted to turn around and leave.