The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

A sincere and good person, in the past, was probably a devout believer and volunteer.

Take the initiative to come to this place to live with the cursed children, teach them to read and write, and teach them to control their emotions, at least learn how to hide their red eyes...Although red eyes are born, mature children can control emotions , to hide the redness of the eyes, so that even if they go to human society, they can live cautiously.

Su Bai noticed that there were many little girls around. Some of them knew Tiantong, so they leaned out more than half of their bodies, and some of them didn't know each other, so they secretly looked at them. Almost all of them were very young, almost all of them were seven years old or younger. .

"This girl sneaked into the city and was caught." Tiantong sent the half-grown girl out: "She ran around before she could control her red eyes..."

"I know, I will take good care of her." Matsuzaki sighed: "She has been escaping for half a year. I thought she was just hiding outside, but I didn't expect..."

"I'm sorry." The girl lowered her head, pinched the hem of her clothes, and said anxiously, "I won't go to the city anymore."

"Well, I will fine you not to eat for a day." Matsuzaki raised his hand and touched her head: "Go and rest first, you will be safe when you get home."

The girl wiped the corners of her eyes, endured the journey, and finally sobbed softly.

Matsuzaki handed over the girl to other children to take care of. He led Tendo to the other side. The two found a dark corner and lit a cigarette.

"Sorry." Tiantong Le said in the faint light of the fire, "Jasmine... is gone."

Matsuzaki's fingers trembled slightly, and then said: "I know, this day will come sooner or later, that child knew that she would die before she became the initiator... She really likes being with you, So even if the erosion rate is very high, they still refuse to retreat to rest..."

"It's my incompetence."

"What does it have to do with you? The virus of the gastroenterology cannot be cured." Elder Matsuzaki spit out a mouthful of white mist: "This is not anyone's fault, it never was. If it is powerless, everyone is the same."

"Um……"

"Don't take it too seriously." Matsuzaki said: "Always look forward, we only do what we can do, but please feel at ease, and don't join forces with other people. Even if you die, you can proudly pat your chest and say I didn't live my whole life in vain."

The middle-aged man smiled and coughed a few times, with sincerity and peace of mind in his eyes.

It would be false to say that he is not sad, but living in this environment, he may have been used to losing.

"Can it be done...?" Tiantong Le lowered his head, he stubbed out the cigarette butt, his fingertips turned gray, and turned around: "On the first day of next month, I will still deliver supplies, so I will go back first."

"...Don't choose another starter?" Matsuzaki's voice raised slightly.

"No need." He shook his head: "I won't be a policeman anymore."

After leaving the underground waterway and standing on the ground again, Tiantong Le took a deep breath.

He looked back at Su Bai: "Do you know what I'm thinking now?"

"You're thinking about farting." Su Bai said with a blank face, "I'm not interested in playing charades with you."

Almost [-]% of the world's information has been unlocked, and the remaining part can probably be learned from this traveler who has watched cartoons, but Su Bai has no idea about his thoughts.

"You've seen so much, don't you have any ideas?"

"Yes." Su Bai said frankly, "It's very pitiful."

"Yeah, it's very pitiful." Tiantong Le clenched his fists: "Of course I want to do something for them... That's why I became a policeman, but unfortunately I don't have much talent, and I learned the fighting skills of many schools of Tiantong style , The level of actual combat is still very low, the battlefield is basically to watch the performance of the initiator, all I can provide is basic food, clothing, housing and transportation, and a little supplies."

"Do what you can." Su Bai looked at the shadow under the headlights: "Do you think it's not enough?"

"Not enough." He replied decisively.

"Why do you think it's not enough?"

"I'm a time traveler." He gritted his teeth and said, "I'm a dignified time traveler... I know everything, but I can't do anything. Isn't that sad enough? I know many things, but I can't stop them. "

"I've seen many mediocre time travelers, and you're just one of them." Su Bai said calmly, "It's not good to think too highly of yourself, time traveler is a dangerous profession, and it's not uncommon to die suddenly anytime, anywhere... Do you think you are reading a novel?"

"I think I can do more things!" Tiantong Le raised his hand, looked at the lines on his palm, and then slowly clenched his five fingers: "It's just that I couldn't let go of it before, and I was a little reluctant to part with this life... It's rare to live a whole life again, I could have easily obtained what I did not have in the past, fame, wealth, power, women, status...all of these are actually within my reach."

He pointed to his chest: "Because my surname...is Tiantong."

He laughed mockingly: "You probably don't know what the surname Tendo represents. This surname represents the status of the chief executive in the Tokyo area. The connections of the Tendo family control the upper class of the entire Tokyo area and have a very high political status. On the bright side, the ruler of the Tokyo area is Shengtianzi, but after the death of the first generation of Shengtianzi, the rights of the second generation to the third generation of Shengtianzi were all emptied, and the person behind the secret rule is Tiantong, the current head of the Tiantong family. Kikunojo... As his direct descendant, I could have everything."

"More importantly, the Tiantong family is closely related to the core plot of Black Bullet."

"But I...severed this relationship."

"I know the plot, I know the pros and cons of it, and I wrote down the parts I remember clearly in my diary, so I know that if I don't escape, I will definitely be involved in the plot, so I am avoiding, avoiding carefully, becoming a policeman, and living The petty bourgeois life of being willing to degenerate is called a disgrace by the rest of the Tiantong family, and I have no intention of going back."

He pursed his lips: "Because I know that I can't play against that group of people. I have no strength, no ambition, no inflated desire for power, and no hard-hearted determination to kill... In order to protect myself, I can only do this .”

Le Fei said bitterly: "Isn't it ugly? A transmigrator, who can stand in a high position and call the wind and rain, can change the direction of the plot by moving his fingers and saying a few words, but it's really miserable to get to this point."

His confession was simply self-abuse. After losing the important initiator, his inner self-blame and regret made him easily confide the secret he had hidden for many years to a familiar stranger... because the whole world, Only this one person will understand what your feelings are, and will listen to all your cries and confessions seriously, even if you don't know each other.

"No." Su Bai shook his head, and he leaned against the car door: "It's not shameful to struggle to live... Dead people don't gossip, life itself is not easy, what you did is actually It is true, and because it is true, it is not worthy of criticism."

Self-knowledge is the most important thing for a person, especially for those who travel through. Change is not so easy. After traveling to a different world, first check whether it is easy mode or hell difficulty. Home, the nightmare world of Black Soul, where you die seven or eight times when you go out, everyone has the guts to challenge it.

"You said that, it made me feel a lot better, but I don't want to continue with this philosophy of survival."

Tiantongle took off his glasses, threw the flat glasses on the ground, smashed them into pieces with one foot, and stroked the hair on his forehead with five fingers, as if he had learned the hairspray hand of Aizen and Virgil, from a well-behaved ordinary person to an instant Show your sharpness.

"Maybe this is fate."

"On my most frustrating day, I met you."

"I didn't die, but I saw rebirth, because from today, I will shed this weakness."

He stared into Su Bai's eyes, and swore loudly.

"Su Bai, I want to change this fucking world..."